A girls secret

I groaned hitting the alarm. Five o'clock in the fucking morning is no time to wake up. But I have to. I have to get ready. I stood up and got in the shower. When I was done, I dried and straightened my short black hair, then sighed. If this wasn't the only way I knew how to live, I would grow it out. Oh yeah. Better explain. You see, when I was born, my parents wanted a boy. But, alas, I was a girl. So, instead of throwing away all the guy stuff and replacing it with girl stuff, my parents decided to raise me as a boy. Yayy! (sarcasm gets you far in life) Sure, I'm 22 now and really, I could change the way I live if I wanted to, but i didn't know how. Sure, it meant I had to use an ace bandage to hide my chest, and I had to make sure the bathroom was empty before I used it, but, really, I'm happy this way. I got dressed with my black skinny jeans, some vans, and a BVB t shirt. I was going to the concert tonight, and had even scored a back stage pass for the meet and greet. I threw on some bracelets (no, I don't cut...well...not a least anymore) and grabbed my IPhone with my headphones, walking out the door. I locked it then checked the time. Seven o'clock. Two hours, huh? New record. Guess I could go to the park and practice speaking so I don't screw up later. I checked my wallet. Yup. I got enough for lunch and for stuff at the concert.

-TiMe SkIp To CoNcErT-

I was head banging along with everyone else around me. When Nobody's Hero was over, Andy addressed the crowd.

"Hey guys! Thanks so much for coming out tonight! We got one more song, then we are done for the night! Hope you enjoyed the show!" When Andy sang those first words everyone screamed. "In the end, as my souls laid to rest what is left of my body? Or am I just, a shell? I have fought, and with flesh and blood I commanded an army. Through it all, I have given my heart for a moment of glory! I gave it all! In the end as we fade into the night!' He held out the mic to us.

"Oh whoa oh oh!"

"Who will tell, the story of your life?" He held the mic out again, and, at that moment, his eyes connected with mine. I paused, my heart pounding, a blush coming up my cheeks. "And who will remember, your last goodbye? Oh whoa oh oh! Cause its the end, and I'm not afraid, I'm afraid to die!" His eyes never left mine the whole time. He walked over to where I was standing and took the hand of a couple girls and looked at me closer. I stared back then looked away. I looked up to see him with confusion in his eyes, walking away. I will admit, I never want to be with any guy. Even if the guy is gay or bi they will most likely leave me once they figure out I'm a girl. And what straight guy wants to be with a girl who dresses and acts like a guy, even if she doesn't want to. But, Andy was the one guy I actually want to be with more than any.

By this time, the concert was over and I was walking back to where the meet and greet was. There was a bathroom on the way over, and I paused. I looked around and ducked in. I locked the door and sighed in relief. I slid my shirt off, then heard some rattling of the doorknob.I ignored it and continued to unwrap the ace bandage. I started to re-wrap it, when the door popped open.

“What the fuck?!” I screamed and looked who it was. Jake Pitts. Shit. “It’s not what it looks like!”

“I have no idea what this looks like.” I finished wrapping the ace bandage and pulled my shirt on. “Wait…you’re a girl?!”

“Shhh!” I ran over and locked the door again. “How did you get in?”

“I had a security guy unlock the door. What are you doing?” I sighed.


“I’m…yes I am a girl. But, I was raised as a boy by my parents. No matter how much I want to change my lifestyle, and trust me, I do, this is the only way I know how to live. So, I hide the fact I’m a girl.” I started to chuckle. “Who would have thought one of my heroes would be the first to find out?”

“First of all, I’m touched I am one of your heroes. Second of all, are you the one coming to the meet and greet?” I nodded.

“Yeah. I was so looking forward to it.”

“I think you’re the only one today. Are we…are we going to tell the others about this?” I felt my eyes go wide.

“No fucking way! You wouldn’t even know if you hadn’t walked in on me getting ready! Listen, nobody must know. I have lived with this secret my whole life. So what if I never get married or fall in love? I have accepted it. Please promise me you won’t tell anyone.” He ran his hand through his hair.

“Fine.” There was a knock on the door.


“Jake?” My heart pounded at the deep voice and I could feel the blush on my nose. I silently unlocked the door and Jake looked at me weird. I ran into a stall.

“It’s kinda weird for you to talk through the door of the bathroom, Andy.” I heard the door open and then a chuckle.

“I thought the door was locked. Sorry.” I flushed the toilet and came out to wash my hands, and my pass fell out of my pocket. “Here.” I turned toward two blue eyes. Recognition flashed through his eyes. “Hey…you’re the guy from earlier.” I cleared my throat.I had to get my ‘guy voice’ back. I had been talking normally with Jake.

“Uh..yeah.”

“So you’re going to the meet and greet?” I dried off my hands and took my pass from Andy.

“Yeah.” I looked down.

“Cool. Why don’t you come with us?” I nodded and Jake started to wash his hands. When he walked out, we all walked over to the other guys. “Hey guys. This is…” Andy got that ‘crap’ look on his face and I had to hold in a laugh.

“Alex. I’m Alex.” Andy looked at me weird. What…shit.

I had been so at ease…

I used my normal voice.

Notes

He he!
New strory...
Again XD
This story actually wasn't my idea...
It was my coauthors...
Not even sure if this point they got my request to co author the story yet so XD
Enjoy!
*kiss*