I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

It took about fifteen minutes to get Andy ready. I convinced him to let me put a lot more makeup on him than he was used too. Usually he only put a little bit of black eye shadow and a few different black lines across his face. Today I smeared white paint all over his face, and used black paint to make shapes of tears all around his eyes. He drew stitches coming out of his mouth, and I drew a small little heart on the corner of his eye. He drew the same one on me, and said it was our special thing. He teased his long black hair in the back. He looked perfect, and as he stared at himself in the mirror I stared at him. He turned around, and smiled at me.
"What?" He asked walking over to me, and grabbing my hips, pulling me towards him.
"You look great." I said looking into his baby blues. He looked down at my tight black pants, and ripped up ACDC shirt and smiled.
"Not as great as you." He said. I looked down at his tighter leather pants, char smeared body, and leather vest. I smiled, and leaned into kiss him. I heard Chris, and Sandra walk in.
"Woah guys I'm hard!" Chris said. I smirked against Andy's mouth, and kept kissing him. We finally both pulled away, and Chris and Sandra were both staring at us. I rolled my eyes, and Andy laughed holding on to me from behind.
"Shows in ten!" Chris said running out.
"Okay." Andy called to him. Sandra looked at us worriedly.
"When are we going to tell them all?" She asked us curiously.
"Tonight, after the show." Andy said, I looked down at my feet.
"Alright." She said nodding her head, and then walked out of the dressing room. Andy pulled away, and leaned on the counter, and stared at me.
"Are you sure you want to go through with this?" He asked me.
"I'm ready." I said confidently.
"I've been ready ever since I started high school, but I don't want you to feel like your missing out.." He said.
"No! I won't feel that way as long as I'm with you, I'm just amazed my parents said yes." I said honestly.
"I'm glad they did." He smirked at me.
"Do you think any of the others will come?" I asked.
"Not really.." He said sadly. I nodded, and walked over to him. I pulled him into a hug, and he wrapped his skinny arms around me. His char stained my white shirt, but I didn't care. I just wanted to feel his arms around me.
"I love you." I said against his chest.
"I love you too babe." He said resting his cheek on the crown of my head. We stood their for a few minutes until Sandra came into tell us we had to get to side stage since it was time for the show. We walked back their, hand in hand. Andy jumped up and down out of nervousness and I giggled at him. Annabelle, and I stood next to each other while the band all engaged in a pre-show chant. It was finally time for them to go out and when they walked out their were actually a ton of cheers. I smiled and so did Andy.
"Do we have any fans in the house tonight?!" Andy said into the microphone. Again tons of cheers erupted. I couldn't stop smiling.
"That's amazing!" He said smiling, "Well for those of you who don't know us...we are the Black Veil Brides! And we're going to sing you a few songs!" The band started playing We Stitch These Wounds on their guitars, and Sandra wailed on her drums. Andy started singing, and I couldn't keep my eyes off of him. He was born for the stage. When he screamed he writhed around, and his beautiful howl echoed throughout the club. He looked over at me every so often, and his smile widened. They sang through their set without a hitch. Everything went perfectly, and they ran off the stage people cheering after them. He ran right to me, and wrapped me in his arms.
"That was fantastic!" I screamed, and he smiled.
"Thank you!" He was grinning, and he looked behind us and a small frown formed on his face. I turned to see Sandra tapping her foot, and I knew it was time. Andy laced his hand with mine, and he walked back to the dressing room where the others had ran back moments ago. He stopped me before we walked in. "Don't be nervous." He kissed my head, and I nodded before proceeding to enter the room.
"Hey!" They all screamed at us as we walked in.
"Hi." Both of us said sheepishly. They must have sensed something was wrong, because all of their faces immediately fell.
"What's wrong?" Chris asked. Andy, Sandra, and I breathed out sighs.
"We have something to tell you guys." Andy said, pulling out a chair, and sat down. He pulled me onto his lap, and nervously wrapped his arms around me.
"Okay what?" Bobby asked. I felt Andy's heart beating against my back.
"About three nights ago, the producer from Standby records called me, and told me that he was so impressed with our demo that he wanted to give us...a record deal." He said his face still somber, "But the only conditions is that we have to be in LA recording by next month."
"WHAT!" They all said at the same time. I closed my eyes worriedly.
"Jasey, Sandra, and I have been working on getting our GED's for a while now...we did it behind our parents back, but when Jasey was offered a contract with the Los Angeles ballet and I was contacted by Standby we knew the right decision was to get out to LA. So we asked our parents, and it took some convincing but they finally said yes." Andy said. They all looked at us shocked.
"Your serious?" Chris asked. We all nodded.
"I'm not leaving high school for this." Bobby said, and Mark and Chris nodded their heads.
"What?" Sandra said angrily, "but this is our dreams! We have a chance guys!"
"I don't want to do this for my life. I'm finishing the tour and I'm out." Bobby said.
"Me too." Chris said, and Mark nodded. Andy, Sandra, and I looked at them our mouths agape.
"That's ridculous." I said. "This you all's chance!" I yelled.
"Your only saying that because you need us!" Mark said standing up, challengingly.
"No we don't!" Andy said, "Ashley, Jake, and Jinxx offered me if their was any moment we needed new band members they would fill in! They left their bands!" Everyone in the room was looking at him in shock.
"You went behind our backs!" Chris stood up, and Andy moved me off of his lap to get to eye level with him.
"No I didn't. They just offered it to me, and it looks like I'm going to have to take them up on that offer." He said seething.
"I guess you are because I'm not doing the rest of this tour." Chris said, and Mark, Annabelle, and Bobby followed him out of the room. Sandra, and I exchanged worried looks.
"What do we so now, Biersack?" Sandra asked.
"We get Ashley, Jake, and Jinxx in. Their all over eighteen they'll definitely be able to move out with us." Andy said turning to look at us.
"I mean about the tour." Sandra said.
"We cancel it." He rolled his eyes.
"The representative from Standby is coming to the last show, we can't." She said.
"He was here tonight, I just didn't tell you guys because I thought it would freak you all out. He left before the show ended, but he gave me a thumbs up, I'm guessing he had to take a call or something." Andy said rubbing his temples. He sat down in a chair, and I stood up and walked over to him. I sat down on his lap, and wrapped my arms around his neck, and laid my head down on his chest. He wrapped his arms around my waist.
"At least we still have a band, want me to call Ashely and them?" Sandra asked. Andy nodded numbly. She stepped out of the room, pulling her phone out of her pocket. I looked up at Andy.
"Are you okay?" I asked him.
"I don't know, Jase."

Notes

Oh gosh!!! So much drama!!! I hope you guys like this so far because I'm really loving writing it! I know I already mentioned this but I did start a knew story and it's called I Pray For Morning, and I'd really appreciate if you guys would go comment and rate and subscribe!!