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I would die for You **COMPLETED**

Chapter 15: No Regrets

Amber's POV
I instinctively closed my eyes. The kiss was soft, hesitant. His lips were as firm and soft as they seemed to be. He bite my lip, slowly entering his tongue in my mouth. My hand went up to the back of his neck by itself, I could'nt control my own body. ANDY WAS KISSING ME!!! The 'stupid fangirl' side of me was almost dying of happiness.

But then the wise part of my brain was like 'What the fuck are you doing? He has someone! You forget? Don't act like a whore just because you love him!!' Yes, it's true. I reluctantly pulled away. He looked at me a surprised and confused, but then understood why I did. He blushed a bit and looked down.

The 'stupid fangirl' side of me was screaming in my head to kiss him again and again until he forget about Juliet and then to fuck him all night. The idea slowly get to my mind, becoming irresistible. The memory of his lips on mine... Damn it! I ran away to my room before my body decided to make me do some stupid things we would both regret after.

'Would you ever regret having sex with Andy Biersack?' asked the evil voice in my mind. I locked the door and run in my bed, fully clothed. 'No, I can't lie to myself. I would'nt regret it.' I thought, but I knew he would. And this was way more important than my own feelings.

I stayed in my bed for hours, curled up in my sheets. I wondered if he was still here, or if he was gone right away after I left. It was the first time a guy kissed me. The first time ever. And it had been with ANDY BIERSACK!! I touched my lips. The 'stupid fangirl' side won for a while, making me feel extremely happy about it, but then I felt guilty. I should never have let him kiss me. Why the hell did he?
'You're feeling guilty, but if you could do it again you would'nt say no...' said the evil voice. The worst part of it... It was true. I did'nt regret it at all!

This night I could'nt fell asleep, the kiss haunting me so much I did'nt even cry. First night without crying since years! This was the good news. The bad ones is that I'm getting obsessed with him even more. And I was sure he did'nt felt the same.

Andy's POV
I pressed my lips against hers, they were so soft, so obedient. I did'nt want to hurt her in going to fast, so I slowly deepened the kiss. Step by step. I bit her lip, she shivered. I then slowly put my tongue in her mouth, she did'nt resist. This felt so good, I wondered to myself if it was'nt a dream. Her hand came up to the back of my neck, she was agreeding, helping me to kiss her. OMFG! I needed to touch this girl right now, to lengthen her on the couch. I wanted to caress her everywhere, to kiss all of this soft skin of hers. Well, I wanted to fuck her! Now! Here! I did'nt give a damn about the other persons in the house at this moment. I just wanted her. I felt I was getting hard. What? If a simple kiss from her turned me on so badly, what about more?

She suddenly pulled away cutting the way of my thought. No! Why? Why was she stopping this wonderful moment? Why was she taking herself away from me? No! I wanted her, I needed her. But then I met her eyes. Juliet. I'm such an asshole! Forgetting about my girlfriend like that! I felt ashamed and looked down. I could'nt stand her gaze on me even if I knew she would never blame me. She would'nt ask for excuses or anything neither. She was way too good for me. I was just an idiot. I did'nt know what to say. 'I'm sorry' would be a lie, I was'nt sorry at all!

But then she stood up and walked -so fast it was more like running- away from me. I looked up at her, there was a mix of emotion on her face. She must be hating me right now. It made me hate myself too. Finally I should have told her that I was sorry, maybe she would still be there. Close to me. She just took herself away from me again. But this time way farther. I felt so bad, so alone, so ashamed. I stood up and spinned on my heels... To face a man. He was tall -but smaller than me-, had black hair and gothic clothes like Jack. He had a pale to death skin... I guess it was a family trait! I could'nt see his eyes as he was wearing sunglasses... Sunglasses? At night? Inside a house?

His face was emotionless, maybe his eyes were'nt but I could'nt know. We stayed a few secends looking at each other without a word. He finally said:
“What happened between Amber and you?”
Amber? Who was him talking about? I did'nt know any Amber! He must had noticed my confusion because he added:
“Amber... Angel. It's her real name. You did'nt know?”
What? I did'nt even know her real name? I felt deeply stupid!
“No... Hu... I did'nt. Angel and I? Hu...”
“Yes, what happened?” he started to get pissed, “Why did she left you here and ran to her room? She used to be polite and back our visitors to the door. Did you dare hurting her?” ok, now he was mad.
“Hu... No I just kissed her” I murmured so low he could barely hear me. But I knew he actually heard me, I felt it.
“What?” And now he was giving me another chance to give a 'correct answer'. But I really did'nt know what to say... 'What about the truth?' said a little voice in my mind.

“Well, we were there talking, then -I know I'm stupid- I kissed her... I hope I did'nt hurt her...” It was true, I really wish I could erase it, not because I regret the kiss. Hell no! But because it may had hurted her. And this was the worst feeling ever.
I looked down at the floor, waiting for him to growl, to scream, maybe to hit me. I did'nt care, I would let him, if he was right and if I hurted Angel I would deserve it.

A while after, I still saw nothing coming. I looked up at him... He was smiling at me.
“I'm glad you said the truth, I can see it in your eyes. I hope, for you, you did'nt hurt her. Because I love her like a daughter. If you see what I mean... Anyway, you better talk to her and fix this. You should'nt loose her, because she deserve her nickname.”Angel.

Then he spinned on his heels and went out of the room before I could say a single word. Who was he? I guessed he just told me that I'm dead if I hurt Angel. But then, what did he mean? Would it be possible that Angel actually love me?

Notes

Comments

@CountryEmoGirl

Here the link of another story (it's not Love Will Be Our Last E. but still :) )
I put it now mainly for my favorite odd child ;)
http://www.blackveilbridesfanfiction.com/Story/45477/From-Shapeless-To-Breakable/
Love you <3

@xI_am_your_shadowx

Well I'm glad you will post it soon and yup ODD CHILD AND NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT!!! XD

CountryEmoGirl CountryEmoGirl
5/10/14

YES!! Thank you!! I'm so excited!

@ourhandsondestiny
@Andy'sSoul
@shizzlenannigans
@Black_Winged_Vampire
Okep! Sequel!

@CountryEmoGirl
Sorry, you're the only one who asked for story 2 against 4 :/, but don't worry I'll post it soon too :)
(Btw: I love odd children... ;) )