Our big family (book three of Unbroken series)

It was odd waking up the next morning realizing Quinn wasn't there. I understood why she left, and it made me incredibly pissed at Jacky. Ashley had been crying non-stop since he found out that Quinn left.
Calvin bunked with me last night, since he couldn't bring himself to share a bed with Elliot. I loved Jayy to death, but what he did was so wrong that I wanted to slap him. He had already put Calvin through this once, and now he's done it again. I didn't know what had exactly happened between Elliot and Jayy, but I didn't really want to know.
I got out of my bunk and saw Ricky, Chris, and Calvin eating breakfast.
"Morning guys," I said as I took a Monster out of the fridge.
"Morning, Kit," they all said.
"I see you have gotten a few tattoos," Ricky said, pointing at my bandaged wrists.
"Yeah, Andy kind of gave me the idea to do it," I told him.
"What did you get?" Calvin asked me.
I gently tore off the bandages and showed them my wrists. I had 'Darlin' You'll Be Okay' written in cursive on my right wrist and a black-outlined, broken heart with stitches connecting the two parts of the heart together, on the other.
"What's the stitched-up heart for?" Ricky asked.
"It's for all of the times I've had my heart broken and how I've had to stitch myself back together."
Chris shifted uncomfortably at this.
"Have you guys seen Elliot at all this morning? I need to talk to him and the rest of Contagion," I said.
"They were on the BVB bus the last time I checked," Chris told me.
"Thanks," I said as I slipped on a pair of Vans and headed over to the BVB bus.
I got onto the bus and saw Elliot listening to his iPod on the couch. I ripped the earbuds out of his ears.
"Hey!" he yelled.
"We need to talk. Do you, or do you not want to finish this tour?" I asked.
"Of course I want to finish the tour," Elliot said.
"Well, then you're going to need a singer to fill in for Quinn since she's left. I'm willing to do it, but you have to promise me one thing," I told him.
"What's that?"
"You need to apologize to Calvin about what happened between you and Jayy. I don't care if you two don't get back together, but you owe him an explination. He's gone through this before and I don't want him to start shutting everyone out again," I snapped.
"Jayy kissed me, and what do you mean that this had happened to Cal before?"
"Jayy cheated on him when they were together and he would barely talk to me. He locked himself in his room and wouldn't come out for days at a time. If you really didn't kiss Jayy back, then you should tell Calvin because I know he doesn't want to lose you."
"I'll talk to him, I promise."
"Good."
I flopped down on the couch and took a sip of my Monster.
"How's Ashley holding up?" I asked Elliot.
"Not so good. I heard him crying in his bunk for most of last night. He refused to talk to us about why Quinn left. You don't know, do you?"
"I do, but I promised Quinn that I wouldn't tell anyone. It's not something that I should tell," I sighed.
"I'll meet back up with you and the rest of Contagion at sound-check. I have some things I need to take care of," I told Elliot.
He gave me a curt nod and I hopped off of the bus. I headed over to the Falling In Reverse bus and knocked on the door.
Ronnie opened it. He looked like he had just woken up. His hair was messy and he was only wearing a pair of red basketball shorts. Even sleepy he looked sexy as hell.
"Kit? Um, hey," he said, letting me onto the bus.
"Hey, Ronnie. Is Jacky here?" I asked.
"Oh, yeah," Ronnie said, looking a bit hurt.
"It's not what you think. I just need to talk with him. Sorry if I wake up the rest of the band, but there is probably going to be some yelling," I told him.
"Um, why?" he asked.
"You can witness my yelling if you want. It'll probably save time," I sighed.
"Alright. Jacky's in his bunk."
I stalked over towards his bunk and drew open the curtain. He sleeping in a pair of sweatpants without a shirt on.
"Jacky! Wake the fuck up!" I shouted.
"What? Holy shit, Kit! What the hell are you yelling for?" he asked, rubbing his eyes.
"You lied to Ashley about Quinn. Why the hell would you try to convince him that the baby wasn't his? Are you fucking nuts?! She left the tour because of you! What the fuck is wrong with you? I thought you and Quinn were friends!" I screamed.
His eyes grew wide.
"Sh-she left t-tour?" he stuttered.
"Yes, she fucking left tour. Last night she left Ashley a note and left," I shot at him.
"I'm s-sorry. I was j-just jealous. I wanted Ash to break up with her. I didn't want her to leave."
"Jacky, I get it, you liked Quinn, but you handled this in an aweful way. Now Quinn would never be with you and now you made everything worse for the rest of us."
"Dude, you fucked up really bad," Ronnie told Jacky.
Jacky groaned and buried his face in his pillow. I turned around and left the bus. Why was everything suddenly falling apart?

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