The Preacher's Daughter

i look up to the cieling feeling every bone in my body disapear, it feels like i am dead, but at the same time i am here.

"Gracen?" i look up to see andy with a small smile, his hands in his tight skinny jeans, hair all messy.

"Yes?" i ask pulling myself up from the comfy bed.

"Do you," he lower his head going up and down on his boots heels. "i dont know uh, go on a date?"

A date? is he kidding with me now? not eight hours ago, i killed someone, found out about that bitch who wrote about this and now..... oh god now i am getting a headache.

i wonder where is andy, andy as in the guy i who went fifty shades on me... i miss that guy but i surley miss this one in front of me as well.

"As in a date, real date? out of the town that sort of thing?" i ask confused pulling my legs up to my flat chest.

"Uh yeah, you can say that." he chuckles slightly shaking his head to and fro.

"Uh, okay, where to than?"

he shrugs and eyed the skyline that apeared outside the window. "i was thinking dinner, not too fancy and maybe a walk in the park."

"i have a sugeston, well if you are up for it?"

he nod slowly stalking his way towards me.

"movies," i bit down on my bottom lip and sighed. "pizza, talking like a normal couple."

for a swift moment he looked baffeled on what i just said. "i thought you wanna go out, dress to impress and all that..."

"than you dont know me at all, i would realy like a nice quiet evening with the one i love."

crap....

"oh yeah, i love you." i joke with a slight pout.

"Oh why?"

Why? Why is he kidding with me now?

"You really want to know?"

Andy stood still biting his lip, is he trying to decide if i should tell em? "No, not yet."

"well thats new."

" i am going out, i wont be long, please make yourself at home, as your sister already did." he mutters pushing his hair out of his facade.

"Uh, where are you going?"

He walked to the door and turned around with a grim out look out of life.
"i need to handle some stuff, not that concern you."

i dont want to ask any more quastions is pretty clear; he could of just said its non of my beezwax... yet again i am craving to know what he is planning... his face says one thing but his emotions says another.

"Oh uh, alright than, see you soon." i muter with a weak smile.

"Yes.." With that Andy took his leave leaving me confused.

ten minutes later


"Uh," i stop dead in my tracks seeing my sister eating a storm in Andy's kitchen. "whats wrong?"

Mary's face turned red and a single tear drop from her cheeks down her bowl of pasta. "i...uh..."

i strolled towards her pulling my arm around her waist. "How far long are you?"

she turned her head to me and shook her head. "Two months."

My eyes shut feeling the warmth vanish. "I knew there was something up, you always divert something that has happen to you too me, Mary does Ashley know?"

The fork fell from her hand as she march around the kitchen counter. "Ashley dont want kids,. he made it pretty clear... he is going to leave me Gracen!"

"No he is not, or i dont know." i shrug.

"Dont count on it, Ashley the outcast, every girl wants a bad boy, he is a bad boy, so is Andy, if Ash finds out about this he will say its not his and yet again i have to sit with the problems, but this time i am going to do it way diffrentely."

"Mary it was not your fualt, dad and mom forced you into a aborstion, this time they are not here, make your own choices, and if Ashley dont want the baby than fuck him, i am here, remember Mary, its us againts the world, you and me againts them all."

She nods bending down to pick up her purse. "i only have about $50 in here."

"Its okay i will get the money, where are we going?"

"i dont know, but you need to stay."

i scoff angirly shaking my head. "No way in hell... and dont get crazy witch now okay, i will talk to Ashlely, i will handle it,. you saved me, its time i am saving your ass for a change, get setteled and relax, i am going out of for a sec."

"Where you going?" she asks as i pulled on my leather jacket.

"To the BVB house, stay."

Notes

update for you alll! i am sorry i have been MIA.

i want to thank you all for the support yall have given me, you are truly my only friends and who likes my work... thank you.