It was 5am when I woke up ,only 4 hours of sleep, sometimes I wonder how I do these days with little sleep, I could have slept another hour but I had the weirdest dream but at the same time it was good but it made me cry.

I dreamt Andy was home with me, but CC was still around and somehow Andy caught us in bed together and broke up with me, I cant believe I dreamt that, I don’t want to loose Andy in a dream or in real life, I have to set CC straight once and for all without ruining our friendship, but first things first I have work, god I hate my job, I wish I didn’t have it but I need to do It to help my Angel get better.

There where a few good reasons to work in the local hospital like free medication and sleeping pills to help me sleep, I was always too busy for CC to randomly stop by and I always had people around me, but the bad parts always out weighed the good. The fact I m always tired and don’t see Andy much during the day, seeing people die daily and some of the people you meet are horrible people, if I could leave this job I would straight away.

I got there early, wearing my stupid green blue scrubs, man I loathe these things, I just want Andy to get better so we can form the band again, and I miss those care free days of playing a show every day, getting drunk with the boys then heading to bed with my angel. I think that’s one thing I miss the most, sleeping in the same bed with him, the first thing I m going to do when he gets home is crawl into bed with him and just cuddle him none stop.

The day passed pretty none eventful, well as none eventful as a hospital can get. I had left my phone in the lunch room in my bag and I didn’t bother checking it till at the end of the day and I saw I had 20 missed calls from CC and 10 txt messages. I guess he really wants to talk to me as per usual. I sighed and stared at some of the text messages and for some unknown reason I decided to call him back.

‘Hello, who’s this?’

‘CC its me Ashley’

‘Oh my god Ashley I m so glad you called me back look I’ve been…’

‘Be quiet CC and listen to me, I want to meet up so we can finally get this whole issue between us resolved okay?’

‘Where do you want to meet Ashley?’

‘The pub down a block away from my house, 6pm’

I rather quickly hung up, I can’t believe I just did that, I know this is going to end badly but I have to do it for mine and Andy’s sake, I love Andy and not CC and I don’t want this to ruin any chance of the band getting back together. I have to do everything in my power to help keep us all together even if one of us is mental.