can i really be saved?
chapter 1
"We booked our flight those years ago You said you loved me as you left me. Regrets still haunt your saddened head, But I promised you that I will see you" I hear the slow rhythmic melody of my favorite Black veil brides song being sung by a voice I could never forget. It was being sung by my best friend Andy. We have been friends since we moved in next to him and his family when I was five. I slowly opened my eyes and try to sit up, with an eerily quiet voice I sang the last of the song. " We booked our flight those years ago I said I loved you as I left you Regret's no longer in my head, But I promised you and now I'm home again, again, again, I'm home again, again, again. I'm home again." Andy looks up at me with tear stained cheeks and gets a huge smile "you're up!" He said excitedly but with a slight hint of concern. He runs to my side and shouts "guys wake the hell up she's awake". I silently laugh as four more boys stand up and rush to my side. But one stays where he sits, he's hunched over in a chair next to me. His beautifully long eyelashes rest on his cheeks and his chest gives a slight rise and fall. I gently touch his arm and he wakes. First a look if confusion, then tears, and finally a huge smile. " Hey beautiful" he says as his soft lips carefully brush across mine. "hi baby" I say placing my hands on the bed to try and to deepen our kiss. As I try to push my self up i feel like someones ripping my wrists open or slicing them open with a hot knife. "Oww Fuck that hurts" I say as I remove my hands from beneath me. "Careful princess or you'll rip your stitches“ says Andy. That is when I finally notice the clean white goze that is wrapper around both of my wrists. The is also a aching pain in my rips and throat. "What's going on?" I ask. “Babe your in the hospital " says Austin . "What why?" I stutter. "We don't know but we we're hoping you did".
3/16/13