When Darkness Is All You See..

"ANDY!!!" i cried into his chest as he held me tight.

"its okay.." he mumbled, but that made me sob even harder. "no its not okay!! you changed again! your eyes turned white and you looked like you where in so much pain!! andy what the fuck is going on?" i screamed into his cheast as he rocked me back and forth. i heard him breathing heavily as he let out his own tears.

"i dont know." he cried into my hair. yes, it was 2 in the morning, i just had a mental breakdown dream to where my best friend attacked me, and then my boyfriend looked like he wanted to kill me wih his bared fangs and the way he lunged at me, like he couldent help himself.

"i dont know.. kelley.." he grabbed my chin as i stared up into his tear stained eyes. "i dont know.." he whispered as he cried even more.

the whole moment was caught up. the dream felt so real. there was so much stress in that moment. i couldent even think anymore without giving myself a headche. there was always so much going on. i almsot died by a maniac who use to be a good friend, theres a gardian demon sleeping in the guest room downstairs, my best friend is in a different state dealing with turning into an actual fucking wherewolve, and andy just seemes so weak, like he couldent control himself around me or whenever his eyes turned that white color.

"andy.. so much shit is going on.. i want a fucking break." i cried into his chest. "i want a break from reality. i just want to escape everything, the drama, the tears, just everything." i cried as i stared up into his once blue eyes that where slowly fading into a murky light green. he didnt say anything. he grabbed both sides of my face, and made my dream come true. he made me forget about all of the pain, the loss, and all of the bullshit as he grazed his lips over mine and they molded perfectly together as my stomach started dancing around with hot butterflies. as he kissed me passionatly, his hot breathe colliding with mine, his hites as i claw at his chest.


as his lips get lost from my mouth, he slowly nibbles down to my jawline making me moan, with ticklish sensation. and i felt his hot breathe graze over my ear with lust.

"then let me make you forget."

and i was emmidiatly under his spell. as he pushed me back into the bed, he hovered over me as our lips collided. so much sensation and peer lust as out toungues twisted and he bit my lip, causing a burning sensation withing me as he kissed me so passionatly. why talk when your mouth says it all? and as he bit down on my jawline again i couldent help but moan, it felt so good. as his lips slowly made it down to my clevage, he unbottoned my shirt, and i threw his over his head as i look down his chest, to see his perfectly sculpted v-lines. as our lips collided once more, his hands grazed around my breasts, as i moaned quit louder than expected.

i slid down his pajama pants as he slipped off my shorts, until we where both bare to each other. "are you sure you wanna do this?" his low sexy voice could melt gold i swear it. "yes." i immediatly replied as our lips collided once more. since ive only had sex one other time, and since it was pretty much rape, i was still pretty much a virgin. i dont even remember because david drugged me before he did it. (yes he was a druggie, and was very very abusive. just go along with it seagulls!) so i dont even remember the experience. "andy?" i questioned but he knew exactly what i was thinking. he knew all about david, and on how i dont remember and im pretty much new at this. "its okay.. i promise i wont hurt you." he looked me in the eyes as he said so. as he kissed me i felt his length on the inside of my thigh. was i? i knew now that i was ready.

as he deeply kissed me, i felt him align himself with me, and with slight pressure, he enterd me. i bit my bottom lip as i closed my eyes from the extreme pain, even though he was barely in me, it hurt so bad. andy froze on place. as i adjusted i told him to keep going, and so he pushed all the way threw, my eyes where closed the entire time. as one of andys hand grazed over my cheek, the other was locked in mine. as he slowly pulled out and went back in, he began to slowly thrust in and out of me so slowly, and before i knew it, the pain that was once there was filled with nothing but pure passion and lust. i felt a fire ignite in me as he picked up his pace. i have never felt anything like this before.

i felt nothing in my body but andy make love to me, as i moaned in pleasure, i felt that fire rise in my lower stomach as i felt andy thrust inside of me, and as i heard him even moan as well. our lips collided once more as our breathes where shortened our bodys glistened from sweat as andys hair stuck to the side of his face. i just wanted to be stuck in this moment forevor. i never wanted this feeling to end. then a weird fiery feeling began to take over my body as i flooded with pleausure.

"andy.. i think im gonna.." i attempted to breathe out.
"i know.. me to.." he groaned as his thrusts became more sloppier, and i look down to see that my hand was still in his. my mate was making love to me. and i was making love to him. this was so incredible, but i couldent hold on much longer. this feeling was about to burst, this feeling i loved so much. as i let go of andys hand and clawwed at his back from the sensation, i lost everything as we both screame din delight. as nothing but silence, and our breathing filled the room, andy fell to the side of me, and grabbed me and so i was laying on his chest. as our bodys stuck togethor, i listened to andys incredible heart beat under mine, and i just knew that this love would last forevor.

"i love you so much.." andy wrapped his arms around my naked body tightly, and i snuggled into his chest.
"i love you to." with one last deep kiss on the lips, i fell asleep on my mates chest. he was more than my mate though, he was the love of my life.

Notes

So... this was really awkward to write...enjoy?