I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

I woke up with Jasey lying on top of me, and my arms wrapped tightly around her waist. I glanced at the clock on my bedside table, careful not to wake the tiny sleeping girl, it read 5:15. We're supposed to be at the Ozone by 6:00 for sound check. I shook Jasey's shoulder softly, and her eyes fluttered open. A smile instantly popped on my face, and I couldn't believe I was lucky enough to have her.
"Babe it's 5:15, we need to be at the Ozone soon." I smiled at her. She nodded, and pawed at her eyes causing me to chuckle. "Your so cute." She giggled, and rolled off of me. I got out of bed, and walked to my closet. I opened the white door, to reveal a dresser and my clothes hanging over it. I pulled another pair of black, ripped jeans out of the dresser, a studded belt, a black leather vest, and a black scarf. Jasey closed my bathroom door, and I pulled on my own clothes, adjusting them the way I wanted. The guys, and I decided to try out the idea of war paint tonight. I walked to the hallway bathroom, since Jasey was in mine, and started on the task. I smeared black paint all over my body. Then I drew a long white line across my nose, and did my usual black eyeshadow and liner. I was satisfied with my appearance so I walked back into my room. Jasey was standing in the bathroom with the door swung open. She had on a pair of leather skinny pants on, and one or our new band shirts on. We named the band Black Veil Brides, after the religious theme of nun's marrying themselves off to god. The shirt was white, and it had our logo on it. She had cut off the sleeves of it, and had distressed it a little. Jasey looked incredible in it. She was so tiny, I guess it was a ballerina thing. Her arms were skin and bone, and her legs were bean poles. I smirked at her, and walked into the bathroom. I wrapped my arms behind her waist, and kissed her cheek.
"You look great." I smirked at her in the mirror.
"Thanks." She twisted in my arms, and kissed me quickly. She turned around and went back to tying a bandana around her hair. She finished, and we walked out of my room together.
"Are you nervous?" She asked me, and I smiled.
"A little bit I guess, I mean I'm really excited." She laughed, and played with the hem of her shirt while we walked out to my car. I opened her door, and she blushed cutely, and I walked over to my side. I started the car, and pulled out of the driveway.
"I'm excited." She shrugged.
"Well good!" I said smiling. We rode the rest of the way to the venue in a comfortable silence.
Once we arrived, the band was yelling at us to hurry up. We got their at exactly 6:00. After sound check, we went back into the tiny dressing room, and hung out. Jasey sat on my lap, and suddenly Chris brought in some beer.
"Hey bitches!" He yelled, holding a 16 pack of beer up over his head.
"Fuck yes!" Bobby yelled. Jasey looked down at her lap, as Chris handed her a beer and she waved him off.
"You don't want one?" I asked her.
"No," She shook her head, "It's not good for me." She played with the hem of her shirt again, and I suddenly became worried.
"It's okay to only have one." She shook her head again, and I suddenly noticed her nails which were bitten all the way down.
"Jasey," I grabbed her hands, "You are eating right?"
"Yes!" She looked at me, anger settling into her eyes.
"I'm just asking, your really skinny..." I said honestly.
"Andy, I dance for hours everyday! Of course I'm skinny!" She said, seething.
"Excuse me for being worried!" I said throwing my hands up.
"It's whatever." She said crossing her arms over her chest. After a few minutes of not speaking, I pushed her hair behind her ear, and kissed her cheek. She leaned back on my stomach.
"I'm sorry." I said quietly, still messing with her hair, "I just wanted you to know how perfect you are to me, and that you would never ever need to change." She smiled, and kissed my cheek.
"Thank you." She said quickly. Suddenly, a big man came walking into the dressing room.
"You guys are on in five minutes." He said, nodding at us. Jasey hopped off my lap, and we walked onto the stage. The first song we started with was Sex and Hollywood, then we moved into The Gunsling, and Hello for me, I sang the Morticians Daughter acoustic, and then we sang We stitch these wounds. The last song was Knives, and Pens.
"Okay guys." I said into the microphone, "This song is called Knives and Pens. It's gonna be our last one so thank you all so fucking much!"
"Good! You guys are just no good emo freaks!" Yelled a familiar looking blonde boy in the back.
"Shit." I said underneath my breath. Peter stood in the back of the bar, his friends in a group behind him. Instead if retaliating we all just went straight into the song. We performed it better than any of the others, and got a few cheers but most of the club wasn't paying attention.
"No one likes you Biersack, so just get the fuck off of the stage." Peter yelled. I flicked him off before running of the stage, right to Jasey. She threw her arms around me, in a tight hug.
"That was amazing!" She screamed.
"Thanks babe!" I leaned down to kiss her, but pulling away when I felt a tap on my shoulder. Of course it was Peter, and he looked pissed. "What the fuck do you want?" I asked him, putting my arm around Jasey protectively. He looked straight at her before rushing past me, and felt Jasey up, she tried to push him away but wasn't strong enough. She yelped, and I threw him off of her. Anger pulsed through my blue eyes, as I drew my fist back and punched him in the face. A line blood fell from his nose.
"Don't you ever touch her again." I said, never thinking I would ever be this angry before.
"Whatever, I'll get you someday." Peter said, his eyes locked on hers. With that, he and his friends walked away and exited the club. I ran to Jasey, who had tears rushing from her eyes, as she clutched onto me for dear life. I stroked her hair, and kissed her cheek repeatedly.
"It's okay." I whispered, "Everything will be okay." She buried her face in my chest. Sandra walked over to us, worry in her eyes.
"What the hell happened!?" She asked, her voice shaking. Jasey gasped in my shoulder.
I shook my head, "I'll tell you later, right now I just need to get her out of here." Sandra nodded, and I held Jasey close to me as we walked out of the club.

Notes

Oh gosh! Peter strikes again! What do you guys think will happen next??