I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

I had my knees drawn to my chest, as I sat on Andy's bed. He was downstairs getting me a glass of water, while I was trying to make sense of what happened. My sisters boyfriend all but admitted he wanted to have sex with me, after he felt me up. I leaned my head back, on the headboard. Andy came into the room, he had changed into a white muscle tee, and gray skinny jeans. He had a glass of water in his hands.
He walked over, and handed it to me. I drank a small sip of it, and placed the cup on his bedside table. Andy was sitting on the edge of his bed, staring at me, worry in his eyes.
"Are you okay?" He asked me.
"I don't know." I said honestly, "My sister is going to hate me.." I said feeling tears pushed into my eyes again.
"You don't have to tell her." He said softly.
"How am I going to keep this from her! She really likes him! She is never going to forgive me for this." I said the tears rushing out now.
"It wasn't your fault." He said wiping the tears off my cheeks.
"She'll find a way to blame me." I said putting my head in my hands. He pulled me onto his lap, and I buried my head in his chest, as he wrapped his arms around me securely.
"Whatever happens I'll always be here." He rested his chin on the crown of my head.
"I don't deserve you!" I said gasping looking into those beautiful piercing eyes, "I'm bringing so much ridiculous drama into your life, everything would be so much better if I just left and never came back."
"Please don't say that." He said, tears forming in his eyes. "I need you here with me."
"You'd find someone else." I said, the pain in my stomach never subsiding.
"No I wouldn't." He said, his voice cracking. "Their is no one in the world that can replace you."
"How can you say that?" I said my voice growing louder, "How can you say that, when all I've done is bring shit into your life." "What shit have you brought into my life?" He raised his voice to match mine, "Peter? Like I've said before we've hated each other forever!"
"You would have just left each other alone if I had never come here." I said honestly.
"Damnit Jasey!" Andy said angry now, "Don't you realize what I'm trying to fucking say? Do I have to come out and say it?"
"Say what!?" I yelled.
"I love you!" He screamed, and then threw his head in hands, "I really fucking love you." At those words, every piece of my broken heart that fell apart over the years was repaired. A fire grew inside of my stomach, and love laced my heart. I realized that I loved him too. I crawled over to him, and placed my arms around him from behind. He drew his head up from his hands, and looked into my eyes.
"I love you too." I said feeling tears of joy escape my eyes. Andy's frown grew into a wide smile, as he placed his lips against mine. His tongue ran across my lip, and I opened my mouth allowing it inside. He layed down on top of me, and placed kisses on my neck causing me to moan. I pulled him over back to my lips, and deepened our kiss. He smiled against my lips. He pulled away, and kissed my forehead, then my nose, and then my mouth. We both pulled away, and I layed my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around my stomach.
"You know we could..." He said implying how far we could go.
"I'm not ready." I shook my head, nervousness etched into my features.
"That's fine." He smiled, and I felt my heart pounding in my chest. I nodded, still feeling slightly pressured. I fell asleep in his arms, listening to his even heart beat.

Notes

Awh they love each other! But what's gonna happen with Peter, and Danielle?
Keep reading to find out!!
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