*WARNING: May affect sensitive person*

Amber's POV
Andy has the same disease as Stacy

I froze. That's why Jack got so scared, he actually saw a ghost! The ghost of Stacy's memory. When he looked at Andy, he must had remembered about her. About her dead body he found when it was too late. He released my hand and curled up in a fetal position.

“But... I understand how you feel Jack. I'm sorry. Maybe with the new medicine they will be able to heal him. And even if they don't, remember you told me there was a solution isn't it?” But Jack just kept on rocking himself back and forth looking straight in front of him, as if he couldn't hear me anymore. I talked to him, waved an hand in front of his eyes, shook him, even tickled him. But nothing, he was like dead. But still rocking himself, looking straight. I gave up and went back to Andy's room, he was really sick... 'What if Jack was right? But we are in 2014 not in the 1480's! Doctors will find out what he has and heal him!' I thought to myself.

Later, the first doctor came in the room, as Andy was sleeping he faintly said:
“Ms. Gordon? Your boyfriend is pretty sick but... Well it's complicated.
-Well, explain me! I'll try to understand!
-Hu... He doesn't have AIDS or any genetic disease... He doesn't have any cancer or so... He doesn't have a cold or any tropical diseases... He doesn't...
-What about stopping the 'he doesn't' and tell me what he does have?” I said getting pissed of his hesitations.

As he stayed silent I asked harshly:
“What does my boyfriend have?” the doctor looked down at his feet, then finally said so low I could barely hear him:
“We don't know.” I froze. If they don't know what it is it automatically meant they don't know how to heal. I got scared, Jack was in a kind of 'trans' and couldn't say anything, dad and mom were out for one or two months and of course dad refused to take a phone or anything... And the doctors didn't even know what was this disease...

What was the damn medicine? I couldn't remember it at all! I ran back home, using my vampire speed, I ran to the library. Even if I hated reading, if it could save Andy I would read for years! I met Daniel and Emily playing a weird game I couldn't describe. They both looked at me worried, then Daniel asked:
“Angel what's wrong? Where are Jack and Andy?
-At the hospital, Andy... Doctors don't know what Andy have and Jack think it's an old disease. But since he said that he didn't say word and just get in a sort of trans. If he's right, Andy will die but there's one solution” I took my breath “But I don't remember what was it and Jack don't speak anymore. And Dad and mom that may know are out without a single way to contact them. And... And.. I don't want him to die” I said bursting into tears.

Daniel hugged me to comfort me, but it didn't really work. I knew they didn't know Jack's secret, and then they didn't know the solution... When I was a bit calmed down I walked to the library, took all the book related to 'sickness', 'medicine', 'death'... I brought them all in my room. There were about 20 books, but I didn't care, all I wanted was to save Andy. There must had the solution in one of them!
I spent a week reading about 10 books, every day I went to see Andy, and every day he looked a bit worse. I asked Daniel to brought Jack home, before doctors got worried and want to check him... I don't think vampire's system work the same way as human!

I spent another week reading the 10 remaining books. I read days and nights, went to check both Andy and Jack. Andy lost about 5 Kg (around 10 pounds) and was as white as me... He was sleeping all day and was connected to a lot of thread to keep him alive. That's what I asked them to, as they weren't able to save him... In the other hand Jack spent both day and night sited on his bed in the same fetal position, rocking himself and looking straight in front of him. He didn't say a single word since two weeks, when I came it was like if he couldn't hear or see me. I finished the last book, and still nothing.

I searched on internet, in all books. Even in dad's room, but still nothing. I couldn't sleep anymore, I was scared. I think I was getting crazy, looking everywhere, even in Jack's room: but it seemed he didn't want to write his story anywhere. When I saw that there were no solution, that my fucking brain didn't want to help and to remember what Jack told me, I decided to stay with Andy everyday. So if he was about to die, at least I would have spent his last days with him.

BVB came almost every day to support me, but nothing could bring my good mood and smile. Not even CC and his funny personality. I was just an empty shell, if Andy died I think he would go with my heart, leaving me as dead as him. He wasn't dead yet, but he was always sleeping, almost like in a coma. His breathing was getting weaker everyday. Same for his pulse. I was glad BVB and FIR came to hug me, support me, give me some life. But all I wanted was Andy, Andy alive, Andy awake.

One morning, the doctor came to me and tell me the worst thing ever:
“Ms Gordon? I have really bad news. If Mr Biersack keep going like he actually does... In a couple of weeks he will...” I guess we all understood what he meant. If dad knew and remembered the solution, it would still be too late. Because as Daniel told me, they would be there in 1 month, Andy wouldn't be there anymore.
“Only a miracle could save him... I hope you believe in God” said the doctor as he walked away. So that's how they support the family and friends?

I heard Jinxx and Ash getting mad, me I just silently cried. Until I felt CC's arm hugging me. Why? Why was it happening? Why now? Why when we were finally happy? Why is life so unfair? If it continued like that I would loose both my boyfriend and my brother... Just when life was getting better!
Jack! It's been a week since I went to see him!

I went out of the hospital and ran home, I went to his room, he was in the same position, his beard was longer, his hair in a mess. He didn't move a single part of his body since one month. I think he was actually in hell as much as I was.
I spent a bit more than a week like that, running to Andy then to Jack. I was tired, sometime I felt asleep next to Andy but I always got woken up by horrible nightmares. Then the doctor told me it remained a couple of day before the end, I was broken. Andy already looked like if he was dead, he had got really skinny, his heart was beating slowly and his breathing was like if it hurt him. I couldn't stand looking at him, not because he was looking dead or horrible, but because I could see he was suffering. And it was killing me a little more.

I went to the only place were I used to feel a bit better, in Jack's room, next to him. I talked to him, knowing he wouldn't answer, asking him over and over how to save Andy before it was too late. And as I expected he didn't move. I (re-) started to cry, sobbing against him. Then I sat in front of him and said:
“Now I understand. I understand how it feel to see the person you love dying slowly, I understand the madness of looking everywhere to found a solution. It hurt, why Jack? Why is life so unfair? What could I do to save him? If only I could gave him my life. But I can't. If only I could die too. Life without him wouldn't worth it, when he'll die I think I will just kill myself. Living forever without him... No I won't. I'm sorry Jack, because I know you actually cared for me. But when he'll die I'll die too.” Then I hugged him and cried... Cried... Cried. Until I felt a bloody tears rolling on my cheek.

My eyes hurt but I couldn't stop crying, there were blood on me, on Jack on the bed. If only it could kill me!
“Blood” I looked up, Jack spoke? What was with blood? What the fuck did he meant? If it wasn't to say how to save Andy then... Blood!!!!
“Your blood... Save” he said, and for the first time since one whole month he moved a bit. Just his eyes, he was now looking at me. Why did I forget? How did I forget??

I took a knife and a jacket and ran to the hospital. When I came in Andy's room it was empty, where did they all go? Is he...? 'No Amber maybe they just went out to smoke a cigarette! After all it's better if they don't know.' I told myself, then I noticed another problem. The room was silent. Hospital's rooms are never silent! But suddenly I heard a little 'beep', there was still a chance! His heart was still beating! Extremely slowly, but beating anyway!

I took the knife and and for the first time of my life -and I hope the last- I cut my arm. I see a little drop of bright red blood going out. I pressed my arm to make more come out, then put it on Andy's mouth... Please make it work!
There were blood in his mouth and I lifted his head up, trying to make him swallow, I guess it worked because there was way less blood in his mouth now. Then all I could do was hoping!

Andy's POV
I was so tired, I just closed my eyes and felt asleep. But when I woke up I couldn't open my eyes anymore, was I dead? Or in a kind of coma? How many time have I been here? I heard Angel, she was next to me, sobbing. I wanted to hug her, but I couldn't move my body, I was totally numb. Then I heard someone calling Angel, she sat straight but stay next to me, the person said:
“I'm sorry Ms Gordon, but if a miracle don't happen right away, Mr Biersack will be dead in a couple of days.”

Oh fuck! I was about to die? That explained why Angel was crying, and why I couldn't move! Then I felt her moving away. No!! Stay with me! But of course I couldn't talk! She walked away, I heard her saying something like 'I'll come back soon', but I didn't want her to come back I wanted her to stay!
I felt like ten years passed, she wasn't back yet! I heard BVB guys talking, they seemed pretty sad too. If only I could woke up! But I heard my heart beating so slowly, I knew I was about to die soon. Breathing was hard, but I kept doing it, maybe there would find a solution, maybe a miracle would happen... Never give in! So I kept breathing. Suddenly I noticed the room was silent, they were gone. I bet I looked dead already! So they all left me? Even Angel? Okay... Now I could die, it didn't worth it anymore!

Then I heard the door opening, Angel. I could feel it was her! She mumbled something like 'Maybe they went out for smoking a cigarette', so she was as shocked as I was that the room was empty? Finally I get my Angel back! I make an effort to make my heart beat, today it refused to do it on its own... I have to work hard to stay alive! Then I heard 'Ouch'... What? Why was she hurt?

Then I felt a liquid in my mouth, what was it? My mouth was full of it, it had a really weird taste, but not disgusting. “Please! Please swallow!” she said lifting my head up, if it come from Angel then I'll make an effort to swallow it! So I stopped breathing and let the liquid go to my stomach. It burned inside, but in the same time felt extremely good. I felt Angel hugging me, she was crying.

And then I felt my heart beating by itself again.

Notes

Here a pretty long chapter! But I didn't want to cut it on you!(my fingers disagree!)
Sorry I didn't update this morning... :-/
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