Days flew by so fast they seemed to be minutes, not days.

I was happy.

We were told our mission and it was to be kept classified at all costs. Nobody could know anything.

The mission was to infiltrate and damage the computer that controlled everyone's mind. The mission was not expected to be a success, but it was more of a "let's at least show the enemy we can still fight" sort of mission. The real goal, however, was to find the mastermind of the computer and kill him, or better yet, capture him and get all the information we needed.

Luckily I rarely saw Andy, not that I cared. He was one of the leaders of the mission and was always in some room, planning strategies with the other leaders.

Days turned into weeks and the weeks passed like hours.

The mission would commence a two months from the first meeting. My role in the mission was to kill as many of the Gray as possible and make the real people of the mission's job easier.

Amy had the same job as me, so we trained together a lot.

Our mission group was turned into our training group too. We all trained together instead of our past training groups.

It was currently two weeks before the mission, and three weeks since Ronnie became my boyfriend.

We never left each other's side. We were constantly at each other's rooms, and everywhere we went we held hands. People thought we were adorable.

Luckily Ronnie never tried anything like he had that first night on me anymore, but I could tell he wanted it. Badly. Out of some slight fear I had I never invited him over at night in fear he would try to take advantage of me.

The only problem was that one of Ronnie's best friends died spying on the Gray. Ronnie had started drinking to ease his pain. The only problem was he at times became disrespectful and possessive. I just ignored the times he grabbed my ass or touched me. He was drunk and depressed.

I just stayed away from him when there was a possibility he could be drunk.

I liked Ronnie, but more as friend than a boyfriend. Whenever he said he loved me I would say I loved him back and he thought I truly was in love with him.

The only problem was, no matter how much I denied it a guy with gorgeous blue eyes had my heart. And he crushed it.

I was sitting in my room texting Amy. She kept sending me photos of her and Ashley kissing. I just could not imagine those two apart.

Was it bad that I could imagine myself apart from Ronnie?

But I couldn't leave him. I made him happy, and he truly cared for me.

I received a text from Ronnie.

Ronnie: going to the club tonight my little angel. Wanna join me?
Me: I'm too tired tonight! I'm sorry I'll hang out with you tomorrow?
Ronnie: Alright I'll see you tomorrow I love u!
Me: love ya too<3

It broke my heart to lie to him but I had to. I just couldn't face him when he wasn't sober.

I resumed talking to Amy. It began to get late.

Amy: you're never at parties anymore! Why?!?!
Me: just...tired all the time

I couldn't tell her the truth. She believed I loved Ronnie just as much as he believed.

Amy: well Ashley says Ronnie is not acting like himself. He keeps yelling your name.

I frowned to myself. He was drunk.

Me: I'll talk to him tomorrow
Amy: ok. He just looks so sad
Me:
Amy: well on a happier note Ash says hi
Me: and I say hi back!
Amy: he says Ronnie says hi
Me: tell Ronnie I luv him
Amy: just did!

We texted for quite a while. From what Amy was telling me, Ronnie was having one of those extra drunk nights. She treated it like it was a joke but I knew he would start to look for me.

I got up and made myself a cup of tea. It relaxed me.

Then I heard knocking at my door.

I walked over to answer it.

My heart sank in fear at who was at the door.

The next thing I knew I was being dragged to my bed.

"Come on little angel we're going to have fun!" Was the last thing I heard before it started.

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