Wretched And Divine
Chapter Thirty
Jake's voice played over and over again in her mind as she tried to fall asleep every night after that. Nothing she did could get him out of her mind.
You never noticed
Could it be possible? Had she been too wrapped up in Andy? Did Andy blind her from Jake? She didn't want to believe it but it was a big possibility. Lena was constantly fighting with herself. She was too stubborn to admit she was wrong all along, but she wanted so desperately to let go of everything and go back to the way it was before.
She turned over to face Andy and half smiled at his peaceful, slumbering expression. She shook his shoulder slightly, trying to wake him up so she wouldn't have to be alone anymore. He grumbled, and whined "Whaaaat?"
"Andy, wake up. I can't sleep." Lena half whispered.
Andy's face scrunched up into an annoyed look and he turned over, ignoring her plea for comfort and putting his back to her.
Lena sighed, laying on her back and staring up at the ceiling. Andy did this to her every night. It seemed his sleep was more important than Lena's constant need for attention from him. But it wasn't even that she craved his attention. Three AM was a lonely time of night.
When Lena woke up the next morning, she found a note on Andy's pillow. This was the second week in a row he had done this. It read:
Went to the studio to work on some things with the guys. I'll be home by 3.
Love you.
Andy
Lena crumpled up the paper as she sighed, throwing it across the room away from her. It was the same note every morning, and she was beginning to think that this would become a regular thing.
She rubbed her eyes and temples as she attempted to wake herself up. Getting up in the morning was never a fun time for her, especially with her new case of insomnia.
She heard a buzzing sound coming from the floor and leaned over the bed to see her phone buzzing with her friend Josie's name popping up on the screen.
She groaned, picking up the phone off the floor and answering. "Hello?"
Josie's voice sounded slightly frantic. "Lena, do you know where Andy is right now?"
Lena sat straight up. "He should be at the studio with the rest of the guys... Why? Is he hurt? Is everything okay?"
"I... I don't know..." Josie now sounded like she had failed at something.
"Josie, what's going on?" Lena's voice became stern.
"I just saw Andy at Starbucks with some girl. I don't know who she is but she didn't look like just a friend." Josie admitted.
"No, Andy's not cheating on me. He can't be. She was probably just some girl that they're featuring on a track or something." Lena instantly became full of denial. When it came to Andy, she refused to believe he was doing anything bad.
"I don't know, Lena..." Josie now sounded a little scared of what Lena would say next.
"Thanks for telling me, Josie." Lena picked up on Josie's fragile personality kicking in. "I'll talk to him about it when he gets home. He should be home soon."
After hanging up with Josie, Lena's mind was spinning. Why would Andy cheat on her? Wasn't she all he had ever wanted ever since they were 16? That's how it had appeared to her, anyway.
She stared at her reflection in the mirror. Who was this person she had become? Lena had gone from an ordinary teenager to a psychotic, obsessive adult. Andy had taken over her entire life.
"Lena? I'm home!" She heard Andy call from downstairs.
"Hey." She called back, not taking her eyes off herself. She could hear Andy's footsteps getting heavier as he made his way up the stairs.
"What's wrong?" He said as he appeared in the mirror next to her.
"Nothing..." She broke her gaze from the mirror, looking down at the bathroom counter.
Andy stepped behind her, snaking his long arms around her waist and kissing the top of her head. "You know you can tell me. Something's up, I can tell by the way you're acting."
"Something's up with you." She said as she spun around to face him. "Josie called me today to tell me she saw you with some girl getting coffee today?"
Andy laughed. "Oh, that was just Juliet Simms of Automatic Loveletter. We asked her to be featured in a song for the upcoming album."
Lena felt all the muscles in her body relax and her heart release all of it's tangled up anxiety. "That's what I thought."
Andy kissed her forehead. "How could I possibly need another woman in my life when I have the most perfect girl standing right here in front of me?"
Lena blushed, smiled and buried her face in his shirt as he hugged her close to him. She breathed in his cologne and closed her eyes as she let his scent cleanse her mind of all worrying thoughts.
She looked up at him and he looked down at her. She smiled, "Now, get out of here. I was going to take a shower."
"Or we could take one together." Andy suggested, seduction dripping from his voice. He kissed her hard and made her forget she had ever been mad at him in the first place.
You never noticed
Could it be possible? Had she been too wrapped up in Andy? Did Andy blind her from Jake? She didn't want to believe it but it was a big possibility. Lena was constantly fighting with herself. She was too stubborn to admit she was wrong all along, but she wanted so desperately to let go of everything and go back to the way it was before.
She turned over to face Andy and half smiled at his peaceful, slumbering expression. She shook his shoulder slightly, trying to wake him up so she wouldn't have to be alone anymore. He grumbled, and whined "Whaaaat?"
"Andy, wake up. I can't sleep." Lena half whispered.
Andy's face scrunched up into an annoyed look and he turned over, ignoring her plea for comfort and putting his back to her.
Lena sighed, laying on her back and staring up at the ceiling. Andy did this to her every night. It seemed his sleep was more important than Lena's constant need for attention from him. But it wasn't even that she craved his attention. Three AM was a lonely time of night.
When Lena woke up the next morning, she found a note on Andy's pillow. This was the second week in a row he had done this. It read:
Went to the studio to work on some things with the guys. I'll be home by 3.
Love you.
Andy
Lena crumpled up the paper as she sighed, throwing it across the room away from her. It was the same note every morning, and she was beginning to think that this would become a regular thing.
She rubbed her eyes and temples as she attempted to wake herself up. Getting up in the morning was never a fun time for her, especially with her new case of insomnia.
She heard a buzzing sound coming from the floor and leaned over the bed to see her phone buzzing with her friend Josie's name popping up on the screen.
She groaned, picking up the phone off the floor and answering. "Hello?"
Josie's voice sounded slightly frantic. "Lena, do you know where Andy is right now?"
Lena sat straight up. "He should be at the studio with the rest of the guys... Why? Is he hurt? Is everything okay?"
"I... I don't know..." Josie now sounded like she had failed at something.
"Josie, what's going on?" Lena's voice became stern.
"I just saw Andy at Starbucks with some girl. I don't know who she is but she didn't look like just a friend." Josie admitted.
"No, Andy's not cheating on me. He can't be. She was probably just some girl that they're featuring on a track or something." Lena instantly became full of denial. When it came to Andy, she refused to believe he was doing anything bad.
"I don't know, Lena..." Josie now sounded a little scared of what Lena would say next.
"Thanks for telling me, Josie." Lena picked up on Josie's fragile personality kicking in. "I'll talk to him about it when he gets home. He should be home soon."
After hanging up with Josie, Lena's mind was spinning. Why would Andy cheat on her? Wasn't she all he had ever wanted ever since they were 16? That's how it had appeared to her, anyway.
She stared at her reflection in the mirror. Who was this person she had become? Lena had gone from an ordinary teenager to a psychotic, obsessive adult. Andy had taken over her entire life.
"Lena? I'm home!" She heard Andy call from downstairs.
"Hey." She called back, not taking her eyes off herself. She could hear Andy's footsteps getting heavier as he made his way up the stairs.
"What's wrong?" He said as he appeared in the mirror next to her.
"Nothing..." She broke her gaze from the mirror, looking down at the bathroom counter.
Andy stepped behind her, snaking his long arms around her waist and kissing the top of her head. "You know you can tell me. Something's up, I can tell by the way you're acting."
"Something's up with you." She said as she spun around to face him. "Josie called me today to tell me she saw you with some girl getting coffee today?"
Andy laughed. "Oh, that was just Juliet Simms of Automatic Loveletter. We asked her to be featured in a song for the upcoming album."
Lena felt all the muscles in her body relax and her heart release all of it's tangled up anxiety. "That's what I thought."
Andy kissed her forehead. "How could I possibly need another woman in my life when I have the most perfect girl standing right here in front of me?"
Lena blushed, smiled and buried her face in his shirt as he hugged her close to him. She breathed in his cologne and closed her eyes as she let his scent cleanse her mind of all worrying thoughts.
She looked up at him and he looked down at her. She smiled, "Now, get out of here. I was going to take a shower."
"Or we could take one together." Andy suggested, seduction dripping from his voice. He kissed her hard and made her forget she had ever been mad at him in the first place.
Notes
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