Jack's POV
I heard Angel came in and ran to her room. I knew something was going on, I wanted to fix it. I knocked on her door then came in, knowing that she woul'nt answer. I sat on her bed next to her, I wanted to hug her, to confort her. But I did'nt know if she would accept it, so I only touched her hair softly:

“What happened? He's still trying to know why you are sad and worried? But you in the other hand can't tell him yet?” I felt my heart breaking while saying that, she nodded. I knew how it felt, if only I could take it out from her. This feeling.

“I know how you feel” as I expected from her, Angel shook her head then add:
“No, you can't undersatand! Have you ever be aware that the person you love is going to die? Have you ever looked at this person smiling and wonder if you'll be able to save them?” I could understand... Oh yes I could! I could understand her anger too, the need of putting it on someone else, in order to try to escape the pain. I could'nt get mad at her for being sad, I just answered softly:
“Did you ever asked yourself why I did accept to risk my life in turning into a vampire?”

She lifted her head up at my question, a mix of confusion, sadness and curiosity on her face. Thinking about the story of my life make me felt empty inside, but at least I could make an effort for my little sister.
“What... What are you talking about?” she asked in a voice so small I could barely hear it.
“Come here” I pulled her closser to me then started the story:
“Well, when I was 21 I felt in love with a woman, her name was Stacy. The amazing thing was that it was reciprocrated, so we decided to get married. During angagement she got sick, and it was incurable. Doctors told me about it, but I decided not to tell her as there was one, and only solution. She was about to die in 1 year, one and an half maximum: I needed to hurry. There was an old man in the town, he told me that there was a way to save her. But I would maybe have to give my own life to save he: I did'nt give a single fuck! As long as she was alive...” I sighed, realizing the smile on my lips at the mention of Stacy's name.

“The only way to heal her was... To make her drink vampire's blood. The legends said that there were vampires in the mountains, and that everyone that was gone there never came back. I needed to go found a vampire and bring back some of his blood... For a poor human it was simply impossible.
During two months I was hesitating, scared to get killed and in the end both of us would be dead, she could feel it because she kept asking me why I looked sad and worried... But one day she looked even more sick then ever, so I took all my courage and prepared myself for my departure. She was smiling when I told her that I would be home soon, with the medicine that would save her. So yeah, I know how it feels to know that the person you love is going to die. And how painfull it is to see them smiling while you're not sure to be able to save them.” I sighed again, this time I felt a tears rolling on my cheek.. I wipped it away!

“So the next day I kissed her then go, I did'nt know yet if I would be able to found a vampire, if I did what would I tell him? Would he want to give me his blood or would he want to kill me? I told myself that I would I think about it after. I waved them all good bye, seeing the worry and fear on their faces. They knew I was about to die, and none of them wanted to come with me... I was alone, it's an horrible feeling.”

I looked at Angel, her head was on my chest, she was silently listening to me. I knew she felt sorry about what she just said... Let's continue:

“I started walking to the mountain, facing my destiny. I walked during three days, barely sleeping as I was damn scared. But I kept going, Stacy's sick face in my mind: I had to save her! Finally I reach to an old looking house. I still don't know why, but at this moment I knew it was the place I was looking for. I knocked on the door, a tall and slim man openned it, it was Dad. He looked at me from head to toe, then asked politely:
'Hello Sir, can I help you?' as I did'nt want to loose any precious time so I directly asked him 'Hello, are you a vampire? I'm looking for one.'. He smiled at me, then let me in. When we were both sitted he said 'Yes, I am a vampire, you should know that you are in danger right now don't you? You must have a good reason, human, to came here. What is it? I'm listening' I was scared as fuck! But my love for her was giving me the strength! 'I'm looking for vampire's blood to save my beloved wife, I'm begging you to give me some.' He smiled, then answered 'What would I have in exchange?' I did'nt have anything... 'Well, in this case. If you love your wife that much I propose you to turn into a vampire and then give her your own blood.' I was shocked! I told him him that I would gave him everything he could want, but he kept shaking his head softly 'It's my only proposition. In this way, my wife will be happy to have another son. And yours will be alive'
I though about it during the whole day, then accepted. I would be a monster but at least she would be alive...”

Those memory still kill me... Even like 500 years later!

“So he bite me and two days later I was a vampire. During the first day they rapidly teach me everything: running, act human... Then I ran as fast as I could to Stacy. I was finally able to save her! But when I came back, I found her body as cold as mine. She was dead. I came back too late. It was my fault.”

I felt hot tears flowing on my face, I still feel so damn guilty. If only I did'nt hesitate for so long! I felt Angel hugging me, she could understand...

“This day I felt so guilty that I kept cursing myself. Praying God or whatever to take my life for hers or at least to let me die so I would'nt feel this pain. The pain of separation, the pain of loosing her...
But I waited the whole night for nothing. At the morning I was still fucking alive. I felt like I was going crazy. But then I knew I had to flee, because now I was a vampire anyway. So I ran, I ran until I could'nt anymore, until my lungs were in fire, until my legs hurted so much I just could'nt move them anymore. The next morning I woke up in a white room... I was still alive! Why?

I was at the family's house, I was feeling so bad I wanted to be alone. So during one whole year, I never let one of them approach me. In a certain way it was their fault too, I hated them. I hated every fucking one, simply for being alive when she was dead. So I stayed alone. Then mum, achieve -I'm still wondering how- to talk to me, befriend me, calm me. I slowly let them come to me. And now I want to help you through this pain I know way too well...”

Amber's POV
I could see that Jack had opened his heart to me:
“I tell you about my story because I really trust and like you Amber...” He called me like that only when there was a problem or at least a serious situation.

“And I hope one day you'll trust me enough for telling me why you cry every nights” He said smiling sadly then he kissed my forehead and get out of my room before I could answer anything.

Notes

Jack's (sad) story :( ... I'm trying to make longer chapter!
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