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I would die for You **COMPLETED**

Chapter 30: Open Your Eyes

Amber's POV
I lay on Andy, his body still hasn't move at all. Was him dead? Would he wake up again? And smile each time he see me? Would he hug me, kiss me and more again? Suddenly I noticed something was different in the room... It wasn't silent anymore!! The heart-rate monitor was bleeping normally now! I kissed him passionately, maybe he would never know it but at least I was happier.

I put my jacket on to hide the wound then ran out of the room to found Ash and CC walking up, I smiled then said:
“His heart! His heart normally!” They both looked at me as if I was insane.
“Get your ass in the room and check it out by yourself if you don't trust me!” I added feeling a bit upset at them. They both gave me a 'we know how you feel' look that just pissed me off. So I grabbed each of them's hand and forced them to follow me to the room. When they came in they got shocked. He was now breathing normally! Ashley pressed the nurse's button.

About a minute later two nurses and the doctor came in. They already had the 'we are really sorry' look on their faces, then realized that he was getting better... One of the nurse screamed then put her hand on her mouth and she hugged me. The two others seemed... disappointed? But then the doctor said:
“It's... It's a miracle! How? How did this happen?”
I guessed Ash noticed their weird attitude because he went out, pretexting to call the other guys. I personally couldn't tell if they were truly happy except the one that hugged me, she, I could tell she was really happy. After all she was the one that took care of him when I was too tired to do it. I could understand how she felt.

Half an hour later, BVB, FIR and some girls were in the room with Andy and I. The only thing I wanted was to see his eyes open. I lay on his bed next to him, happy just because he was breathing normally now.
Around 8 PM, I went home. I ran to Jack's room, he wasn't in his fetal position anymore and looked up at me when I came in. I smiled and sat next to him.
“Do you feel better?” I asked, he nodded.
“I'm sorry.” I looked at him, confused. “Why?
-I was so stuck in my past I almost make you live what I lived. When I saw Andy the other day, I just couldn't take Stacy's dead body off of my mind. She was looking exactly like him, pale, skinnier, black circles around her eyes, it was just before her death. Then when I came back she was dead, like Andy she couldn't move anymore. This day I suddenly couldn't hear or even see you anymore. It was like if I came back to my past.”

I looked at him as he continued:
“I could see my village, the people that used to be my friends, then the pity in their eyes. It was going faster then reality, but every painful moment were like in slow motion, just to make me feel it as I felt it before. Then I saw Stacy, Stacy smiling, Stacy happy. I saw her before the sickness, when she was happy, a bit hyper like CC, always full of life. Then I saw the first signs, she was sick for the first time since I met her, almost like the first time of her life. And suddenly she got weaker and weaker, she couldn't eat anymore, she couldn't run anymore, but she kept smiling. She believed she would get better, she kept hope, she believed when I say I would bring back the medicine... But I didn't save her as I promised!” he started to sob, so I just hugged him, letting him talk.

“I don't know how many time passed, maybe a day maybe a year. Suddenly I saw a face covered with blood, I knew it was you, I knew what you were living. But my body and mind were numb, I couldn't say anything, I still couldn't hear you. But I knew what you must be asking. Then I saw Stacy, she was there. Or maybe I was getting crazy. She told me I got to move on, to forget about the past and live the present. She told me to forgive myself, and that she had already forgave me. She told me it wasn't my fault, it was destiny. When she finished talking she kissed me, then told 'goodbye', this time I know I won't see her again. But at least I was able to say that... 'goodbye'. Then I forced my mind to come back to present. And said the most important word: 'blood', but you didn't seem to understand so I tried again 'Your blood, save'

'You finally understood, and ran away, I hoped it wasn't too late for you too. I thought about what Stacy told me, she was right. I couldn't live like that anymore! I have to move on, and I decided to. Today. Stacy is a big part of my life, but I'm a vampire so I still have looooong years coming! I'm sorry to say that, but I'm happy Andy got sick because it helped me take my life back. Talking about it, I bet he's better! Because it's been awhile since your eyes wasn't with this hint of sadness in. Tell me how was it? What happened? It seems I'm finally awake!”

I was really happy for Jack, the sadness in his eye was gone. Totally. So I guess he'll finally be happy in his life, stop feeling guilty! And this, was a real big change! Then I answered his questions:
“About me, yes Andy is getting better, his heart beat normally and he breath too. He isn't awake yet but I'm feeling way better anyway, I know he will survive. You said sorry, but me I'll say thanks! Because what you lived during the past two months was as horrible as what I lived, it was the same hell. Except that yours was in your mind, stuck in for years, so it was even worse, moreover she is already dead, when Andy wasn't yet! So you should once again stop blaming yourself! You achieved where most would have failed. Personally I was thinking about killing myself right after Andy's funerals. But you, you kept going. Handling this horrible pain inside, then you reach to its end, and achieved to help me. It wasn't too late yet. Stop blaming yourself Jack! You're a hero!”

He looked at me quite surprised, then smiled at me warmly. He hugged me and said:
“You're right Amby! I never thought a blue haired-person could be so wise!” We giggled and I playfully punched his arm.
“What do you have against blue-haired people uh?
-Nothing! But it's not the most natural hair color... If you see what I meant!”
We laughed then he said seriously:
“You're right, as Stacy! I'll try my best to stop blaming myself about all the bad things that happen...
-Same as for my parents!
-But...
-No buts!!! Repeat after me: I... Am... Not... Guilty... About... Everything!” He repeated and we spend awhile playing like children.

The next morning I went to Andy's room, he was still asleep but his body got some colors back. He wasn't as white as a paper anymore and the circle around his eyes were getting lighter. There was no one yet, so I lay next to him. I guess they all went to sleep as Andy was almost okay now. We were all really tired as we didn't want to leave him during the two past months, none of us had a real night of sleep since yesterday. Even me, I was exhausted, but it seemed I couldn't feel it before he was out of danger. But now I felt the two hard months falling on my shoulders. I felt asleep next to him.

Andy's POV
I woke up this morning, but my eyes still didn't want to open. I felt someone lying down next to me, I knew it was Angel: her cold hands, soft hair and tiny body were exceptional. Then I heard her falling asleep, I understood how tired she must be: she was always with me since I came her... How many time passed? A week? A month? A year? Whatever time passed she was still here, she still cared, she still loved me. I felt my heart jumping in my chest. I was feeling really better since yesterday. If only I could see her sleeping face! I tried again and again, but even if my mind was okay, even if my body was getting better, it was still damn numb! But I kept going! I needed to see her, my little piece of heaven. I think when I would be awake I would get a new tattoo 'My Little Piece Of Heaven', for her, for my love for her and for her courage!

She had been there days and nights, she didn't eat, or sleep. I knew sometime she was taking care of my body, helping the nurse. She was grabbing my hands, talking, making this a bit happier. But as the time passed as her voice seemed sadder, she was willing to keep hope, but it was hard I could hear it. But even when the doctor said I would be dead in a few weeks, she kept coming every day, lying next to me. I hated to hear her crying, I wished I could wipe her tears away but I couldn't move... yes, I have to fight for moving! I couldn't stay like that anymore. The first thing would be my eyes!

Back to Amber's POV
I woke up an arm around my waist, turned to face Andy. He was looking at me, his eyes full of love. I kissed him and he kissed back, I enjoyed his body's warmness as I got closer to him. His icy blue eyes were locked in my grey ones. He smiled at me, his sexy smile!! I missed this smile... Wait what? Suddenly I remembered where I was and why. I jumped on him:
“Andyyyyyyyy! You're finally awake! You're alive! You're there with me! Oh my God! Finally!! I love you so much! I missed you so much!When did you open your eyes? Why didn't you wake me? OMG Andy! I'm so happy!” I screamed while kissing him again and again, he giggled.

My screams brought two nurses and the whole BVB band ran in. When they saw me on Andy and heard his voice they all got as happy as me, laughing and hugging each other. I reluctantly went away from Andy to let the other hug him and all. I hugged the nurse who was always there with us since the beginning. Her name was Carolyn... What a coincidence! 'You're not alone' from the song Carolyn by BVB. And she was the one to stay with us!

A week later Andy was allowed to go out, We would go to his apartment. Yes, we: him and I, I wouldn't leave him on his own yet! And it had been a long time since we had a bit of privacy! So Ash drove us, and I took care of the house and of him. But suddenly he told me:
“Angel, I have a question in my mind since a week.
-What is it?
-When I was in the coma I could hear everything but I couldn't move or anything. The day I felt I was really dying I heard you coming in, then you said 'After all it's better if they don't know' talking about the guys. Then you make me drink something. Angel, tell me what was it? Why didn't you want the other to know?”

I froze. It meant that the moment arrived already?

Notes

Hi BVB's! I'm extremely happy you like this story that far!! I'm already at chapter 30!
Jack is finally fine!! And (really) happy :)
Thanks for all the comments I really like them all!
What do you think will happen next? Comment below!
I love you little BVB's! :)

Comments

@CountryEmoGirl

Here the link of another story (it's not Love Will Be Our Last E. but still :) )
I put it now mainly for my favorite odd child ;)
http://www.blackveilbridesfanfiction.com/Story/45477/From-Shapeless-To-Breakable/
Love you <3

@xI_am_your_shadowx

Well I'm glad you will post it soon and yup ODD CHILD AND NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!!! XD

CountryEmoGirl CountryEmoGirl
5/10/14

YES!! Thank you!! I'm so excited!

@ourhandsondestiny
@Andy'sSoul
@shizzlenannigans
@Black_Winged_Vampire
Okep! Sequel!

@CountryEmoGirl
Sorry, you're the only one who asked for story 2 against 4 :/, but don't worry I'll post it soon too :)
(Btw: I love odd children... ;) )