Remembering The Pain - And Learning To Heal
Do you love me? Part 2
"Andy... Do you love me?" Well I wasn't expecting that...
"Ash-"
"No. No Andy I... I need to know. Do you love me?" The beautiful boy had tears in his eyes.
"Ash... I don't know..." I looked away. I couldn't stand to see him crying.
"I don't know how I feel about you yet Andy... Come here. I wanna try something." I leaned in closer to Ash. He moved his hand to the back of my neck and lightly pressed my lips to his. Fireworks. That's the only way I could describe how it felt to have our lips touching. Ash pulled my face closer to his and began to deepen the kiss. He ran his tongue across my bottom lip making it clear he wanted to keep the dominance. I've been waiting so long for this, I'd let him do me on the spot if he asked. I parted my lips letting his tongue in to explore my mouth. I fought for a moment, but he seemed really excited to I just let him lead. I raised my hand up to his hair and lightly pulled, getting a light moan out of him. My insides were on fire. This was the best day of my life.
ASHLEY'S POV
The second our lips touched I knew I wanted him. I reached up and pulled his face closer to mine to get more contact. The longer we kissed, the more in love with him I fell. I couldn't stop. I lightly brushed my tongue along his bottom lip and was surprised at how quickly he opened his mouth. He started to fight for dominance, but soon gave it to me when he saw it's what I wanted. He seemed very willing to give me what I wanted. I moved my hand from his hair, down his back, to rest on his ass.
"Ash..." He pulled away from me and went back to his chair by my bed.
"What's wrong Andy?"
"We need to wait until you get out of the hospital. I don't want to hurt you..." Just then a nurse came in to check my heartbeat.
"I'm sorry." She said. "The heart monitor was just going off really fast..." She looked over to me, then Andy and our messed up hair. "Ummm... yeah so everything is in order a-and you can go home in the morning." Then she rushed out of the room. Muttering an apology as she left.
"Ash-"
"No. No Andy I... I need to know. Do you love me?" The beautiful boy had tears in his eyes.
"Ash... I don't know..." I looked away. I couldn't stand to see him crying.
"I don't know how I feel about you yet Andy... Come here. I wanna try something." I leaned in closer to Ash. He moved his hand to the back of my neck and lightly pressed my lips to his. Fireworks. That's the only way I could describe how it felt to have our lips touching. Ash pulled my face closer to his and began to deepen the kiss. He ran his tongue across my bottom lip making it clear he wanted to keep the dominance. I've been waiting so long for this, I'd let him do me on the spot if he asked. I parted my lips letting his tongue in to explore my mouth. I fought for a moment, but he seemed really excited to I just let him lead. I raised my hand up to his hair and lightly pulled, getting a light moan out of him. My insides were on fire. This was the best day of my life.
ASHLEY'S POV
The second our lips touched I knew I wanted him. I reached up and pulled his face closer to mine to get more contact. The longer we kissed, the more in love with him I fell. I couldn't stop. I lightly brushed my tongue along his bottom lip and was surprised at how quickly he opened his mouth. He started to fight for dominance, but soon gave it to me when he saw it's what I wanted. He seemed very willing to give me what I wanted. I moved my hand from his hair, down his back, to rest on his ass.
"Ash..." He pulled away from me and went back to his chair by my bed.
"What's wrong Andy?"
"We need to wait until you get out of the hospital. I don't want to hurt you..." Just then a nurse came in to check my heartbeat.
"I'm sorry." She said. "The heart monitor was just going off really fast..." She looked over to me, then Andy and our messed up hair. "Ummm... yeah so everything is in order a-and you can go home in the morning." Then she rushed out of the room. Muttering an apology as she left.
10/17/13