They Cant Tell Me What is Right
is this how it ends?
I walked slowly to the cemetery. The only sounds were my breathing and the slapping of my converse on the concrete and the driving cars in the distance.
I walked in the gates of the place that held my brother, best friend, and my new friends dad. It was a little depressing to say the least. I took a deep breath and walked across the cemetery where i hadn't visited Andy's grave for the first time in a few weeks. I heard sobbing from behind me from a few feet away. I turned and saw Kellin laying on the ground in front of what i remembered to be his father's grave. I forgot. I'm not the only one who's lost someone i loved. His dad died. Here i was complaining to him that i didnt want to go to school because my dead friend wouldn't be there, his dad isn't there to feed him and he has been really strong but seeing him break down was a wake up call.
"You can stop staring" he said with a flat tone and a straight face that cut my inner rant off.
"I'm really sorry" I said on the brink of tears.
"For what?" he asked still staring up at the sky.
"I'm complaining that my friend has been dead for 6 months and your dad died barely a few weeks ago" I whispered "I'm a terrible person"
"No you're not, you miss him it's okay" He said " I thought I told Frank to make sure you stayed at the school" He turned and looked at me with an unamused face.
"He knew" I said flatly.
you found the note huh?
Andy said in my head.
''Who knew what?" Kellin looked at me confused.
"Andy knew they'd beat me up the day he went off to hurt the guys who beat me up who killed him" I said.
"If he knew then why did he go to defend you" Kellin asked.
"He was the reason they hurt me and he didnt think they would so he thought he had to" I said in an emotionless tone.
"So he caused his own death" Kellin stated.
I heard footsteps coming.
"Grey" Ashley said in a course raspy tone.
"they just arrested Justin" Frank breathed as he walked up behind Ashley.
"So this is over?" Kellin asked.
"no" I answered in a flat tone.
not quite yet
Andy said, Ashley and I shared a knowing look knowing we both heard.
I walked in the gates of the place that held my brother, best friend, and my new friends dad. It was a little depressing to say the least. I took a deep breath and walked across the cemetery where i hadn't visited Andy's grave for the first time in a few weeks. I heard sobbing from behind me from a few feet away. I turned and saw Kellin laying on the ground in front of what i remembered to be his father's grave. I forgot. I'm not the only one who's lost someone i loved. His dad died. Here i was complaining to him that i didnt want to go to school because my dead friend wouldn't be there, his dad isn't there to feed him and he has been really strong but seeing him break down was a wake up call.
"You can stop staring" he said with a flat tone and a straight face that cut my inner rant off.
"I'm really sorry" I said on the brink of tears.
"For what?" he asked still staring up at the sky.
"I'm complaining that my friend has been dead for 6 months and your dad died barely a few weeks ago" I whispered "I'm a terrible person"
"No you're not, you miss him it's okay" He said " I thought I told Frank to make sure you stayed at the school" He turned and looked at me with an unamused face.
"He knew" I said flatly.
you found the note huh?
Andy said in my head.
''Who knew what?" Kellin looked at me confused.
"Andy knew they'd beat me up the day he went off to hurt the guys who beat me up who killed him" I said.
"If he knew then why did he go to defend you" Kellin asked.
"He was the reason they hurt me and he didnt think they would so he thought he had to" I said in an emotionless tone.
"So he caused his own death" Kellin stated.
I heard footsteps coming.
"Grey" Ashley said in a course raspy tone.
"they just arrested Justin" Frank breathed as he walked up behind Ashley.
"So this is over?" Kellin asked.
"no" I answered in a flat tone.
not quite yet
Andy said, Ashley and I shared a knowing look knowing we both heard.
Notes
GOD CAMPING SUCKED. i would much rather be here updating for you lovelies ^_^I'm going to try to add a little more bvb in here because i realized i kind of use alot of other members of different bands so i will start adding more bvb, but Kellin and Frank are staying because i love them
COMMENT, RATE, SUBSCRIBE i luv you all so long and goodnight
5/29/13