-Phone conversation

‘Ash...ASH! Are you there? Did you hear me?’

‘It’s Andy…..he ran off…..i can’t find him’

‘Why did you tell him CC? Why couldn’t you leave things be’

‘He deserved to know Ash; I don’t want to see you hurting him…….’

‘This is your fault CC, if he hurts himself I will never talk to you’ -click-


I can’t believe CC has done this, he knows how vulnerable Andy is and yet he goes and tells him what’s happened.

I’ve been looking for him all night, even calling him and he doesn’t respond, it’s just the same message every time, god why did I avoid him these last few months , I will never forgive myself if something happens to him.

Ashley speeds down the streets in his Chevy Impala, Andy always loved his car, he loved how fast it could go and tonight was no exception as Ash sped around corners and sped down the streets checking everywhere that he could think of where Andy would go to hide or just stay.

‘Jake, is Andy at your place?’

‘No he isn’t why do you ask Ash?’

‘He’s gone missing and it’s all CC’s fault, he won’t pick up his phone and I can’t find him, he’s not with Jinxx is he?’

‘No Jinxx is here with me, we will help you look, and we will call you straight away if we find him’

Ash hangs up his phone quickly and straight away calls Andy’s phone again.

-Ring Ring- ‘COME ON ANDY PICK UP!’

‘Hey you’ve reached Andy, leave a message and I will get back to you’

‘ARGHHH!!’

He slams the phone on the steering wheel in frustration dropping his phone on the floor, not being able to hold the tears back as he starts to cry, speeding down the small streets, cutting corners and narrowly missing other traffic.

He reaches down whilst crying and manages to reach for his phone just as it starts ringing, the caller ID saying Andy. Without thinking he takes his eyes off the road to answer.

‘ANDY! Andy I’m so sorry please tell me where you are…….’

[Andy’s POV]


I can’t stop crying, I can’t believe Ash has done this to me…I thought he loved me, CC and him won’t stop calling me , god id wish they’d leave me alone already.

I miss this rooftop, back in the days Ash and I had our own apartment, it always felt good sitting on the rooftop watching the sunset or the sunrise, I miss those days where it was all so simple, when nothing went wrong, when everyone loved us.

I’ve been sitting here on the edge for hours, just sitting here starring at the ground, watching my tears fall down, I don’t know what to do , normally id just lock myself in a bathroom and take pills but I just don’t want to do that this time, I mean they did find me then and I don’t want to be found right now.

My phone rings again, its CC again like I really want to talk to him after he’s been one of the main causes of my pain, decline.

I’m not sure how long has passed, my eyes are so sore and I’m so cold sitting up here, no one has called me for a few minutes.

I don’t know what has possessed me to do it but I decide to call Ash

He’s taking a while to answer

ANDY! Andy I’m so sorry please tell me where you are…….’

‘Ash…calm down’

‘Where are you Andy?’

‘I’m fine ….for now and that’s all you need to know’

‘Andy tell me no…….shit!!! –Disconnected-

What the hell, I can’t believe he just hung up on me , I should have realised it was stupid thinking he cares about me, my phone rings , it’s Jake great just what I need.

I can’t stop the tears as I throw my phone off the roof watching it drop as I slowly stand up, why do I bother anymore I really couldn’t care less at all anymore.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath as I feel the air blow over me, in the background I can hear a few night birds chirping and the sound of a crash and sirens , some noises I won’t miss in this place.