Finding Help

I passed out without even realizing it and CC wok me up.

“You have two hours Hun.” He said kissing my forehead. Someone had placed a blanket over me and I pushed it off and lit a cig.

“What do you plan on wearing?” Jinxx asked pretty much ready.

“Nothing.” I said sarcastically. Ash bounced over and sat next to Jinxx and I.

“How the hell do you get to play naked while I have to?” he demanded.

“Shut up.” I told him getting up with my cig and dug through my suitcase.

“Can I do your hair?” Ash asked. I glared at him.

“Yes now shut up.” I said tuning back to my clothes.

“Are you going to shave? Boys will be all over you.” I turned and threw my balled up socks at him making him laugh.

I put on so giant black Tripp Pants with my tight black T-shirt that showed off my boobs well. Ash kept my hair straight like I love it but he threw pieces up in the air. That I’ve never done before and it was a lot cooler than I thought. I threw on my eyeliner like I always do but I used my foundation to make me really pale. I threw on some dark plum lipstick. The guys loved it but I was starting to get shaky. Jinxx, Ash, and I quickly practiced a few songs together causing CC to get pumped and hyper and Andy humming to himself. I could hardly feel happy, I was glad the guy were doing okay and that we were sounding great but I couldn’t get over the fact Jake wasn’t here. This wasn’t right.

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