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When Darkness Is All You See..

My darkest desire

(Juliet's pov)

I walk into the apartment door that he opened, and I saw the most familiar girl sleeping on the couch. I knew her off the top of my head. I went to school with her since forever, I worked with her. Why does she smell so good? I stopped right on the door mat when I caught Kelleys scent. She smelled amazing, I then got that burning sensation in my mouth like before.

My tingling taste buds watered for her blood. I tried to to slip out my fangs, but it was honestly hard. She began to stuff in her neck. I caught a glance at her neck as she stirred more and a vein piped out. The breathe caught in my breathe as my fangs poped out. I covered my mouth and my knees buckled, sending me to the ground.

Andy didn't see me, but he was shaking Kelley awake by easily rubbing his knuckles against her cheek. He also spoke softly to her. Before I knew it Kelley was up and staring at me in a strange way. "Are you okay?" She asked.

Oh my god I could practically hear her heartbeat as I whimpered. I wanted so much to rip her throat out and drink her blood, I have never smelt anything so good. Vanilla, coffee, roses, and oh my god her blood smelled even better. My stomach clenched as I doubled over in pain.

I was so hungry. Andy told me something about the new metabolism. I felt my eyes hurt into a sensational red. As I looked up with pleading eyes to Andy to get me out of here. I felt like I was going to loose Control.

"Andy.. I dont think I can do this." My vision began to blur as he moved Kelley behind him. "Kelley, did you get the packets of blood from the hospital like I asked earlier?" He asked Kelley. She only nodded as she jogged to the kitchen. And grabbed out 5 packets of 0 negative blood.

I could smell hers. But I would take anything at the point. As Kelley almost walked my way, I jumped back to the wall, her scent pretty much kicking me in the face. Andy was I front of me handing me the packets. I ripped the first one and gulped it down in seconds.

The second one was more delicious than the first, only because I was thinking about Kelleys scent as I drank. My eyes turned the regular brown. And my fangs sunk back in. I still didn't trust myself, so I stayed in the corner as Andy explained everything to Kelley.

"I'm so sorry this happens to you." Kelley told me as I was finishing off my last blood pack. I felt a tear prick my eye as I realized I had to live with this. I soon wiped it away when I realized that she tried to her closer to comfort me.

"No. I'm fine, I should keep my distance until I can trust myself. It's really great to see you." I told her, trying not to choke on my hidden tears. "Do you have anywhere to go?" She asked me as I stood from my little corner. "No. Not really. I did live with my father, but I don't trust myself around him, and I don't want to be around any humans unless I'm with Andy. I don't trust myself yet." I told her. Honestly, Andy was a really hot person. And I felt really comfortable around him.

I think I may have feelings for him in the short night that we have been together. I was snapped out of my thoughts when Andy reassuringly handed me a towel, and a change of Kelleys clothes. He didn't want me near her as much as me. I was okay with that.

"Here you need a shower, it's very important to stay clean daily, since you will smell more...dead." He calmly spoke. Kelley went into the kitchen. I took the clothes and towel without looking into his beautiful light blue eyes because I knew I would look at them and draw attention.

I walked in the back room to where I assume was the bathroom, and I found the shower. Turning it on. I took off the old bloody clothes that Andy gave me and stepped into the hot steamy shower. I looked down as I watched somebody else's blood run off my body and into the drain. Wait, wasn't i on my period when I died? Why am I not bleeding anymore? I guess I won't be getting it anymore. So I guess this means I won't have kids unless I adopt. Good. I always hated kids and I never wanted my own.

At that moment. Something broke inside of me, and I felt my eyes turn green. Desire? Want? I do know one thing I want. I want to be human again. I then fell to the ground. Me crying hysterically. I couldn't stop. This couldn't be my life. It just wasn't possible.

I looked up and saw a razor. I knew I had to try. What's the worst that could happen? I broke the razor by slamming it easily on the ground. I pick up one of the blades and look at my wrist. I see my old dull scars. I haven't done this in years.

Can I do it? At first I made a tiny cut. But it healed in a matter of seconds. Then I tried to make the cuts deeper, that helped but they still healed. Before I new it, I was slashing away trying so hard to keep the blood running and for the marks to stay. Then. I started slashing at one certain place, and that did the trick. It was gushing blood, and I was fine with that. I dropped the razor proud of the pain I brought myself.

Then I felt really dizzy. I stood up, and got out. The water still running. Maybe I should clean up the cut.. I then dripped and my vision began to blur with black dots. I knew I needed help. I ran out the bathroom door, butt naked, with my arm gushing so much blood I thought I was going to die.

I ran into Kelley and brought both of us to the floor. She looked at me with scared eyes. I looked at her back with red ones. I felt so drained of energy, I did the only thing I could do.

"Help.. Me.." I whispered, then I fell into darkness after I hear screaming. "Andy! Help!" Was all I headed before I felt nothing.. Emptiness.

Notes

Sorry it's so short you guys. How do you guys want the next chapter to go? I need ideas, and yours might win! Message me for some ideas! I will be updating in a couple of days. I'm actually writing a new story, and guess what it involves? Zombies. Hehe, enjoy my little rebels

Comments

please update soon

Ruth crawford Ruth crawford
8/26/14

@jade biersack
Hi, this is the author of this story. My new one is coming soon. I lost it because I got hacked. I'm sorry but I promise my vampire story will be something you will love to read!

Update please! D:

jade biersack jade biersack
6/21/14

@Themorticansdaughter
it was so awkward to write but i did it for you little seagulls and your little "hormones". but lets face it, you all know you wanted them to do it!

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