new starts new friends

"Hey"I smiled as cc reappeared at the door he smiled back at me weakly

"What"I said raising and eyebrow

"Nothing" he said sitting on the floor next to the bed and laying down next to it

"Is it your friends?"

"Pfft"

"They are your friend aren't they"

"S'pose"

"So the wh-"I stoped when I heard a buzzing noise

Cc got up and walked to the corner of his room and pressed something on the wall

"What"he spoke but not to me

"Dinners ready"I heard his mums really cheerful voice speak why didn't she just shout up its a bit weird to have a buzzer in you home. Cc must have noticed that I was thinking about it "sound proof remember" he laughed

"Oh yeah" I said as he walked over to me

"Dinner" he said pulling me off of the bed

He dragged me out of his room and down the steps we walked to the dinning room

"Told you that you couldn't cook" Cc laughed

"Hey, shut up you, I can cook"

"So you can cooked but you brought pizza?" Cc asked in a mocking tone and pulling me over to a chair

"Well obviously" his mum laughed"Andy I wasn't sure what you wanted so I just got chicken on yours?"

"That's perfect"I smiled as I sat down I was glad she didn't put anything else on it I don't really eat much this would actually be the first thing I've eaten all day and I don't even know if could eat half of this.

"Good" she said handing me a pizza book oh my god why was this box so big I can't eat this "Cc you couldn't even wait until I handed you the box"his mum laughed

"Nope" Cc said with his mouth full

about 5 minutes later "what's up?"Cc said looking at me

"What" I asked genuinely confused

"Your not eating"

Ugh I really don't want to eat but I will at least some of it "oh- yeah- sorry could I have a knife and fork"I asked nervously... I do seriously need a knife and fork though I've never been able to eat without cutlery

"You need a knife and fork"Cc laughed

"Shut up and go and get him a knife and fork"Cc's mum said throwing a pizza crust at him he trough one back before jumping up and leaving the room

"I'm sorry about cc"

"Nothing te be sorry about" I smiled

"You don't have to pretend Andy" she smiled back... Well that was weird

"Here you are posh boy" Cc said walking back in and handing me my knife and fork

"Far from it" I laughed quietly

"How was school" Cc's mum asked

"I was fine" he shrugged

"Don't lie I can tell by your presence today"

"I told you not to do your stupid psychiatrist shit on me" he said abit annoyed Well that kinda explains what she said earlier I guess psychiatrist just know

"Cc dont" she said in a surprisingly chilled voice

"Where eating somewhere else" Cc said through gritted teeth

"Okay" she said smiled "Andy you don't have to eat if you don't want anymore"I know she knew I didn't want to eat it I could tell in her eyes

I just nodded at her thanking her and got up CC got up after me and pushed his box of the table before dragging me out of the room and trough a back-door that led to the back yard

We walked right to the bottom of the garden and sat on one of those wooden chair swing things, I never know what there called

"She's such a fucking asshole"cc shouted throwing all of the pillows that where on the chair to the floor, well apart from the one behind me

"what did she do"

"Doing her stupid shrink crap"

" I think she was just tryna help"

"No I may seem like nothing but she knows what she's doing trust me"

"Mhm"I mumbled sleepily one thing when you don't eat much your always tired

"You tired"Cc asked putting his arm around me and pulling me to his chest

I just groaned in response and he just chuckled at me and ran his fingers through my hair, we just sat there for a while it was kinda dark out and I could feel my self drifting off to sleep untill I heard someone shout

"Hey Cc what you got there this time, girl or boy I can't quite make it out its to dark"someone shouted in a moking tone

"Go inside" Cc whispered

"Why"

"Just go and don't look up" I got up and walked to the house with my head down when I got in side I looked out of the sliding doors so I could see Cc

"Justin I swear to god I will fucking beat your ass"cc shouted

"Then I'll tell everyone, so come on go ahead" the boy shouted back

"Come out side right now"

"You sure"the boy taunted

"Get the fuck out there"

Cc ran to the door and opened it "move" he said through gritted teeth I didn't move

"Cc don't"

"Andy!"

"No"

"I swear I don't want to hit you but I will so move"

I didn't know what to do to calm him down so I just kissed him

"Don't" I mumbled against his lips

"Okay" he said kissing me again

Notes

sorry if its shit :-/ had a bad CAMHS meeting :(