My Crazy Angel
Saviour
[Jinxx’s POV]
The alarm goes off bright and early, I open my eyes slowly and look over at the date then realise…..it’s the day of the funeral. I sigh as I look over at Jake sleeping soundly next to me , god he can sleep through anything I swear, I’ll let him sleep in whilst I have a shower.
I turn my alarm off and slowly crawl out of bed careful not to wake Jake, I slowly stagger to the bathroom, stripping off as I do, today is going to be really rough….for everyone.
-20 minutes later-
Generally I love looking at myself in the mirror in a suit. But today I hate it, I sigh lightly.
‘Well Jinxx this is as good as it’s going to get today’
I slowly leave the bathroom leaving a towel out for Jake as I walk into our bedroom and sit on the edge of the bed as I gently shake him awake.
‘Jake...Jake time to get up and get ready, we don’t want to be late’
He stirs a little before he slowly opens his eyes and looks up at me.
‘I wish we didn’t have to do this today….it sucks major ass’
He slowly sits up and hugs me
‘I know Jakey but unfortunately this has happened and we need to do It for our friends and their family, now come on go get ready whilst I make breakfast’
The hour passes and we are both in the car heading to the funeral, I chose to drive as Jake isn’t dealing with this the best.
‘Are you okay Jake?’ I say without taking my eyes off the road
‘I’m fine Jinxx; just you know still in shock about everything, I couldn’t imagine what the others are dealing with right now’
‘I know, but as long as we all are there for each other we will make it through this’
We get there just in time for the start of the funeral, we sit up the front next to Sammi and Juliet and give them small hugs to console them, we were all such friends, and it feels like we’ve lost a brother.
I look around and notice the other two aren’t here yet
‘Sammi, where are the others?’
‘I think they are coming a little later, they aren’t taking all this too well at all and they are still fighting and blaming each other as they do nowadays’
Just as I’m about to answer her priest starts the funeral.
‘we are all gathered here today to mourn the loss of someone close to us all, he was a brother to some, a son to his parents and a great inspiration to so many people, of course we would all like to know why he did what he did, but better then dwelling on his last actions, we remember the good times we all shared with him and that he hears all our prays of love, we will miss you Christian’
I look over at Jake and he is crying his eyes out as I gently hug him, trying to console him, no one expected Christian’s death, we aren’t even sure why he did what he did, every time I ask Ash he won’t say anything and changes the subject and Andy…..Andy won’t even talk at all
The funeral slowly comes to an end and that’s when I noticed Ash and Andy sitting up near the back on their own.
I walk up to them with my hands in my pockets
‘Hey guys….glad you guys made it, I’m sure it would have meant the world to Christian’
Ashley just shrugs and Andy says nothing, those two really have changed since Christian died…..we all have.
-Flashback of that fateful night-
[Christians POV]
God what did I do? Why did I say anything to Andy, I’m such a terrible person
I sit in my bedroom crying my eyes out trying to call Andy and Ash, the both aren’t answering me anymore, Ash was answering and now he won’t even talk to me now.
I throw my phone against the wall, why do I even both anymore, now I know how Andy feels and why he still has a shitload of pills, not like he hid them very well. I wonder how many he takes at once to numb himself.
I roll the container in my hands a bit thinking about everything before I pop open the lid and pour a few into my hand…
[Ashley’s POV]
Ahh my head is pounding
I slowly sit up and look around dizzily, there’s a car upside down across the street from me and I have hit a power pole….I can hear sirens and I can feel blood dripping down my head…there goes my hair.
The last thing I remember is seeing is Jakes face as the ambulance people pull me from the car before everything goes black.
[Andy’s POV]
Standing here starring at the ground thinking about everything , watching my phone fall to the ground and smash to pieces….I wonder if that’s what would happen to me if I jumped.
‘No Andy bad thoughts you shouldn’t do this, you’ll hurt everyone again’
I stare up at the sky and think of Jake and Jinxx, they are the innocent party and if I were to step off it would hurt them the most….I can’t do this to them, it’d be selfish of me and Ash….I still love him we could work past this maybe….CC….CC well I hate him right now but I think maybe in time….
I slowly step back onto the roof as I grab my jacket off the floor….I came up here with the intention of jumping….but not anymore.
The alarm goes off bright and early, I open my eyes slowly and look over at the date then realise…..it’s the day of the funeral. I sigh as I look over at Jake sleeping soundly next to me , god he can sleep through anything I swear, I’ll let him sleep in whilst I have a shower.
I turn my alarm off and slowly crawl out of bed careful not to wake Jake, I slowly stagger to the bathroom, stripping off as I do, today is going to be really rough….for everyone.
-20 minutes later-
Generally I love looking at myself in the mirror in a suit. But today I hate it, I sigh lightly.
‘Well Jinxx this is as good as it’s going to get today’
I slowly leave the bathroom leaving a towel out for Jake as I walk into our bedroom and sit on the edge of the bed as I gently shake him awake.
‘Jake...Jake time to get up and get ready, we don’t want to be late’
He stirs a little before he slowly opens his eyes and looks up at me.
‘I wish we didn’t have to do this today….it sucks major ass’
He slowly sits up and hugs me
‘I know Jakey but unfortunately this has happened and we need to do It for our friends and their family, now come on go get ready whilst I make breakfast’
The hour passes and we are both in the car heading to the funeral, I chose to drive as Jake isn’t dealing with this the best.
‘Are you okay Jake?’ I say without taking my eyes off the road
‘I’m fine Jinxx; just you know still in shock about everything, I couldn’t imagine what the others are dealing with right now’
‘I know, but as long as we all are there for each other we will make it through this’
We get there just in time for the start of the funeral, we sit up the front next to Sammi and Juliet and give them small hugs to console them, we were all such friends, and it feels like we’ve lost a brother.
I look around and notice the other two aren’t here yet
‘Sammi, where are the others?’
‘I think they are coming a little later, they aren’t taking all this too well at all and they are still fighting and blaming each other as they do nowadays’
Just as I’m about to answer her priest starts the funeral.
‘we are all gathered here today to mourn the loss of someone close to us all, he was a brother to some, a son to his parents and a great inspiration to so many people, of course we would all like to know why he did what he did, but better then dwelling on his last actions, we remember the good times we all shared with him and that he hears all our prays of love, we will miss you Christian’
I look over at Jake and he is crying his eyes out as I gently hug him, trying to console him, no one expected Christian’s death, we aren’t even sure why he did what he did, every time I ask Ash he won’t say anything and changes the subject and Andy…..Andy won’t even talk at all
The funeral slowly comes to an end and that’s when I noticed Ash and Andy sitting up near the back on their own.
I walk up to them with my hands in my pockets
‘Hey guys….glad you guys made it, I’m sure it would have meant the world to Christian’
Ashley just shrugs and Andy says nothing, those two really have changed since Christian died…..we all have.
-Flashback of that fateful night-
[Christians POV]
God what did I do? Why did I say anything to Andy, I’m such a terrible person
I sit in my bedroom crying my eyes out trying to call Andy and Ash, the both aren’t answering me anymore, Ash was answering and now he won’t even talk to me now.
I throw my phone against the wall, why do I even both anymore, now I know how Andy feels and why he still has a shitload of pills, not like he hid them very well. I wonder how many he takes at once to numb himself.
I roll the container in my hands a bit thinking about everything before I pop open the lid and pour a few into my hand…
[Ashley’s POV]
Ahh my head is pounding
I slowly sit up and look around dizzily, there’s a car upside down across the street from me and I have hit a power pole….I can hear sirens and I can feel blood dripping down my head…there goes my hair.
The last thing I remember is seeing is Jakes face as the ambulance people pull me from the car before everything goes black.
[Andy’s POV]
Standing here starring at the ground thinking about everything , watching my phone fall to the ground and smash to pieces….I wonder if that’s what would happen to me if I jumped.
‘No Andy bad thoughts you shouldn’t do this, you’ll hurt everyone again’
I stare up at the sky and think of Jake and Jinxx, they are the innocent party and if I were to step off it would hurt them the most….I can’t do this to them, it’d be selfish of me and Ash….I still love him we could work past this maybe….CC….CC well I hate him right now but I think maybe in time….
I slowly step back onto the roof as I grab my jacket off the floor….I came up here with the intention of jumping….but not anymore.
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10/31/14