Every Good Girl Loves A Bad Boy ~ Andy Biersack Love Story

I felt one more kiss be planted on my soft lips. Andy pulled away, and I had to tell him. I had just told him I loved him, but I couldn't be with him. "Andy, since the day I met you until now, I knew you would make an impact on my life, and it would be strong, but us, I can't." I said and pulled away and grabbed my purse and slung it across my chest. "I am with Luke, and I am staying with him for, I don't know how long." I trailed off, but then he grabbed my hand.

"I will wait then. I will wait however long it takes until we can be together. Not a moment will go by that I won't think of you." He said cupping my cheek in one of his hand's as he held my hand with his other hand.

"Andy, I'm sorry, but don't waist your life waiting on me. It-It.... It just won't happen." She said and tore away from him and walked towards the door, but as she opened it, he spoke once more.

"Waiting for you is worth my life. I love you, Joanna, and waiting for you will be worth every minute." He said softly, but his voice was filled with sadness. I wiped tears away from my eyes and closed the door behind me as I walked out.

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The next morning was a school morning, and I couldn't get Andy and his touching words out of my head. I got ready for the day by taking my shower, and getting dressed. I pulled on skinny, faded blue jeans, and a nice v neck tee with a skull wearing a flower crown on the front. I grabbed my backpack and my phone, and headed out the door grabbing my truck keys. I drove slowly, not in any rush to get there. It was going to be awkward with Andy, because I sat right next to him in a couple of classes, and not to mention, I really did not feel like talking to Evalynn and her wicked bitches. I ran my hands through my hair after I parked my truck and headed inside the school. I walked to my locker, and was surprised I wasn't greeted by the normal welcoming committee consisting of Sarah and Jack. I shrugged and began to walk down the hall when I saw Luke and his friends surrounding something. I quickly walked over, the sound of laughing made me frown, because I know it could only be the worse. I pushed through, and saw Jack.... bloodied and bruised. I quickly got down to his side and helped him up.

"Don't help him up, bae! He deserved it!" Luke said trying to pull me away, but I pushed him and helped Jack once more, but Luke threw him back on the ground once more. I then walked over and slapped Luke as hard as I could.

"YOU NEVER TREAT SOMEONE LIKE THIS! JACK IS THE ONE OF THE MOST CARING PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET, AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE A BETTER MAN THAN YOU!" I screamed at Luke, as he smiled and rubbed his face. I quickly threw Jack's arm over my shoulders and helped him walk. "We are done, Luke. You need to grow the fuck up." I said and helped Jack into the girl's bathroom and began to help clean him up. "Why did they do this to you?" I asked softly as I dabbed Jack's eye, as then I thought back to Andy doing the same for me three months ago.

"It's too awful to say, Jo. I can't say it." Jack said nervously as he held an ice pack to his aching head.

"Just tell me, I won't judge you." I said looking at him with promising eyes.

It took him a few seconds to respond, but I could tell it pained him to say anything. "Jo.... I'm.... Gay." He said and began to cry. I then pulled him into a hug quickly.

"Don't cry, Jack. Being gay is perfectly fine, and you are one of the best people I know, and it pains me to see you like this. Please, be happy, I know you are, but don't cry over something you are. Being gay is no different that being straight. Love is love, Jack, and I support it all." I couldn't help but smile softly as I wiped his tears away and finished cleaning up his blood and helped him out to my truck. There was no way I felt like going to class. I just broke up with my ass hole excuse for a boyfriend. How could I have been so blind at Luke's ignorance? I helped Jack into my truck and I brought him home, and then just drove myself home and told my mom I was staying home the rest of the day because I was 'sick'. I got into my sweats and sat in my room the rest of the day, eating ice cream, drawing, and watching Netflix. It was dark out by 9 at night, and I heard something out on the balcony. I walked out to see Andy climbing up the vine ladder. I shut the balcony doors and helped him up to the balcony.

"Jo, I heard about what happened today." Andy said calmly as I ran my hands through my hair.

"Yeah, but, I just want you to know, that... I don't want to be in a relationship for awhile.... I need to focus on my grades, and nothing else. I need to just... School." I said stressfully and leaned on the balcony as Andy plucked a daisy from one of the many, various flower pots filled with different flowers. He pushed the hair behind my ear and put the daisy behind my ear as well. I smiled as he began to climb back down. "Andy." I called out as he reached the ground. He looked up and smiled, gnawing on his lip ring nervously.

"Yes, Joanna?" He asked back.

"I just want to tell you...." I trailed off.

"Tell me what?" Andy asked in reply as backed up.

"Thanks for being a good friend." I said and he nodded, without saying anything and walked away.

Have I made the worst mistake in my life?

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