Broken Bones and Rebel Love

CC's P.O.V':
I had to find him the pain was growing unbearable making it harder to breath. I was speeding well over the limit but all I wanted was Jake, in my arms and safe so who cares if im driving like a mad man!?!My mind was racing and horrible thoughts popped in and out of it, every possible thing that could happen was playing through my mind each leaving as fast as they came. My breathing was fast and painful each breath a struggle and fight, please, please, please be okay!

The lights turned red and I screeched to a halt almost hitting the car in front of me and my head. Turn green, green, green, GREEN GOD DAMIT! And with that it changed setting my wheels off and speeding again dodging and weaving through the traffic. Horns and screams were left behind me as the sound of my beat heart grew and grew until it sounded like drums being hit harder than ever. Please, please, please, PLEASE!

This time i drove right through the red light with my eyes shut hoping to make it and once they were open again I was on a one way rode, empty and headed for Jake. It was dark, darker than ever and the farther I went the thicker the fog around me grew. It was like a scene from a horror, a nightmare only now it was real and sitting before me wait for the moment where a killer or monster jumps out. But there was no monster just a long dark road closed in by a thick forest and even thicker grey fog.

Time seemed to stretch out into entreaty, wasting away, ticking, slowing and shoving it in my face. Frustration began to build and anger mixed with worry over powered my mind and body. Speed was all I had, hope was all I felt and drums was all I heard and it was overwhelming, scary, horrifying freezing me to the bone.

If only I saw the lights, the car, the crash but no I drove head on into that car full speed and no mercy, no chance of survival. Goodbye Jake, my love, my only. Goodbye Jamie, my little man, good luck. Goodbye BVB my brothers, my family this is the end. As my head slammed into the steering wheel I felt the river of tears flood out like a broken dam, my arms flew up covering my face and head as I fall back into the seat. The sound of shattering glass and metal against metal deafened me, my seat belt cut into my chest as I was flung around. Oh god the cars rolling! My eyes clamped shut as pain shot all through my body, my mind stayed on one thing and one thing only, Jake. I loved him more than anything and now this was the end, how it would end, Jake and I having a stupid 'fight' only to be separated for a short time, then Jake disappearing and now we'll be separated forever.

My heart broke, shattered, disintegrated and dissolved. Everything fell apart piece by piece, every memory flashed by as a blinding speed. Slow motion, everything moving in slow motion, the car rolling, the ground and sky switching places, my heart beat dying and the worlds movement. So this is how it ends huh? By a car crash? By myself? This is un-fair but as everyone says life is un-fair. The car rolled again and everything sped up, pain shot up through me, hard and fast numbing me into an eternal pain. I let out a scream as something pierced my chest, cold and sharp but it was in there, lodged and sinking deeper. My screams grew as darkness closed in on me, panic, panic kicked in and my eyes shot open just in time to see the front of the car hit a tree and my head flew forward again, against the steering wheel and now, this, this was the end.

"I love you Jake" I whispered as blood dripped from my mouth and the darkness grabbed me ready to take me away from this cruel world, a world left with my un-known story of love, life and never giving in, I am a Black Veil Bride and I'm not afraid to die!
"Goodbye Jake" I gasped as deaths cold hands pulled me away from the living and into the depths of darkness.

Notes

three chapters left till this story is over!
I don't know what to say...........do you hate me now? what if I said I wasn't sorry for writing this chapter? tell me what you think about it and are you sad or happy that this is ending?
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