I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

I twisted the sparkling diamond ring around my finger, smiling to myself. Andy had the same smile on his face as he drove back to his parents house, and I couldn't help but feel guilty for feeling so happy.

My sister just died! How is it fair that I could have just been asked the greatest question of my life? She should have gotten to have this conversation with Colin. She should have gotten to grow up, have a family! I should have died.

"It should have been me." I gasped, tears falling into my lap.

"What? Baby no, their is nothing you or anyone could have done to stop this." Andy said pulling into the driveway. He turned the engine off, and took my hand.

"It's not fair, Andy. I love you so much..and Dani she loved Colin just as much so why do we get to keep on loving each other when Colin is crying right now, thinking he'll never love again?" I yelled, and buried my head in my hands. I felt his soothing touch rubbing across my back.

"Jasey, I've said it before, love isn't always fair. I hate that this is happening to you, your family, and Colin but it was fate. Danielle would never want you to forget about her, but she would also never want you to drown in your sorrows. She asked us to let her go, it was her dying wish, so instead of crying about it, live in her memory! See everyday, and seize it because now you've seen that life can take you at any moment." At some point during his herculean speech, I had looked up to him. His eyes were filling with tears, similar to my face which was glistening with mine. He grabbed my hands, "She would want you to be happy."

I leaned, and crashed my lips against his. He scooted back, but returned the kiss with full force. His tongue drove it's way inside of my mouth, and he bit my bottom lip. My hands trailed around his neck, and his wrapped around my waist. His nose fit perfectly against mine the way it always has, and it felt like him kissing me for the first time. I still remember that day like it was yesterday.

The moment I saw those blue eyes he stuck out from the rest of the group standing in front of the school. His small smirk on his face as he followed me into the building. All of those classes we had together. Going home with him after my first day of school.

"Jasey?" Andy asked as I leaned my head on his chest.

"Yes?" I looked up towards him.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked his voice wavering slightly.

I giggled, "We've only know each other for a day!"

"And it was a great day!" He said laughing at me.

I smoled up at him, and sighed, "Yes Andy I will be your girlfriend."

When I said those words to him I never would have imagined the slew of events that would follow them. Almost getting raped, being hit by a car, moving to Los Angeles, my sister dying, and now being engaged. So many things have changed in my life since Andy, and a lot of them weren't good, but he is mine and I am his, and that's something I hold close to my heart.

"Thank you, Andy." I said pulling away, and resting my forehead against his.

"For what?" He asked, breathing heavily from our heated kiss.

"For everything."

Notes

And there you are folks! The last chapter of the first book! I really hope you enjoyed this story as much as I enjoyed writing it.

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