Ashley's POV
We just got done , recording a new song for the new album , when I said I was gonna go home cause I didn't feel very good so I went home . I opened the door and and set my shit down , and took of my vest that said "Deviant" on the back in big bold letters .

I groaned . I felt like somebody was hitting me repeatedly with a hammer . I took a beer out of the fridge and cracked it open and took big long gulps out of it .

Then I heard somebody screaming "NOO!!" Repeatedly , and followed by New Religion being played , I thought it was Vinny , but then realized it was Rebel .

I gently knocked on the door , she sniffed "who is it" "Ash" I replied . "Come in" I opened the door to see a red tear stained faced Rebel. "What's wrong" I asked .

She told me about her grandfather dieing , and that she had to leave and he can't come back , and how she's gonna tell Jinxx , "Well , Rebel , you have to tell him , he'll respect you more if you tell him today , not the day you have to leave . "You're right Ashley , I'll tell him later , " she said sniffling . I couldn't think of anything so , I hugged her and held her right , and I couldn't help myself , but have a few tears leak out of my eyes also .

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Vinny's POV
I didn't feel good , there must be a bug going around , considering Andy already had it .

So I took a nap , It consisted of my dead family , dieing a zillion ways in front of me and my little brother , screaming for me as the people tortured him .

I woke up ,I checked the clock 3:03 am . I didn't wanna bother anyone with my stupid story . I went to the fridge and grabbed three beers and Ashley's pocket knife that he left in his deviant jacket .

I walked into my room again and wrote in my diary about the dream I had . I guzzled down 2 beer while writing , I finished the entry by writing NO ONE UNDERSTANDS MY PAIN in big bold letters .

I finished off the last of the 3rd beer and grabbed the pocket knife . I pushed down hard on the knife . It went a lot deeper than expected . Ashley must have sharpened it . Bright red blood cascaded down to my arm in a matter of seconds . "Shit" , I said cursing myself , because bright red blood means I hit an artery . Veins = ok , Arterys = #ohshityou'reinmotherfuckingtrouble . I tried to stopped the bleeding it wouldn't stop pouring out blood . Then I puked up a slickly red color , instantly knowing "Blood" I said before falling backwards on the floor . "Ashley" I gasped out , before losing concouisness .

Notes

Damn ...
Bye Beautifulzzzz
<3 Stay Motherfucking Strong <3
<3 Because Evenutally Saviour Will Be There <3