A girls secret

AlEx’S pOv

I quickly pulled away when I realized what was happening. I looked around for someone to help me, and I saw Jake looking in our direction with wide eyes. He read the pleading look in my eyes because he quickly came over to help me out.

“Come on Andy. How about you sleep this one off huh?” I finally looked at Andy he was looking confused and hurt, and that made me want to break down and tell him everything. I helped Jake take him to his bedroom. Once he was asleep Jake drug me out into the hallway.

“Owowowowowow! Jake you’re choking me!” He shoved me into a room.

“What the hell?!” He shut the door and walked over towards me.

“In my defense he kissed me first!” I didn’t bother to disguise my voice and Jake shuddered.

“It’s creepy how you change your voice like that. Anyway, not the point. The point is you kissed him back!” He ran his hand through his hair and sighed, “I don’t want to do this, but this is your last chance, Alex. Either you tell them, or I will. They need to know, especially Andy. He really likes you Alex. Hell, he told me he thought he might be gay! And that was when he was sober. Juliet hurt him, and really, I think I know why. But, that’s not a story for now. For now, everyone needs to know the truth, and you know it.” I shifted weight from foot to foot. I didn’t know Andy felt that way, or else I would have found some way to avoid this.

“But…but what if they push me away? What if they don’t accept me? What if they judge me for this, something I feel isn’t my fault?” Jake looked at me confused.

“Whoever said you being this way was your fault? And who said they wouldn’t accept you? I did, didn’t I?” I nodded and held back my tears, looking down. I felt one come out, and quickly wiped it away. I suddenly felt arms wrap around me and I froze. No guy has hugged me, actually hugged me, in years. “What? You’re still scared they are going to reject you?” I nodded.

“It’s one of my biggest fears,” I whispered. He chuckled and pulled away a little.

“Jinxx sees you as if you are a kid he needs to keep his eyes on, like his own kid really. CC is happy he has someone who is just as hyper as him, Ashley is glad he has someone who will drink with him and is there to challenge him, and Andy really likes you and loves the fact you are dedicated to your work so much. Me? I’m glad I have a friend like you. I don’t think anyone of us will give you up for just one little thing.” I wiped away the tears that fell down my face and nodded.

“Tomorrow.”

NeXt DaY (aNdY’s PoV)

I groaned as I sat up in bed. Ok, no more drinking contests for me. No. No no nope (Yeah. Right.). I walked out to the living room and saw all the guys gathered around CC and his phone, and Alex sleeping on the chair. At the site of him, my heart pounded, but…I also felt a deep…sadness. What? I shook it off and walked over to them.

“What are you guys watching?” I winced at the sound of my own voice.

“Oh. Hey Andy.” I winced again. “Sorry.” Jake nervously ran his hand through his hair. Why? I took the aspirin Jinxx handed to me and got a water bottle. When I came back, Alex was still sleeping and the guys were all staring at me.

“What?” CC just handed me his phone.

“Someone from the party sent this…” I took it looking at the guys questionably and pressed play on the video. I saw two people sitting on the couch, making out. It took me a little while to realize the one had blue and black hair. Alex. My heart started to hurt. I knew I had feelings for him, and the rest of the guys knew as well. I suddenly recognized the other person’s clothes and looked down at myself. Yup. It was me. The video ended after Alex had pulled away. I looked at the guys.

“This actually…happened?” They all hesitated, and then Jinxx spoke up.

“Yeah. It did. You can ask Alex when he wakes up. He stayed up late then got up when the first person left. That’s why he’s sleeping. He said he needed to tell us something, and Jake knows, but won’t tell us.” Jake shook his head.

“I’ve actually known since we first met him. I gave him the ultimatum yesterday after this happened; either he tells you guys, or I will. I just don’t want you to be hurt, Andy. We all know you care for him.” I nodded and sat on the floor next to Alex. He suddenly stirred and sat up.

“Wha…what’s going on?”

“Hey Alex. You’re awake.” He nodded and looked at me, and a look of pain crossed his face. He took a deep breath.

“Listen. You guys need to know something.”

AlEx’S pOv

I stood up and wrapped my arms around myself and took a deep breath. I looked at Jake and he nodded.

“When I was born, my parents wanted a boy. They bought baby boy clothing, decorated the nursery for a boy and everything.” I looked up at Andy. “Andy, I care deeply for you, and I know you feel the same way.” I looked at the rest of the guys. “And I know you all think of me as friends, family, and even like your own kid. That’s why I need to tell you this.” I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. When I opened them everyone was looking at me. I dropped my guy voice and used my normal one. “Let’s just say my parents were very disappointed when I was born a girl, so they decided to raise me as a boy instead.”

Notes

OMG I felt like I was Alex here!
My heart was pounding so hard as I was writing this!
Here you guys,
Sorry it took so long but I wanted it to be perfect for y'all.