Vinnys POV
I kissed Ryan on the cheek , and hoped out the window and ran , ran , and ran even more , I don't know what's compiling me to run ,but I ran until I couldn't run anymore .

I huffed and flopped on the ground . I shivered , it wasn't cold , it was one of those nights , where it's cool for a summer night , but warm for a spring , and the fact that I was sweating didn't help .

Then I got a call from it was an unknown number , I decided to let it go to voicemail , I checked the time 10:24 pm , it would have been dark , but it wasn't , I figured it would be another 25 minute run back to my house .

So I took a deep breathe and started running .

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*At Home*
I jogged up the steps and nearly stepped on Ryan , because he was laying in front of my door . I was surprised I could even manage "Ryan what the fuck are you doing "? I was so out of breathe

He replied calmly , "waiting , and besides I couldn't sleep ," . "Okay" I said , "can I come in ?" He asked ,

"N-No" I nearly screamed , "whyyyyyyyyy"?!?! Ryan asked whining like a 3 year old that just got told they couldn't have a cookie before dinner .

"Because I said so now go" I said sternly . "Fineee" Ryan said waving his attitude saddening , before glumly walking down the steps and rounding the corner , I watched him till he was completely out of sight .

Then I slid down the wall putting a slightly bent cigarette between my lips , while searching for a lighter in my pocket , I don't usually smoke , but I found a few in one of his jackets.

Finally , finding a lighter , steadily watching the light red flame , ignite the end of the cigarette , I took a long deep drag , holding the acidic smoke in my lungs , till it burnt . Then letting out the trapped slickly whitish-grayish smoke out of my lungs in a big cloud of the smoke .

I sighed sadly , "Do I wanna keep living the lie that is my god foresaken life "? I asked myself out loud

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Ryan's POV
"Why doesn't she want me in her house "? I mumbled to myself "Did I do something"? , What is she hiding ?" I asked myself .

"Wait ? How can I judge her , when my life is nothing but a lie"? I asked myself again, still walking , slowly ever so slowly to my house .

Notes

<3 you all
Bye Beautifulzzzz
<3 Stay Fucking Strong <3
<3 Because Eventually Saviour Will Be There <3