She's Broken

-2 weeks later-

*Rebel's POV*

I sit on my bed, crying my eyes out. Jinxx and the boys are out at the studio. My parents called. They said I had to come home because my grandfather died and I wont be able to come back. I cant stand the pain. I dont want to leave Jinxx. I cant. I can live with out him. Our Days Are Numbered. I whimper quietly and bury my face in a pillow, breathing in the familiar scent of Jinxx. I scream into the pillow and start to cry harder. "NO!!!" I scream over an over again until I cant anymore. I cant leave. I dont want too. I sit up and grab one of my BVB CD's that is sitting on the dresser next to the bed and put it i the cd player, turning it up really loud. New Religion begins to play as I collapse on the bed and wipe my eyes. Im a mess. Im depressed about my grandfather and having to leave my love. All I want at the moment is to be held in Jinxx's arms. Not ever have to leave him. I cant help be giggle quietly at how clingy I sound to myself. I wipe my eyes again and turn on my side and begin the long process of figuring out what te fuck Im going to do.

*Sammi's POV*

I sigh as I go through all of the old pictures of Jinxx and I. I still kind of love him. But I know I cant be with him. Its not possible. He has someone else now. Apparently all i am to him is some stupid ridiculous slut. Thats how I feel at the moment. I sigh again and shake my head.

Notes

Hey guys. Sorry for the delayed update. Alot of shit has been going on lately. But I still love ya and really wanna update. So I did! Oh. For the last part with Sammi, I was listening to "if you cant hang" by Sleeping With Sirens. The part that goes, "Cause your Such a pretty pretty pretty pretty face, but you turn into a pretty big waste of my time" fits it. So thats how I wrote it. Well, thats all for now, never give in! Never give up! Love you!

~ Rebel