Unknown P.O.V':
I smiled as the flames grew around me, so he's dead, I'm sure phoenix will deal with him. Pity I was looking forward to seeing her shocked face as she peered upon his body but what's happened, happened. I just sat there in amongst the flames watching them creep closer and closer. Who lit them? If Jake was dead than who? Wait it doesn’t matter anymore the flames and heat are growing so it doesn't matter who it was. I sighed reaching for my pocket, my friend sat in there, I could end it quickly, two lives in one night? Why not? It beats burning away.

But my hand froze, I shuddered as realisation hit me Hard. I have killed my best friend Jake Pitts because of jealousy? Because the moment my eyes laid onto the beautiful drummer I was in love and HAD to have him, but Jake had him. Jake had grown pretty fast into my best friend and I trusted him, but the sick thought of killing him always lingered in my mind whenever he came in contact with CC. I killed a man over jealousy, I let myself slip into insanity, a sick and twisted person, two faced but my sane half was gone.

I was a monster! A horrible and hideous monster! I hate myself for what I've done for everything I became and all out of greed. I can't fix this anymore, I've destroyed more than 20 lives and it only took a minute, im a demon straight up from hell and that’s where I'll be going after this. My stomach churned as I crawled to my feet. The door to this room was open and I could leave, but I deserve to die for my evil actions, to burn away with all my sins. I screamed in anger and shame, reaching and throwing that stupid knife into the wall farthest away from me and watched as it sunk into the burning plaster.

Turning i decided what I would do, say goodbye, goodbye to the body lying down the hall, the ones whose blood cotted my shaking hands. So I ran, through the fiery halls, my white dress stained red and grey flew around me as my messy blonde hair stretched behind me like a cloud. It felt like eternity as I ran downthis forever stretching hallway, letting out another scream of frustration as I barged into the still dark and quiet room. The flames hadn't reached this room yet and the thought of the lifeless body in the next room chilled me to the bone. Shaking, no! trebling I walked towards the bathroom, tears prickled my eyes as I remember his scared and pleading ones as I had twisted the knife.

A gasp left my lips as I stared at the blood covered white and grey bathroom, nobody was on the floor just the blood. Where is he! Panic surged through me as I ran back out into the hall blinded by the smoke and heat. My mind was clouded over and my heart was beating at an un-human pace. I was deafened but the noise of crackling fire and the whole building creaking and falling apart. My throat burned from the smell and taste of burning wood and ash, as my lungs screamed for fresh air. I ran mindlessly through the long hallway avoiding the flames and falling wood, my eyes wide with fear. I caused this all to happen! Had Jake started the fire? Was he still alive? Will he forgive me if I make it out?

The old oak doors at the end for the hall stood alight in thick red flames but that was the only way out. I forced my legs to move faster as the roof begin to crack and fall away behind me. Wood and plaster fell down around me, missing me only by luck but with the level of fear and panic I had reached my adrenalin had kicked in. A piercing scream left my mouth as I fell, smashing my body to the floor, my arms stretched out to stop my but pain shot up them. Everything started to slow as my head raced for the ground, my arms wouldn’t work to protect it so it hit the floor at full speed sending pain down my spine. I could barely move but I couldn’t stay lying here, turning my body I looked at my feet and the board of wood that had landed on the end of my dress pulling me down. Kicking at it didn’t work as I tried desperately to move the heavy board.

Ignoring the pain in my spine and arms I bent over and pulled on the dress, screams shook my small frame as I yanked at the tough fabric. I pulled with all my might but with it came a tearing noise and I fell back down, bolting back up I saw the dress had ripped and I was free. I sprung to my feet dashing for the doors and ramming into them, pain shot through my shoulder but I did it again and again until the doors swung open. Running for the marble staircase I caught a glimpse out the window and saw a dark shadowy figure standing there. The first person I thought of was Jake and I ran faster, slipping and sliding down the stairs. I had to get outside but my mind drifted away from safety as I came close to a door with flowers tied to it like a curtain. My body automatically ran for it and I barged into the heated room. Animals cried out, panicking and banging around, so many birds screeched in fear flying in circles in their cages. Pepper and Snip yelped and barked at me begging to be saved, their puppy eyes huge and frightened.

I ran for the window and through it open before rushing and unlocking all the cages, a flurry of wings and feathers filled the room as every bird flew for the open window and into the night sky. As I came to the last cage I looked in and saw a green bird, yellow bird and a beautiful red one. Wednesday, Thursday and Friday's birds they were all part of my old plan and my insanity. When all these birds sang, including the black and the blue birds it cause a person to fall into insanity or dream like state. I was so foolish to have kept all five of them, but even as dangerous as the birds might be I was worse, they deserved to be free so with a simple flick of my wrist the hatch was open and the three birds were lose to the world. Pepper barked at me as I ran to them and un-hocked their colures, both pups jumped at me for help.

Waving my hand the two pups followed as I made my way out of the room and down another hall. This building was like a maze and I was only on the second floor.Everything was falling away before my eyes, chaos unfolding bit by bit, we would never make it out of here in one piece. The definition of insanity is doing the same shit over and over again and thinking it will change. I kept hoping CC would love me back, doing the same shit over and over hoping for something that was a stupid fantasy. Down another flight of stairs and I was finally on the bottom layer but down here the flames were brighter and the smoke thicker. It didn’t even look the same, everything was ash black and burnt, tears prickled my eyes once again as memories from the old days came back. Jake had picked a few friends of his to help build a dream cubby house we had always talked about. He was from a rich family and his father loved the idea enough to give us the money. This was our paradise, home, our safe place and now it was burning to nothing.

Through the blackness I caught a glimpse of the front door and ran for it. Pepper and Snips were hot on my heels as our freedom came closer and closer. A small hesitant smile played my chapped lips as I pulled on the door, it was like moving a boulder but I needed out and I needed it now. So with a grunt the door swung and I ran outside in a cloud of smoke and ashes. Pepper and Snips ran off yelping and barking as I collapsed to my knees breathing in deep as the cold night air stung my nose and filled my lungs.
"I'm alive" I smiled but it faded as I looked down at my dress, blood? OH JAKE! I jumped to my feet, concern filled my half dead heart as I looked around me.
"Oh Jake please be alive" I pleaded as I begun to walk through the fog like smoke.
"Why would you care? You tried to kill me first" I jumped at the raspy voice behind me, spinning around with wide eyes I watched none other than Jake walk out of the smoke. I felt the tears invade my eyes as I ran for him and wrapped my arms carefully around him. I felt Jake move his arms and I smiled thinking he would hug back but then a loud bang shattered the silent air.

I gasped looking down at the gun placed against my stomach, blood was seeping through my white dress turning it a deep red. Jake's hand shook as he move it away, dropping the gun and pushing me off him.
"J-jake" I gasped looking into his dead brown eyes, sorrow, pain, fear and anger stood behind the once warn coco brown orbs.

"I-i-I'm sorry s-s-so so-r-rry" I was now sobbing and gasping but Jake just stood there a mask of pain on his face.
"No you're not, you tried to kill me" Jake said coldly, I stared at him, my eyes drifting around his body until they landed on his left hand. It was clutched to his abdomen with a blood coted hand, his wound was in the same place as mine, Jake's face a whiter than the snow and his vanes stood out bright blue. He was dying, slowly and painfully and it was killing me even more then the bullet.

"Jake I am sorry, you're my older brother and I love you. I don’t want you to die! Don’t die!" I screamed as my sobs shook my whole body causing more pain to spread from my middle. Jake seemed to freeze for a moment, tears shone in his eyes as he fell to his knees. Now we were face to face and I felt the sadness hurt more than the pain. Staring into his eyes I remembered all the happy moments we had, all the times he saved me from bullies, when I save his from drowning, graduation, our holiday in Paris and England. Every smile we shared, the laughs and jokes that never stopped and the secrets we shared, when we became brother and sister. We had saved each other lives and have come this far together, why did I destroy this?

"I'm sorry, I-I love you too" Jake whispered pulling me into a hug as tears left the both of us and we cried on each other's shoulders. When we pulled back I felt my heart break for the last time, Jake stared at me as though I was a gem in his hands and I'm sure I was looking at him the same.
"I'm going to miss you Big brother" I whimpered clutching the wound.
"I'm going to miss you too Little sister" Jake groaned in pain as his free hand snuck into mine. The Earth seemed to pull us closer as darkness rushed forward ready to strike.
"Jake" I whispered as my eyes began to close and my heart slow, Jake's grip tighter as he looked at me.
"No! don’t die! We'll make it out of this just hold on! d-d-on't d-d-ie! PLEASE!" Jake screamed tears flooding over his cheeks like rivers. I reached my hand up and rested it on his cheek, slowly moving my thumb I wiped at the tears. This was my last moments in life and I was sharing them with him, so I did what I was dying to do.

Reaching up I put my hand behind Jake's neck and pulled him closer, he didn't resist or pull away but moved with my hand. Soon our lips touched and I smiled.
"Goodbye Jakey, don't you die on me now" I smiled before closing my eyes. The last thing I remember was Jake screaming;
"NO SAMMI NO COME BACK DON'T GO PLEASE COME BACK!" but I was already gone.

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so............now we know who it was sorry it's not Phoenix and bye bye Sammi