new starts new friends

Oh fuck this is all my fault I didn't try and have friends in my old school so I don't know why I let him or even gee in to my life, though there both amazing.

God look what happens when I try to have friend everything just gets fucking ruined. I'm gonna sort this cc can go home and I'll just say I did it. I will tell them I stabbed terry and I ran away on my own.

"Cc I'm so s-"

"Don't!" he interrupted, fuck he's probably so annoyed withe right now. I don't want him to be angry with me I see how he treats the other people at school when he's not even angry so I'd hate to see him when he is or even be on the receiving end

"I know your angry with me but I- um-"

"I'm not angry with you"

"You don't have to lie I can just go back to them and you can go home and it will all be over with I'll tell them it was me and I'll get the blame I will tell them you weren't even h-"

"Andy shut up!"He snapped which made me jump "just stop okay?"He said in a calmer tone

"Sorry" I breathed

"Stop apologising its fine"

"But its not fine isit?" I shouted and I could feel myself welling up "no cc, no its not, this is far from fine"

"An-"

"No!, why won't you just leave it its my fault so why won't you just go home and it'll all be fine, just let me take the blame, please!"

"Its not you fault, I stabbed him, not you me ok"

"But you wouldn't of touched him if I hadn't told you, if I hadn't have ever spoken to about anything none of this would have happened!" I choked out by now I was to upset to hold back the tears what's the use

"You needed to tell someone, its not your fault he's a sick bastard, and I should have fucking killed him" he shouted but muttered the last bit


I didn't not know what to say to that I couldn't really say anything "I need a fag" I said shakily and walked out of the room grabbing my bag. Cc didn't follow thankfully I guess he knew I wanted to be alone.

Notes

sorry its kinda short really terrible writers block next one will twice as long

-stay wretched make life divine xx
love y'alls xx