I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

After we told the others our secret, we all piled into the van, and immediately headed back to Cincinnati. Jasey, Sandra, and I sat on the back two sweats, while everyone else pretended like we didn't exist. I noticed they tore off the Black Veil Brides sticker from the side of the van, and that broke my heart. We worked hard to make this band happen, and I really wouldn't have minded to move out to LA with these guys. I'd been thinking about dropping out of high school for a while now but Jasey was the most important thing in my life. When she agreed to get her GED with me, and we got Sandra on board, that was when I knew it was the right decision. I was with Jasey when she asked her parents, and they were weary until she told them about the contract she recieved from the Los Angeles Ballet. Her mother immediately agreed, but her father was still nervous. I promised I would protect her with my life, and he finally agreed. We did all of this after her performance, Sandra, Jasey, and I decided that's what we wanted to do so we drove to Jasey's house instead of mine. Then Sandra's house, and finally we went back to mine. We told my parents that Jasey and Sandra's parents agreed, and they said yes quicker than all of the parents. They always knew this was going to happen someday, and they were just glad I had Jasey and Sandra to do it with. They didn't mention the rest of the band, it was like they knew. I wish we could have convinced them all, but this was our chance. I'm not giving it up on people who aren't worth my time. Jasey fell asleep on my chest, and I was playing with her hair. Sandra was leaning against the window, her sunglasses draped across her face, and I assumed she was asleep as well. I heard, a little commotion in the front of the van and saw a red haired figure moving towards us.
Annabelle sat down next to Sandra, and stared at me.
"What?" I asked slightly annoyed. She was taken back by my tone.
"You guys are really moving to LA?" I nodded, and Jasey stirred on my chest but ultimately gave into sleep. "Aren't you nervous?"
"No Annabelle, this place has been a living hell hole for all of us. Jasey was almost raped, and killed by a car. I've been smashed against the lockers, called a faggot and emo so many times I can't count, and Sandra is made fun of for being gay daily! I'm not nervous at all, this is my dream." She stared at me, with worry in her eyes.
"I think you guys are going to feel like your missing out." She said evenly.
"I don't." I said, still working my hands through Jasey's long hair. She shrugged.
"I guess it's not my decision, but we're going to miss you guys." Annabelle said. "It's not going to be the same without you all."
"We'll miss you too, that's all the more reason to come along!" I said, whisper yelling so I didn't wake up Jasey.
"I would never come.." She said her voice trailing off, "Their is nothing for me in LA. I would just be dead weight."
"You could be a tour manager or something." I said almost pleading.
She shook her head, "No, I'm not going and the others aren't either." With that she scurried back to the front of the van. I tried to close my eyes, and get some sleep but my thoughts kept racing around, and I knew sleep was going to be impossible. I just kept playing with Jasey's hair, and stole and earbud out of her ear and listened to whatever she was listening to that was helping her sleep. I smiled when I realized it was the Motician's Daughter. My heart convulsed everytime I looked at this girl. I never thought I would find my true love in high school. I always thought Matt and Eve were insane, but now I understand. Love is a powerful thing.

Notes

I think their is going to be atom of updates today, and tomorrow so I hope you guys are okay with that! I have a lot of ideas, and I promise by the end of the weekend they'll be in LA! Stay tunes and enjoy! Also your comments make me so happy, I jump up and down Everytime I get an alert that someone has commented!