Amber's POV
I woke up before the sunrise, I was still excited yet a bit scared because it was the first time I would sing in front of thousands people. The event started at 11AM but the bands had to be there at 10:30. I looked at my phone to see that it was only 6:15, so I stayed in my bed for an extra hour of sleep. Then I re-woke up at 7:30, take a shower, shampoo... Now let's get ready! I wore a 'deep black' skinny jean, a black Pierce The Veil shirt with some red roses on it. I put black combat boots and a few rubber bracelets: Bring Me The Horizon, Batman, Pierce The Veil... And of course my amber necklace!
Then I straightened my hair and apply a heavy black smockey eye make up. I'm ready.

It was 10:00, we walked to the place chatting and laughing. I was both excited and afraid, they kept telling me it would be okay but I was scared anyway. There were a few other bands and I felt quite ressured, after all if I failed Ronnie would be there too, singing so maybe it won't be a disaster! The guys kept trying to increase my self-confidence, but I could'nt help because of my past. For me I was still a 'stupid emo freak' or 'fatty fatty', so becoming a famous singer overnight was almost impossible. 'But I have to keep going, not for me: for them. Because they actually like me for who I am!'

At 1PM it was our turn, with these conforting thought I start singing 'Sink Or Swim'. My mood soared as the public screamed with me. I felt so happy! They did'nt hate me! I was finally good at something! I started singing with all my heart, all my love. We continued with 'Pick Up The Phone' and finally 'The Drug In Me Is You'. As the public asked more, more, MOOOORE, we sang 'Don't Mess With Ouija Bords', I did the clear vocals and Ronnie the screams. It was'nt planned, but as they wanted it, and we could give it to them... Let's go again!

After that we get to the back part, where were the meets and greets. There were already the bands who sang before us and we walked to our part. I was amazed that people actually asked ME to sign their CDs, books, shirts... skins! And of course I happily did! Then few stupid FIR's fangirls came and insulted me:
“Look at the slutty wannabe!
-She can't even sing, I bet she just fuck them all!
-And she dare use 'angel' as nickname!
-Let Ronnie alone he is mine!
-Don't touch Jacky he'is my future husband!” I could'nt take it anymore, I could'nt let a bench of bitches insult them! Me I don't give a single fuck, I was used to it! But not them! Not FIR! Not my new family, and my friends! I felt anger boiling in my veins as I yelled at them:

“GET THE FUCK OUT YOU LITTLE BITCHES! If you really liked FIR you would be liking me too, because we are like a family. The band, the fans and now me! And by the way, if I was just there for fucking them WHY THE HELL WOULD I GAVE A DAMN ABOUT CONCERT AND ALL? You are just jealous WHORES that can't sing or do whatever of their life exept BULLYING and mess up with other's lifes! You should be ashamed! You have nothing to do in this fucking place!”

I felt my blood cooling a bit down. Most of the girls were looking down, ashamed. But the older one -the one Ronnie was supposed to belong to...- did something she should never do: she slapped me. I felt all the anger I was containing for years exploding inside. But I shall never use my powers in front of people. I heard dad's voice in my head: 'Never be violent on human! They are weaker than they seem!'.So I grabbed her collar and bring her to the gate firmly, she was screaming, insulting all bad words she knew, then begging. But I kept dragging her as I was ten time stronger. I pushed her out, then turned around to see everyone looking at me, then they cheered! They were supporting me for fighting hater without physical violence. It kinda make me happy.

But I was still so damn mad that I just sat on a chair in a corner, trying to calm down. I felt a need of hitting on something... Or someone. Then I saw a child walking to me, hesitant. I could'nt help but smile at his cute little face, he was around 5-6 years old, with blond hair and green eyes. As I smiled, he grinned and ran to me. Then he hugged me with his short chubby arms. My anger disapeared magically as I hugged back. I kissed his forehead then he asked me if I could sign on his hand, because he was in love with my hair as blue was his favorite color. I wrote 'Angel love you with all her blue hair' with a big heart on his arm and he screamed of happiness. It was just anwesome seeing how little things could make others happy. So I get back to the meets and greets with the cute little boy hand in hand, smiling.

The afternoon passed calmly, the rest of stupid fangirls apologized and asked us a few autographs. I was feeling okay. Singing all my love, then yelling all my anger had unlocked something in me, as if for the first time I was someone as important as others. Not just a piece of shit! It was like a big weight taken away from my heart.

Around 6PM, I was absentmindedly looking around when I met a pair of piercing blue eyes. Andy. I looked away, but I could feelt he was still loking at me. I kept looking at my hands, suddenly passionated my them! When I looked up at him... He was'nt there anymore. Cool. But then I felt a hand on my shoulder, I knew without looking it was him. I looked up at him. He smiled. I did'nt smile back. Then he told me:

“We need to talk” I shook my head vigorously, he continued:
“Please Angel...?
-I don't have anything to tell you, and I won't lie: I don't want to listen to you neither!” I replied as harshly as I could as my heart was winning the world speed record... And the feeling of his hand on my shoulder was too warm, too soft, too... I sighed.
“Please, it's really important to me.” he begged, his eyes were begging even more than his mouth. I felt the barrier collapsing around my heart... No! I could'nt still be loving him?!
“Okay, what do you want” I asked faking annoyance and harshness. I saw hurt passing on his eyes and I regret being so rude to him. After all he just wanted to talk?
“Come with me.” I followed him...

We walked silently to a small remote corner, then he looked at me chewing his lip ring... Was he nervous? About what? What the fuck? He finally openned his mouth but immediately after closed it without a word, he did it maybe five time. The silence was getting awkward, he looked like he did'nt know how to begin. But thanks to a certain child I was still in a good mood, so I said:
“Andy, did you walked me up to here just to show me you turned to a fish?” He looked at me confused, I continued “Yeah like that...” I opened and closed my mouth several time like a fish. He smiled then -finally!!- said:
“No I'm not a fish yet, I want to ask you and tell you some things but I can't start...” He was embarrassed “Okay, then just start with the first one coming in you mind!” he nodded.

“I wanted to ask you if you were okay since last time. And to tell you I was sorry if I hurted you. I did'nt mean it, it's just that I could'nt tell you, no I did'nt know how to tell you that it was impossible. I did'nt want to hurt you. I swear. And I did'nt want you to be drown in wishful thinking about me. Because I love her, I really do. But in the same time I'm attracted by you, and the kiss... Well it meant a lot to me, but I can't cheat on my girl. I'm not this kind of guys. And I know now that I should have told you all that before instead of just kissing Juliet in front of you. And I wanted to fix it after but you just disepeared! I'm really sorry... Angel are you listenning to me?”

I nodded. I had kept looking away the whole time, but all my attention was focused on him, what he was telling me. It did'nt sound fake or stupid. He was sorry, I could feel it. I understood his point of view, but it was still hard to hear 'I love her, I really do' from the person you love's month. But it was better than lies isn't it? It was good to know that he was'nt this kind of guys. Well I thought it was time to say something, he was looking really sad and sorry. And it was getting worse and worse as time passed.

“Okay. I understand. At first I could easily deal with the fact you are taken, then we kissed... Finally I regret it happened. And yeah, it hurt to see you kissing her. But at least I understood it right away!” I smiled “It's okay Andy, I won't hate you forever!” He grinned like a child at my answer. I noticed that I never answered his first question 'I wanted to ask if you were okay since last time'... No I was'nt at all. Because inside I was crying, 'Why do I always fall for the guys that are totally IMPOSSIBLE for me to have? What did I've done to deserve that much broken heart? Love is unfair!' But outside I was smiling warmly... As usual! We talked a bit about the concert and all then he said:

“Lookin at how you were singing and yelling, it seems like the little shy girl turned into a big rebel!” he said, hugging me, but I could'nt stop thinking about 'Rebel Love Song' at his words.

Andy's POV
I finally achieve to tell her how sorry I was, but she did'nt seem to be listening. She was looking away, looking lost in her though. Did she care?
“Anger are you listenning to me” I asked, she nodded still not looking at me. I bet she hated me! Just looking at how she talked earlier... It felt worse then blade hearing her ask 'What do you want?' as if I was annoying her. But I came to tell her something I had to... No matter what!

She finally answered: “Okay. I understand. At first I could easily deal with the fact you are taken, then we kissed... Finally I regret it happened." Did it mean that she loved me already? That she accepted the fact I was impossible but then I mess it all up?
"And yeah, it hurt to see you kissing her. But at least I understood it right away! It's okay Andy, I won't hate you forever!” with a warm smile. I felt a grin growing on my face: she was'nt hating me!! Then we talked a bit and I hugged her, realizing she never said if she was alright or not...

Notes

This chapter is more like a message... Filled with my own feelings.
A bit of jealousy is coming soon... ;)

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