Andy's POV
She did'nt fight against the hug, just lay her head on my chest. Why did'nt she tell me why she was sad? Why did'nt she ever talk about her feelings? I did'nt want to pull away but the elevator had already stopped. It was going to be weird... So I slowly let her go even if I felt my heart breaking from her distance. I sighed as we walked out, I wanted to hug her again or at least just touch her. But I did'nt know if she would agree. So I just put my hands in my front pockets, frustrated.
FIR was singing before us, so I could hear her singing. It was so damn beautiful... I felt a tap on my shoulder, turned around to see Jinxx looking at me worried.
“You know it's not like that you'll get rid of your 'crush'...” I sighed, he was right, but I just could'nt stop looking at her. She had got a bit more confident and was now moving more on stage. She was wonderful, she smiled as she sang. I turned back to Jinxx:

“You're right. But it's stronger than me. I just can't stop looking for her.
-And what if she is actually with Jacky?” I frooze, I forgot about that for a while...
“Well, then... Even if she's taken I can still be looking at her.” he sighed and nodded.

Then FIR went out, another band and it would be us. My mood was about touching Angel, not singing. But I had to, so I did. We sang 'I Am Bulletproof', 'Shadows Die' 'Savior' and finally 'Love Is'nt Always Fair'. Sometime I hope Love could be fair...
Then we went for the meets and greets. It was way easier than singing, as the fans were amazing. Looking so happy to meet us and all, it helped increasing my mood.

I saw a text from Juliet, saying 'We need to talk'. I frooze. What could be happening? 'Calm down Andy, maybe just a little problem. Nothing really important. I will call her tonight.' I though. Then we signed fan's tees, CD... I posed with thousands girls. They looked so happy just for having a picture with me! It was just amazing.

My afternoon would be great if I have'nt seen Jacky holding Angel in his arms. They were hugging... Then kissing? He was murmuring something to her ears only her could hear. Then they pulled away and went back to FIR's place. At least they did'nt kiss and were'nt holding hands...

In the beginning of the night we walked back to the hotel for our last night. I saw Angel next to the elevator, she seemed to be waiting for someone... Jacky? When she saw me she called me, I immediately felt a grin growing on my face... I was so stupid some time! But then she hugged me! While giving me a 'I'm really sorry' look. What the fuck was going to happen? Before I could say anything she ran away. I stayed there looking stupid, ok let's continue! I walked to my room and get in.

I called Juliet, she answered at the third ring:
“Hu... Hi Andy!” her voice was shaking, it meaned something was wrong... I knew her!
“Hi Dragonfly, how are you?
-Hu... I'm fine and... And you?
-I'm alright, concert and all are over and I'll finally see you tomorrow!” I said happily.
“I did'nt expect you to call me... I think it would be better talking face to face...” I frooze. What could be so important that she could'nt talk about it on telephone?

“What... What's wrong babe? Are you okay?
-Don't worry I'm alright. It's not about that. It's...
-Please baby tell me. I love you, I can't stand any of your problem!” I heard her sobbing! She was trying to hold it, to hide it. But it almost had been 3 years now since I know her. And right now I could feel something was wrong. WHAT?

“I really can't tell it right now. I don't want anything bad to happen to you.” What? So this news is going to affect me that much? I was scared, but wanted to know.
“I'm a man now, I can take it. Whatever it is just tell me.
-I... I love someone else.”
At this moment I felt my world fading. I just let my body fell on my bed. Trying to take it. It was a lie, it must had been a lie. Why? Why now? Who? Did she cheat?
“Andy? Are you still there?
-Y... Yes I'm there” I said so low she could barely hear me. I felt my heart breaking inside. She loves someone else. Angel love Jacky and now Juliet love someone else. What did I do wrong? Was it my fault? Or was'nt I good enough to be loved?

“Okay, you're right! We need to talk face to face.” I said, ending up the conversationg without even a 'Bye'. I packed up my stuffs and went to the airport. I was supposed to take a flight tomorrow, but I just could'nt wait that long. I wanted to see her, to hear her saying these hurtful word in my face. And I wanted to know who! And if she did anything with this guy before breaking up with me...

Arrived at the airport I found a flight right away, I would be in Hollywood in three hours. During this time I could'nt stop thinking about all the good moment we had together. Wondering if it was really over... a nightmare? I hope it could be one. When I -finally- arrived in LA, I jumped in a taxi to go to Juliet's apartment after passing in mine to put my stuff down. I knocked upon the door over and over until a sad an sorry looking Juliet openned the door. She let me in silently.

“Juliet...” She lift her hand up to stop me.
“Andy, I'm sorry if it hurts, but I can't lie to myself. In the end it'll hurt you even more if I fake love with you and all. It's nothing about you I swear! You're an amazing person! I really enjoyed the time we passed together. It was wonderful. But I... I've never felt like I feel with him before. Since I met him, I could'nt think about anything else. I was obsessed, but before you ask: no I never cheated! Not even a kiss or anything. And... He loves me too, he was so sad when I told him I had someone. I'm sorry Andy, I never planned this to happen. Not like that. I know our third birthday is in three weeks... But I can't. My love for him is burning me inside, I can't help it. No please Andy don't cry”.

I realized I was crying, and wiped it away. She loved someone else. Why? Love is unfair! I screamed “WHOOO?” I was'nt angry, I was deeply sad.
“I... I can't tell you yet. You're not okay now Andy!” replied a terrified Juliet. It was the first time I yelled at her.

“I'm sorry. I should'nt had yelled on you.” then I needed to go out. I did'nt even hear Juliet calling me back. And I just ran away, when I was in the street far enough I let myself fall on the floor and started crying.

Amber's POV
I was waiting for Andy next to the elevator, when I finally saw him I called him. Then he walked to me, his smile growing up. This smile... Oh my! But it was about to fade in a couple of hours... I was so sorry for him, I felt the need of hugging him and I did. But then the idea of Andy sad just broke my heart and I ran away before he could see my tears. Juliet was about to break up with him and I knew it, I ran out of the hotel then started crying.

About one hour later I walked to his room, arrived I found the door oppenned... And the room was empty. He knew. I bet he would tried to fix it with her, but it could'nt be fixed anymore. I was so sorry for him. I tried to call him a thousand time but no answer. I hoped he would'nt do anything stupid! I went to my room and tried to fall asleep.

Back to Andy's POV
About an hour later, I stood up and walked to my apartment. I did'nt want to be alone, but I did'nt want to call anyone. I just wanted Juliet. With me. But it was impossible. She does'nt love me anymore. When I arrived home, I locked the door and let out all my anger, all my pain and all my sorrow out. I knew I should'nt be breaking everything in my house, that I would regret it after and would pay for these things but I did'nt give a single fuck! It felt good to break things around me, to let out this pain in my heart! Then I ran to the kitchen. I found an old Ashley's bottle of alcohol and drank it all. It was hot, it felt good. I took another bottle and drank until I felt asleep.

I woke up around 12, as the sun was in the middle of the sky and the house full of light. I looked at myself. So miserable, I slept on the floor, I drank alone. I needed her, why did she leave me? Then my eyes passed on my hands. 'Dragonfly' was written under my skin. I did'nt think, just took a kife and cut it again and again. Until I could'nt read the word anymore. I was bleeding, it hurt, but I did'nt give a damn. I guess I won't give a damn about anything anymore. Fuck them all! Fuck music! Fuck fame! Fuck women! And most of all FUCK LOVE! I took the bottle again...

I was'nt entirely drunk yet when I remember of a song. 'Happiness' of I don't remember who.
Happiness straight from the bottle
When real life’s too hard to swallow
Yeah! I needed some happiness from these bottles. And thanks goodness if it killed me! So I kept drinking.

I woke up at an horrible noise. What the fuck was that? Ohw, there was someone ringing at the door? Fuck his person! I just want to be alone with my bottles. But it seemed like this person did'nt want to give up... Damn it! If I wanted silence -and I needed it with my terrible headache- I had to open this damn door. It was the night already, but I did'nt bother turning on the light. I tried to walk to the door, as just standing up was the hardest thing ever...

I finally achieve to reach to the door. I openned it to see an extremely worried Angel.
“Andy! Are you okay? I called you again and again but...
-No! Leave me alone! Let me die alone!” I yelled, crying again
“No I can't do that Andy, and I don't want to.
-Go back to your man you bitch! LEAVE ME!” I saw tears forming in her eyes and felt guilty... Damn it! It was'nt her fault!
“Sorry Angel I...
-It's okay don't worry, and even if you're in the worse mood ever I won't leave you!
-No... !You should go back to Jacky, he's way better than me” I replied in a tiny voice. She hugged me then said:

“I think you need me more now.”

Notes

Poor Andy!! :(
But still I did'nt want to put Juliet as a bitch, I don't have anything against her.
Happiness is from Three Days Grace. ♥
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