new starts new friends

The last three lessons where hell my ribs killed, the scar on my face was stinging like hell & my stupid mum had reported me missing so the school had to keep me there until she showed up to take me back with her. "Andy?"My mum said from next to me she's been trying to get me to talk to her the whole journey home"Andy?" "Andy!" She shouted hitting the steering wheel of my car "Be careful with my fucking car"I shouted at her "Andy please talk to me I'm sorry for everything I swear i didn't mean any of the bad things I've said to you" "Sorry like you was 2 months ago"I questioned "every thing went back to how it was a week later" I spat "Andy I've changed I'm trying" "No matter how much you say you changed, mum, your still a homophobic bitch who needs to realise I'm not the only fag in her house" "Don't you talk like that your a liar & your not fucking gay your just an attention seeker" "Okay"I laughed "let's say I'm not gay & I'm just attention seeking... Doesn't change the fact that ter-" I was cut off by my mum hitting me in the face "Don't you talk about terry like that he's never touched you, you fucking liar" "I'm not the one lying"I shouted at her as we pulled up to our house "Get in the house, get in your room I don't even want to see you" "Fine by me" I said getting out of the car walking into the house and then up to my room About an hour later I heard terrys familiar voice in the house, I knew it , I wasn't actually worried until I heard his voice coming up the stairs "You go, I will sort him out come back in an hour" he spoke I guess to my mum No, no, no please just stay you dumb bitch, she so stupid why does she think he needs it to just be me & him in the house I really don't think I could deal with this today, this days been ridiculous. "Okay by terry" I heard my mum shout then the front door shut and my bedroom door opened "Missed me beautiful" terry spoke with a smirk on his face "Fuck you" "Such hateful words" he said sitting next to me "You think"I spat "Hey, don't be like that"he said in a bitter sweet voice grabbing my hair and pulling it so I was laying down on my bed "Please, I can't deal with this today, Please!"I could feel myself about to cry, I'm so stupid I should get used to this shit by now ----------------------------------------------------- Not writing that part ----------------------------------------------------- I lay in my bead with tears rolling down my face as much as this happens it never gets easier, Never. I grabbed the little box that was on my desk full of razors I don't count my cuts on give them reasons I just cut to forget I don't care how many there are I would cut for hours if I needed to just as long as I forgot even for a few minutes. I held the razor blade to my wrist & cut I don't think I stopped for about 15 minutes my arm was completely numb and all of this shit didn't hurt so much anymore but my arm did. My phone rang and it was Cc and I smiled, he can be abit intimidating, his friends are ass holes but he's nice well to me anyway I don't think his nice to most other people, watching him today at school shoving people into lockers and what most bullies do. "Hey Andy" "Hey" I tried to make I sound like I hadn't been crying "What's wrong"he said instantly "Nothing" "Why are you crying Andy"he said with sadness in his voice I just started crying again "I'm sorry about my friend there just... I don't know but I'm sorry" "Don't worry its not your frie-" My door swung open again"hey ready for round two" terry smirked "Fuck you" "Andy?"I heard cc say from the phone "I- errm I got to go" I said quickly "No, no I will be back"Terry winked at me "Who was that"Cc practically shouted "No one" "Andy don't lie to me, did he hurt you" "No"I said barley audible "Tell me!" "No I don't want to talk about it" I said I was already crying "Well I'm coming to pick you up" "Cc no just stay where you are!"I shouted "Nope" The phone hung up and I just lay here waiting I knew there was no point in arguing with him It was probably about 5 minutes before my bedroom door handle went down I ran over to it and held it so terry couldn't get in I'm not doing this again today "Fuck off!" "Its me"cc called through the door, oh shit where's my cardigan "Okay, don't come in yet"I shouted running around my room, where the fuck is it. "Andy?" "Hold on!" "I'm coming in"before I could tell him not to the bedroom door opened luckily I found a jumper and I put on as quickly as I could "Hi"I smiled as best as I could "Don't 'hi' me Andy what happened" "Noth-" "There's blood on your bed so don't tell me it was nothing" "Cc it doesn't even ma-" "What's that?" He asked looking down at me as I was sitting on the floor "What's what"I asked confused He walked over to me and grabbed my arm ,shit, because I'm a genius I forgot to clean my cuts before I put my jumper on so there was blood seeping out , well actually I would have if I had time but I didn't, so I couldn't. He pulled up my sleeve and looked at all my scars on that arm "Is that all of them?"I didn't answer him and I just looked down at the floor"Andy!" I sighed and sat back and took off my jumper so he could see the ones on both my arms he didn't say anything after that he just pulled me next to him and put his arm around me, and we just sat there on the floor with are backs against my bed Cc had his arm around my shoulder and I had mine around his waist Cc's Pov I really didn't know what to say to andy, I was angry not at him but whatever or who ever was causing him to do this, so I just held him as close as I could. I was lost in thought raking my brain for a reason for him to do this to himself. You know what they say 'speak of the devil and he shall apear'. Andy's door swung open and he tighten his grip around my waist I instantly knew this guy as the reason"Hey ba- hey Andy who's your friend" "No one"he mumbled "Well okay, hi I'm terry" the guy smiled, wait terry... that's the name he was going to say yesterday but he didn't "hi terry, I'm christian"I said as calm as I could I wanted to just beat the shit out of this guy Terry walked further into the room and Andy's hand instantly moved from my waist "so how do you know andy" he smiled "School" I replied simply "Oh ok" he smiled I swear if this ass hole smiles at me one more time I'm going to kill him "oh Andy I thought you stopped this" he sighed lifting andy's arm up Andy automatically tensed up and grabbed on to the side of my shirt out of sight, what the heel has this guy done to make him so scared. "You got to stop this okay, you know how much I love you, your my family" he smiled well more like smirked but smiled to try and cover it up "well see you soon christian nice meeting you" I just nodded at him in response. As soon as he left the room Andy arms went straight back to my waist much tighter than it was before and he started to cry into my shoulder "shhh, shhh, its okay come on where going"I said rubbing his shoulder "I can't my mum will kill me and he'll just fucking ra-"he stopped and looked down to the floor, was he going to say rape because if he was I'm going to go downstairs and kill that guy "Andy does he-" "Don't make me talk about it, please" he cried "okay, its okay baby I won't..."I sighed, he is definitely talking about this but I won't make him do I right now he looks so broken "I will be back In two minutes pack your stuff as quick as you can and you stay in this room until I come back you don't leave no matter what do you hear me?" "Wh-" "Andy do you hear me" He nodded at me in response, I'm gonna fucking kill that guy, before andy could ask me anything i ran down the stairs and saw terry "Hi terry could I grab some water please"I asked, don't worry I'm not really getting water but I can't fight this guy with my bare hands he's like double the size of me "Yeah sure mate, kitchens through there"He said pointing over to a door I smiled at him in thanks and walked into the kitchen the first thing my eyes zeroed in on was the knife rack. Well I guess that should do...

Notes

wrote this in a day think its good it seemed longer than the others haha thank you all for reading my story lova ya !x -stay wretched make life devine x