Never Give In, Never Back Down

Later that night...

Everyone had left but Ashley, I think he was hanging around to find out what my 'P.S.' was. God, I can be so stupid sometimes; I should have known Andy would have pulled something like this. He almost told everyone that I was going to fuck him tonight, that would have been so embarrassing, not only for me but, for Ashley too considering that Andy and him only made up a week ago.

I'm sure he still has feelings for me or he wouldn't be hanging around like this. After a few minutes Andy finally gets fed up and shoves him out the door. Well, not really shoved, kind of coerced if that makes sense. Shutting the door Andy turned around a smile on his face.

"We're finally alone." He sighed in relief and walked over to me, wrapping me in a hug. I melt into him and wrap my arms tightly around his waist before standing on my tip toes to kiss him softly. He had a far away look in his eyes, i'm not sure what emotions I was seeing but, I could
have sworn I saw lust somewhere in there. I smiled and kissed his cheek gently.

"What's wrong Love?" I glanced up at him through my bangs.

"I haven't given you your present yet..."

"...and?" I ask with a questioning glance.

"...it's in our bedroom." I smile and pull him by the hand upstairs and into our room. He walked over to the beside table and pulled out a small box. Walking back over to me he leaned down and took my lips gently with his before wrapping my hand around the small box and stepping back.

I tear the paper off hearing Andy rummaging in the background. I didn't really care what he was doing, my vision was tunneled onto the small velvet box in my hand. If I didn't know any better I would say there was a ring in it. I take a deep breath and open the box. Inside was a silver heart shaped locket with my name and Andy's engraved on the front, vines entangled between the letters. My breath hitched as I opened it and inside was a picture of Andy and I kissing. I had no idea who took it but, I loved them for it. My eyes were pulled over to the black lettering on the opposite side of the picture. Engraved on the inside were the words "This is OUR Rebel Love Song, partners in crime we make our own way because, together we are Bulletproof."

"...Andy. It's...it's so beautiful I love it." I look up to see he isn't in the room. I hooked the locket around my neck, kissing it, and touching it as I walked out of our room. I walked all over the house looking for him but, I couldn't find him. Then I remembered I heard him go into the
bathroom while I was opening the locket. I headed back to our room reaching out to turn the knob but, it was locked. I knocked on the door.

"Andy...?" I called, concern in my voice. I heard the lock click and I pushed the door open. The room was dark only lit by candles on almost every surface of the room besides the bed. The soft glow illuminated a glass of wine in the middle of the floor, which I picked up. I began to sip on the wine when I heard a soft melody from behind me. Andy had hid behind the door shutting it as I walked in. I could barely see him in the dim light but, I could tell he had his acoustic guitar with him.

"I open my lungs dear. I sing this song at funerals...no rush. These lyrics heard a thousand times just plush. A baby boy you've held so tightly, This pain it visits almost nightly. Missing hotel beds, I feel your touch." I can't believe this. I always dreamed of Andy singing this song to me but, I never in a million years believed it could or would happen. I felt my eyes begin to tear up as I listened to him sing. His voice had gotten deeper since they recorded 'Mortician's Daughter' but, it sounded even better. He sang quietly and I felt the air around us jump with a soft, loving energy. My heartbeat sped up in my chest, almost leaping from my rib cage.

"I will await dear, a patient of eternity, my crush. A universe so still. No rust. No dust will ever grow on this frame, One million years, and I will say your name. I love you more than I can ever scream." The tears were falling freely now. I couldn't hold them back anymore. They weren't borne of sadness or anger but of Love and happiness.

"We booked our flight those years ago, I said I loved you as I left you. Regrets still haunt my hollow head, But I promised you I will see you again, again." I wiped the tears from my eyes listening to the man of my dreams sing for me. I hadn't realized I had sat on the bed until just now but, I was so shocked I guess my legs gave out.

"I sit here and smile dear. I smile because I think of you and I blush. These bleeding hollow dials, this fuss. A fuss is made of miles and travel. Roadways are but stones and gravel. A bleeding heart can conquer every crush."

"We booked our flight those years ago. You said you loved me as you left me. Regrets still haunt your saddened head, But I promised you that I will see you."

"We booked our flight those years ago. I said I loved you as I left you. Regret's no longer in my head, But I promised you and now I'm home again, again, again, I'm home again, again, again."

"I'm home again." He finished his voice barely a whisper. I got up and set my wine down on the table before going up behind Andy as he set his guitar down in its stand. I wrapped my arms around his waist, afraid to talk and ruin the moment.

I think Andy had the same fear because he silently turned to me raising my head as he bent his and kissed my lips softly at first. A few minutes later we could both feel the heat rising in the room. Our kiss became heated and I broke away for a moment to lead Andy to the bed. I sat down on the edge and pulled him down, crashing our lips together. His tongue flicked out across my lip begging for entrance, which I willingly granted. A shiver ran down my spine, not a bad shiver but, one full of heat, lust, and passion.

Andy gently grasped my hair in his hand guiding my head to one side. His lips left mine as a whimper escaped my mouth wanting his warmth back. I got my wish as he attached his hungry mouth to my neck sucking, biting, and kissing every inch until he stole a moan from my lips.

I knew I was in trouble by the look in Andy's eyes, his lips attached themselves to that spot making a sea of moans escape me. I ran my hands up his shirt dragging my nails tenderly down his back. His hands made every part of my body he touched light up like Christmas lights. I could hear bells ringing but, I found them to be Andy's moans.

I didn't notice my nails had scraped his skin as they balled into fist of pleasure at his shoulders. This was perfect. Soon his body was moving ruthlessly against mine. I pulled at his shirt, the buttons were quickly released from their bonds and I pushed it off his shoulders. Next I was rid of my shirt and bra releasing my breasts from their cage.

He leaned down taking my nipple in his mouth, his hot palm fondling my other breast. My heart once again felt like it could jump from my chest. I moaned, my hand tightening in his hair, he grazed my nipple gingerly with his teeth before rolling it around his tongue. My body was on fire I wanted, no, I needed him now. His hot breath trailed down my stomach leaving feathered kisses behind.

He bit my hip lightly pulling my pants and underwear from my body in one swift motion. I gasped as I felt his hot breath over my entrance. He kissed my pubic triangle, then trailed light kisses back up my body taking my lips for his again. I fumbled for his belt, having some trouble, but, soon the obtrusive cloth was gone. Our naked bodies slithered against each other, begging to be touched.

"Andy, I need you." I whispered seductively in his ear. Apparently this was enough because no sooner than the words escaped my waiting lips he was inside me. I cried out crippled with pleasure. I wrapped my legs around his waist pulling him down for another world melting kiss. When I was with him I forgot about the world, only he and I mattered. I love him.

He thrust into me with a force that shattered my dreams replacing them with a better reality. I was moaning like crazy, the feeling of his body moving against mine, the friction between us had us both covered in a glimmering sheen of sweat, our moans filled the air around us a perfect harmony in this song. My body felt like it was about to explode.

"Andy, I'm going to cum." I screamed into the air. I felt his lips against mine again and I shut my eyes tightly as a bright light erupted behind my eyelids. I was in ecstasy my body floating and as the room began to darken again I could feel Andy's last thrust as he collapsed into his orgasm.

A few moments later I had regained some strength and began to lightly stroke his hair.

"I love you Andy." It was the first time I had said I loved him without a fight preceding it. I really meant it. I love this man; I want to scream it from the rooftops.

"I love you to Ash." He kissed me lovingly adjusting our bodies so he could envelope me in his arms, my head on his chest. I listened to his heartbeat perfectly in time with mine and slowly fell into a deep sleep, a smile plastered across my face.

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