Love Me , Forever ... (Sequel To I'm Sorry , I Can't Love You Anymore)

Ryan's POV
"Vinny"? I called out again, slowly walking into my closet like in one of those chilcé horror movies , where the blonde bitch walks in the closet and get stabbed or suffocated or some shit like that .

Well guess what , I'm the blonde bitch . The floor boards squeaked under my feet. 'Now it's getting really chilcé ' I thought rolling my eyes .

Then somebody , tackled me to the ground and covered my mouth with there hand . I closed my eyes as a reaction to hitting the floor surprisingly silently .

"Open your eyes , Ryan " . I already knew who it was but I did as I was told , silently praying that this would go somewhere . I opened my eyes and low and behold .

Vinny was strattling my hips , and was holding my hands above my head and lips dangerously close to mine , so close that I could move my head slightly upward and our lips would be touching .

"How'd you get out and get here"? I asked full of surprise. She slightly scoffed before saying , " I grabbed my shit got dressed and walked out the front door , when a car accident crowd came in, took a bus here and climbed through your window , on a side note , you should really lock that from now on " ." We'll this is interesting " I said trying to pull off a casual attitude , but knowing that the blush that was burning through my face was unmistakable .

"Sure it is Ry " she said smiling and letting go of my hands and unstrattling my hips , I internally whimpered , cause I never wanted that moment to end .

She plopped down on my bed and sitting on a notebook , she didn't move, she patted the bed , like it was her bed . I laughed a little sitting next to her .

"What's so funny Ryan" she said with a hint off seriousness lacing the cusp of her voice . I scoffed slightly , " Nothing " I said putting on a momentarily serious face , I smiled, because she was so cute I couldn't stand it .

"It's certainly not your obsession with me ? Is it Sweetheart ? " she said her voice nearly clogging my ears with all her sarcasm , and lifting up the journal she was sitting on and flipped it to one of the numerous pages of doodles , with her name and hearts ,

"T-that's different " I said stuttering and snatching back the journal , nearly having a heart attack about all the pet names she giving me .

"Sure it's not " she said laughing , I blushed madly , as I threw the journal into my bag , and threw my bag into the closet . "You wanna spend the night" I said looking at me feet . "Why so you can fuck me in my sleep? " she said snorting from laughter .

"Sure laugh it up" I said raising my hands to the ceiling . She wrapped her arms around my waist and put her head on my shoulder . "Oh chill out babe , I be back soon" she whispered in my ear before kissing my cheek and climbing out the window and dropping out the window .

And I couldn't do anything but stare in "aww" at what just happened, and watch her shadow running into the dimly lit , almost night sky , soon become another part of the night horizon .

Notes

You're all beautiful every single Fallen Angel , ugh I've been really depressed , and ugh sucidal , and shit , and report cards come out on the 31st and I'm so goddamn scared , words can't describe , because my mom will try to get me back , and damn , and I got called a fag , and got tripped by boys in science and ugh , and I thought I was gonna kill myself tonight , and sat and my bathroom , and cried and cut and burned , thought about my life and it sucks , ugh ,my family keeps calling me fat . Ughhhh I'm a mess and I need a hug , really badly .
Well Bye Beautifulzzzz
<3 Stay Fucking Strong <3