The Unwanted

"AHHHHHHHH..........Fucking shit balls babe you know you can use the door and not my window. We have been dating for 6 months now and you would think you would know what a door is." I laughed and walked over to help Ashley into my room. "Yea but i don't like your parents and plus why use a door when i can get a show from your window." he laughed and i threw my shirt at him and and pulled him onto the bed as i kissed his lips.

"You know i was joking right." he stood up and looked worried. "Yes i knew you were joking." i smiled at him and when back over to my dresser and started to get undressed out of my pj's and into my school cloths. I straightened my hair and started to put my eyeliner on. Ashley bumped my arm making me mess up and jumped back as i swung my hand out to hit him and he started laughing. "You made me mess up....but oh well i guess ill just have to get you back sometime." I smiled at him through my mirror. His eyes widened and put he put his arms around my waist and put his head on my shoulders.

"You are so beautiful." he said as he looked into my eyes in the mirror. I smiled at him and turned around and wrapped my arms around over his shoulders." And your gorgeous, handsome, amazing and soo much more." He kissed my lips and then my cheek. I giggled and turned back around to finish putting my makeup on. I put my fish net gloves on and grabbed my bag and keys. "Hey no I drove my car to your house today and were going to school in my car." Ashley said grabbing my keys and tossing them back on my dresser. "Okay then..... but tomorrow well take my car." "No were taking mine for now on because i am the man in this relationship and should be driving you places not the other way around." Ashley said smiling at me.

"Sounds good to me....but i don't want you to drive me everywhere your not a taxi cab your my boyfriend." I said placing my hands on his cheek and kissed his lips. We walked downstairs and into the kitchen to get some breakfast. "Hey there"I jumped and turned around and saw Lizzy standing in my kitchen. "What are you doing in my house?" i asked rolling my eyes and walked over to the Refrigerator. "Well your mom offered to give me a ride to school because my mom couldn't." she said smiling at me then walking toward Ashley smiling. I stepped in front of her stopping her move toward him. "Seince your in my house make yourself usefull and put my bag on the chair in the dinning room." I handed her my bag and and turned her around in that direction.

Ashley started laughing and grabbed a bowel off of a shelf next two the stove and poured himself some cereal. After we got done eating we got into the car and went to school. We walked into school holding hands and smiling. Everyday was like this, we were happier than anyone and nothing would stand in our way. No one could take our happiness from each other. We got to our lockers that were just on locker apart. I opened my locker and found another doll hanging in my locker with another note.

Why are you still here you Gothic Freak go and die. I threw the note down on the ground and ripped the second doll out of my locker. Ashley looked at me funny as i Slammed my locker shut holding the doll. I Saw chandler by his locker and i stormed toward him. Ashley right behind me trying to get me to stop. "Chandler!!" I walked over to him again and looked him dead in the eye. "Arianna stop its not worth it." I brushed Ashley's hand off of my shoulder and stared at Chandler again. "Oh you found my doll i take it." I shook my head and tightened my grasp on the doll. " The second fucking time, that is enough OK you know nothing about me so stop trying to get me to kill myself." I Threw the doll into his gut and stormed off.

"Chandler this is your final warning fucking quit. The only reason you do that to her is because you have no life of your own so you have to try and diminish her. Do it again and i will fuck you up." Ashley ran toward me and grabbed my shoulder. I dropped down to the floor and started to cry. He picked me up grabbing me under my legs and holding me carrying me to the window and setting me down on the window seat. For the first time someone was able to diminish me in a matter of minutes. I had never cried in front of Ashley because i thought he would think me to be weak but he didn't. It felt good to be able to cry for the first time in months.

I now also knew that Ashley was there with me through the good times and the bad times. He held me in his arms and told me that everything was okay. Everything would be just fine and that he would take care of it. I didn't know how to react. It felt good to be able to rely on someone but at the same time it scared me. To lean on someone ells for help and support was what I have always wanted and looked for but now that i had that someone i didn't know how to react to it. I wanted to get up and run away but it felt so good to be held and be told that i had someone on my side to help me. I am not alone anymore.

Notes