Saviour
"i fall ontop of you and now your asking me to runaway with you?"
------AMBERS POV----------
i had finally managed to sneek out away from my abusive drunk of a father and to my favourite place ever...a huge great tree in the middle of my local park.
im sitting listening to black veil brides while writting song lyrics and music.some people think sitting in trees is for 6 year old boys but no...it my escape to all the bullshit,bulling,abuse and torture i get in life for being 'emo'. my train of thought was lost when a football came flying into the side of my head causing me to fall from the branch,in the top of the tree,i was sitting in and land on top of some one. "aww shit..oww !!" we both screamed at the same time. the other voice was a very deep male voice which was famillier "sorry,i didnt mean to fall on you,a football came flying out of nowhere into the side of my head" i apologised getting up from the grass. "its ok,nothings broken,i must say a bag of sugar ways more than you" the man laughed getting up.he stood about 6'3. he smiled at me,OMG I JUST LANDED ON THE ANDY FUCKING BIERSACK ! SHIT,HOW EMBARRASING! "hey your andy biersack,i love your music.its saving my life" i blushedmusic still playing in one of my ears as i held my note book to my chest. "oh so your a fan,and really i didnt know our music had such an effect on peoples lives,whats you name?" "umm its amber but i prefer to be called sparky..its my nickname like jeremy prefers to be called jinxx" i said shaking andys hand. "well sparky would you care to get a coffee with me" andy asked giving me his trade mark smile. "that would be lovley" i smiled.
----at the coffee shop----
umm i'll have a large coffee please" andy said and turned to me "oh err i'll have a caramel frappichino please" i said handing the money for my drink. "oh no im paying" andy said handing me back the money "but-" "no im paying your argument is ivalid" i saighed in defeat.
we got our coffees and sat down.
"so sparkyy may i ask what you were doing in a tree?" andy smiled while taking a sip of his coffee.
"well its kinda my escape from all the shit in life,i like being alone with my music and notepad,to be honest alone is all im used to " i said taking a small sip of my frappichino. "what do you mean? like your used to being alone" "well incase you havent noticed im not what people class as normal,ive never fitted in,like ever.everyone hates me,even my dad. im the freak of the town and the fact that im british acctually doesnt help the situation.the only person who i knew loved me was my mum,...but...she died when i was 9" i siad tears wanting to fall."oh im sorry" "its ok....,its not your fault my dads a lieing,abusing cunt" i whisperd the last part but andy must off heard it slightly "huh what ??" "nothing,shit whats the time?" "umm 2 pm why?" "my dads going to kill me,im not even supposed to be out,ive gotta go" "i'll drive you home" and said grabbing his jacket,keys and half finished coffee. and we headed out to the car.
"we're here" i said jumping out of the car. "wait sparky" "sorry i cant andy" "then let me come in please ?" "ok but we have to go throough the window,my dad will kills both of us if he see's us" "ok". we walked arouned the side of the house were there was a tree. " can you climb trees ?" i asked "yeah why" andy answerd "get cliimbing, its the only way to my window" " ok" we climed the tree and jumped through my window. andy landed with a huge thud which caused my dad to run upstairs "hide" i shooed andy to the on suiite bathroom. "what the fuck was that" says my clearly drunken dad "umm oh i dont know" i said scared . "well you stay here in your room,im going out with greg and mitch to the pub,be back in the morning" and then my dad was gone. andy appeared from the bathroom.
"you ok" i asked
"yeah,your dad was already drunk and now he's going to the pub for a whole 24 hours?"
"yeah,he like a drink" i laughed a fake laugh.
"no amber,i heard what you said at the coffee shop earlier,your dad beats you doesnt he?" andy said holding my arms causing me to wince at the pain,not just because of the bruises....but the cuts.
i started to cry a little and i nodded.
andy rolled up my sleeves,i started to panic.
andy looked at me tears filling his blue eyes."these bruises he did this" then he turned my arms around to reveal scars and fresh cuts all up my arms,he gasped "why?" "beacause i deserve it,im a freak,a retard,usless,i dont deserve to live,i was put on this earth to fill a space,im nothing nothing!!!!! " i yelled tears rolling down my face,i was shaking. andy pulled me into a hug "no you are none of those things,ive only known you a few hours but i can tell your amazing,not to mention absoloutly beautiful" i looked into his beautiful eyes "really" "yes.....amber i have an idea runaway with me,you can live in my aprtment with me and go on tour with me,anything you want or need you can have it,just please come live with me" andy pleaded " "so i fall ontop of you and now your asking me to runaway with you?" "yes please" "ok but come back at about 12 tonight cos when my dad says morning he means 3 in the morning,i'll pack now and we can head off at 12 " i said "ok see you later sparky" and hugged me and jumped out of the window landing head first into a bush "you ok" i shouted down,still face down on the ground andy gave me a thumbes up. he got up and brushed himself off "see you later sparky !" he called up "later lanky !" i calleed back he smiled. i closed my window and started to pack.im gonna runaway with my idol andy biersack. i know ive only met him like 4 hours ago but im in love with him.
i had finally managed to sneek out away from my abusive drunk of a father and to my favourite place ever...a huge great tree in the middle of my local park.
im sitting listening to black veil brides while writting song lyrics and music.some people think sitting in trees is for 6 year old boys but no...it my escape to all the bullshit,bulling,abuse and torture i get in life for being 'emo'. my train of thought was lost when a football came flying into the side of my head causing me to fall from the branch,in the top of the tree,i was sitting in and land on top of some one. "aww shit..oww !!" we both screamed at the same time. the other voice was a very deep male voice which was famillier "sorry,i didnt mean to fall on you,a football came flying out of nowhere into the side of my head" i apologised getting up from the grass. "its ok,nothings broken,i must say a bag of sugar ways more than you" the man laughed getting up.he stood about 6'3. he smiled at me,OMG I JUST LANDED ON THE ANDY FUCKING BIERSACK ! SHIT,HOW EMBARRASING! "hey your andy biersack,i love your music.its saving my life" i blushedmusic still playing in one of my ears as i held my note book to my chest. "oh so your a fan,and really i didnt know our music had such an effect on peoples lives,whats you name?" "umm its amber but i prefer to be called sparky..its my nickname like jeremy prefers to be called jinxx" i said shaking andys hand. "well sparky would you care to get a coffee with me" andy asked giving me his trade mark smile. "that would be lovley" i smiled.
----at the coffee shop----
umm i'll have a large coffee please" andy said and turned to me "oh err i'll have a caramel frappichino please" i said handing the money for my drink. "oh no im paying" andy said handing me back the money "but-" "no im paying your argument is ivalid" i saighed in defeat.
we got our coffees and sat down.
"so sparkyy may i ask what you were doing in a tree?" andy smiled while taking a sip of his coffee.
"well its kinda my escape from all the shit in life,i like being alone with my music and notepad,to be honest alone is all im used to " i said taking a small sip of my frappichino. "what do you mean? like your used to being alone" "well incase you havent noticed im not what people class as normal,ive never fitted in,like ever.everyone hates me,even my dad. im the freak of the town and the fact that im british acctually doesnt help the situation.the only person who i knew loved me was my mum,...but...she died when i was 9" i siad tears wanting to fall."oh im sorry" "its ok....,its not your fault my dads a lieing,abusing cunt" i whisperd the last part but andy must off heard it slightly "huh what ??" "nothing,shit whats the time?" "umm 2 pm why?" "my dads going to kill me,im not even supposed to be out,ive gotta go" "i'll drive you home" and said grabbing his jacket,keys and half finished coffee. and we headed out to the car.
"we're here" i said jumping out of the car. "wait sparky" "sorry i cant andy" "then let me come in please ?" "ok but we have to go throough the window,my dad will kills both of us if he see's us" "ok". we walked arouned the side of the house were there was a tree. " can you climb trees ?" i asked "yeah why" andy answerd "get cliimbing, its the only way to my window" " ok" we climed the tree and jumped through my window. andy landed with a huge thud which caused my dad to run upstairs "hide" i shooed andy to the on suiite bathroom. "what the fuck was that" says my clearly drunken dad "umm oh i dont know" i said scared . "well you stay here in your room,im going out with greg and mitch to the pub,be back in the morning" and then my dad was gone. andy appeared from the bathroom.
"you ok" i asked
"yeah,your dad was already drunk and now he's going to the pub for a whole 24 hours?"
"yeah,he like a drink" i laughed a fake laugh.
"no amber,i heard what you said at the coffee shop earlier,your dad beats you doesnt he?" andy said holding my arms causing me to wince at the pain,not just because of the bruises....but the cuts.
i started to cry a little and i nodded.
andy rolled up my sleeves,i started to panic.
andy looked at me tears filling his blue eyes."these bruises he did this" then he turned my arms around to reveal scars and fresh cuts all up my arms,he gasped "why?" "beacause i deserve it,im a freak,a retard,usless,i dont deserve to live,i was put on this earth to fill a space,im nothing nothing!!!!! " i yelled tears rolling down my face,i was shaking. andy pulled me into a hug "no you are none of those things,ive only known you a few hours but i can tell your amazing,not to mention absoloutly beautiful" i looked into his beautiful eyes "really" "yes.....amber i have an idea runaway with me,you can live in my aprtment with me and go on tour with me,anything you want or need you can have it,just please come live with me" andy pleaded " "so i fall ontop of you and now your asking me to runaway with you?" "yes please" "ok but come back at about 12 tonight cos when my dad says morning he means 3 in the morning,i'll pack now and we can head off at 12 " i said "ok see you later sparky" and hugged me and jumped out of the window landing head first into a bush "you ok" i shouted down,still face down on the ground andy gave me a thumbes up. he got up and brushed himself off "see you later sparky !" he called up "later lanky !" i calleed back he smiled. i closed my window and started to pack.im gonna runaway with my idol andy biersack. i know ive only met him like 4 hours ago but im in love with him.
4/19/13