Devil Choir tour. (sequel to Unbroken)

I watched as Kit ran off stage, I had no idea why she didn't stay with us. Or ignore us when we Called her. I heard a muffled scream come from the bus. Where Kit had ran when she got off stage.
"Dammit." Me and Andy saud running to the bus. Kit had locked her self in the Bathroom. I picked the lock, and ran toward Kit. She was sitting in a puddle of blood.
"Andy......Call 9.1.1"I said putting pressure on her her wrist, No.no. no no no no Not Now! I thought trying to save my sister. Tears spilled down my cheeks.
"Please don't leave......... I can't do this on my own." I sobbed, as I heard the siren's cut through the silence. This wasn't suppose to happen. My life couldn't go on with out Kit. She was my life line. With out her, I am trash. Nothing but a no one. Andy helped them put Kit on the gurney. I started hyperventilating as they left. Ashley hugged me, and all I needed was a drink. Some Vodka, or Whiskey. But all I could think of was Kit, and her sitting the puddle of blood.
"She'll be fine babe. She'll be alright." He cooed, wrapping me in his arm's. I buried my head in his chest and listened to him breathe. I felt like the world's worst sister. I wouldn't even call myself a sister.
See what you've done? What'll happen if you loose Kit? Will you finally listen to me? A voice in my head popped up, I moaned and sobbed more.
She's not a toy. I won't loose Kit, She is a trooper. She'll make it. I thought, Talking back to the voice. It shouldn't have been there shouldn't have been in my head.
You don't know that. What are you going to do when you have to go up on stage tomorrow. When Kit's not there It asked, I didn't have an Answer for that one,
I have no idea,
Then get one. I'll be back later don't you worry. It spat, I pulled away from Ash, ran inside, and grabbed my cigarette's... I had only one way of handling this, but I wanted to stay sober. Wanted to stay clean. I wasn't going to use. I lit a cigarette, and grabbed a bucket, and a sponge. I was going to clean up Kit's blood, I wiped away tears as I did so.
What have I done? I had it all. Then......I suppose I had to much.I thought. My life was easy, but I felt so hard. I was going to move out of Kit's house. Get another job. Stay out of Kit's ass. Maybe then she would understand that I didn't want to hurt her, That I wanted her to be happy and not miserable. Maybe just maybe I had an Idea of what I was going to do tomorrow, If Chris wanted to help. That was the only downfall.
"Chris!" I called, wiping up the last of the bloody water.
"Yeah, Quinn?" He said climbing onto the bus.
"Do wanna sing Angel Eye's with me?" I said before putting the cigarette to my mouth.
"Why not?"
"Mmkay, uh. See you in a couple." I said, The concert was just about over, when Ronnie joined us and learned what had happened is when it was completely over.I think the other song's I was going to sing was the one song I wrote for Kit, and Monster By Paramore. The two song's that meant the world to me. I ran a dirty towel where I cleaned. When I was done I talked to Calvin and we went over the song I wrote. It was Called Paralyzed, I had wrote it for Kit When Chris left, and the world was going to finally hear it. I threw in a Three Days Grace song to the round I was going to sing.
The next day I woke up in my bunk with Ash's arm around my waste.
"Good Morning Babe." He said kissing my shoulder blade and pulling me closer.
"Good Morning Sun Shine." I said my voice barely a whisper, I needed to get up and get ready for what was about to happen today. Andy wasn't in the bus, he spent the night at the hospital, At Kit's bedside. I got a test for him a bit ago, saying He'd be here in a couple. We got up out of bed, and got dressed. My usual, Bikini top, and skinny jeans. I done my make up, and hair. Met Chris backstage. It was time for Rehearsal and Sound check.
"Ready?" Chris asked, Handing me A new mic. I looked at him, and then at the Mic in my hand.
"What? I can't a buy you a mic?" He said, raising his eye brows. He bought me a mic. And I don't have anything for him. I thought.
"Lets go." The music started playing a minute later.
"There's something about chu.
I can not Explain.
I just wanna know you.
I just wanna know ya name.
It's not what you said,
Not the way you said it.
I'm under you spell.
And I don't regret it." I started, Once the song was over The Three Days Grace song came on.
"This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late" I sang,

Notes

I almost started crying when I wrote the rough draft. I edited some of the sadness out, I hope you guys like it.
Much Love: Sammy-Sixx
Special thanks to ! Sing365.com
The songs mentioned in this chapter:
Monster - Paramore
Never To Later - Three Days Grace