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Sometimes You Just Have To Let Go

Millstone part one

Scarlett's P.O.V.
"Hi" Andy said, flashing me his dazzling smile.
I kind of just stood there, a bit memorized, and a bit nervous.
His face grew slightly confused as i continued to just stand in the door way to his car, staring.
FUCK. I shouldn't have done this. Oh god. I'm going to make a fool out of myself, and he'll hate me like everyone else. What was i thinking. He just feels sorry for me.
Vicious thoughts rolled around my head.
"Uh, are you okay...?"
He shook me out of my thoughts with his words and i gulped, deciding to just fake my way through today. It was the easiest way.
I forced a fake smile upon my face.
"Yup, i'm great" I said stretching the smile further across my face.
"Okay... are you going to get in or just stand there...?"
I realized i was still just standing and staring at him.
OHMYGOD why am i such a fucking freak.
I internally groaned and sat down, shutting the door.
I gave Andy a reassuring fake smile, letting him know to drive away.
We gestured for me to go ahead and play music off my phone.
I smiled slightly, for real this time, knowing exactly what i wanted to listen to, music is basically the only thing that makes me happy anymore, that and Alex.
I played Brand News album, The Devil And God Are Raging Inside Me.
That album has such amazing songs, but my favorite two are Jesus Christ and Millstone.
When millstone came on i closed my eyes and softly sang along, low enough for andy not to hear me.
It just described my emotions perfectly, and no matter where i was, it made me not care about anything, i just wanted to sit and listen to it forever.
Towards the end of the song i heard the volume being turned down so i snapped my eyes open and glared at Andy, i hate when people do that when i'm so into a song.
He smirked at me.
"I take it you enjoy that song?" He asked me cockily
"No duh you douche canoe.... It just describes me so perfectly...." I lightly sighed the last part, but he heard.
"What do you mean?" He gave me a questioning look.
I quickly remembered my plan and threw back on my fake smile.
"Oh, nothing." I said giving him the best fake smile i could muster.
He looked at me out of the corner of his eyes, still focusing on the road.
Eventually we reached a destination and my eyes basically bugged out of my head. It was beautiful *-*

Notes

What was so beautiful..? (; Haha, i know it's kind of a short update and uneventful but i have tons to do, and i left on sort of a cliffhanger? not a super exciting one, but yeah :P
COMMENT RATE SUBSCRIBE!!!
oh and you all should listen to brand new because they are fucking amazing and millstone really does describe my life. I could also suggest some more songs, but hat whole album i mentioned is perfect, same with your favorite weapon album.
But yeah.
Oh and millstone actually means: any heavy mental or emotional burden (often used in the phrase a millstone around one's neck ).
Sorry i know this update kinda sucks and i just talked too much about brand new, but i really am obsessed with them. !
(Seventy times 7 by them is my new hate anthem (; )

Comments

@bvb army girl 64
Thank you!!!!

ErinElizabeth ErinElizabeth
8/30/14

I love it

@ourhandsondestiny
Awh thank you! I wasn't sure if people really liked it :/ I've always had this way about writing, like i always want it to be like the books i like to read because its just so much more entertaining and easy. And i'll message you right meow (:

ErinElizabeth ErinElizabeth
5/28/14

I love this story. It's so well written and I can imagine all of it. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here, I don't mind what you tell me or what you want to talk about, I'll be happy to listen:)

@Kat Purdy :P
Im going to the one in connecticut and colorado. And yeah i actually wrote that long paragraph in my journal and i thouhgt why not put it in here. And thank you so much, i'll definitely message you (:

ErinElizabeth ErinElizabeth
5/25/14