The Voices
Dad's Are A Bitch
Hope's POV
I was laying in my bed, sleeping peacefully, until my fucking alarm clock had to go off. I got up slowly. I hated Monday mornings with every fiber of my being. But I knew I had to go to school. As I got up, I contemplated what to wear. I decided on some white ripped skinny jeans, an All Time Low T-shirt, and black TOMS. I took the clothes into the bathroom, and got ready to shower. I stripped down, and let the beads of hot running water run over my sensitive skin. When I got out, I dried myself off, put on my clothes, did my hygiene stuff, and did my makeup and hair. For makeup I decided on just some foundation, concealer, a smokey eye, and nude lips. I also applied my eyeliner pretty heavily, just going in circles around my eyes. For my hair I just straight ironed the bottom and teased the top. I looked at myself in the mirror, deciding this was going to be as good as I was going to look. I walked out into my bedroom and got my stuff ready for school. When everything was together, I grabbed my iPod and headed for the door. Before I could get out I heard my dad calling to me from the kitchen. I sighed and turned for the kitchen. As I walked in, I saw my father at the table with beer cans spread everywhere, and it reeked of cigarette smoke. He told me to sit down, and I did so. "So Hope, where are you going?" My father asked, pretending not to know where I had to go. "Um, school. I have to go there everyday, not that you would give a damn." I said. He reached across the table and slapped me. "Don't you dare talk to me like that you little bitch." He said. I held my face while he lit up yet another cigarette. I got up quickly, grabbed my stuff, and headed out the door. "Don't come back." I heard my dad yell. Honestly, I didn't care. I wanted to get away from him. I wanted to get away from everything. I put in my earbuds and started listening to King For A Day by Pierce The Veil. I always listened to this song when I was angry. I let the music take me away from all my worries.
[Vic Fuentes & Kellin Quinn]
Dare me to jump off of this Jersey bridge?
I bet you never had a Friday night like this
Keep it up, keep it up, let's raise our hands
I take a look up at the sky and I see red
Red for the cancer, red for the wealthy
Red for the drink that's mixed with suicide
Everything red
[Kellin Quinn]
Please, won't you push me for the last time
Let's scream until there's nothing left
So sick of playing, I don't want this anymore
The thought of you's no fucking fun
You want a martyr, I'll be one
Because enough's enough, we're done
[Vic Fuentes]
You told me think about it, well I did
Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
I'm tired of begging for the things that I want
I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor
[Vic Fuentes]
The thing I think I love
Will surely bring me pain
Intoxication, paranoia, and a lot of fame
Three cheers for throwing up
Pubescent drama queen
You make me sick, I make it worse by drinking late
[Kellin Quinn]
Scream until there's nothing left
So sick of playing, I don't want to anymore
The thought of you's no fucking fun
You want a martyr I'll be one
Because enough's enough, we're done
[Vic Fuentes]
You told me think about it, well I did
Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
I'm tired of begging for the things that I want
I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor
[Kellin Quinn]
Imagine living like a king someday
A single night without a ghost in the walls
And if the bass shakes the earth underground
We'll start a new revolution now
(Now! Alright here we go)
[Vic Fuentes]
Hail Mary, forgive me
Blood for blood, hearts beating
Come at me, now this is war!
Fuck with this new beat
Oh!
[Kellin Quinn & Vic Fuentes]
Now terror begins inside a bloodless vein
I was just a product of the street youth rage
Born in this world without a voice or say
Caught in the spokes with an abandoned brain
I know you well but this ain't a game
Blow the smoke in diamond shape
Dying is a gift so close your eyes and rest in peace
[Vic Fuentes]
You told me think about it, well I did
Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore
I'm tired of begging for the things that I want
I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor
[Kellin Quinn]
Imagine living like a king someday
A single night without a ghost in the walls
We are the shadows screaming take us now
[Vic Fuentes]
We'd rather die than live to rust on the ground
Shit
By the time the song was over I had arrived at school. I walked to my locker, grabbed my Biology stuff, and walked to first period. I walked in and sat at the back like I normally do. I noticed the guy Andy sitting there. He seemed chill, and I didn't have a problem with him. Then started first period. Oh joy.
Notes
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3/23/14