*Des's point of view*


I had Andy on Skype till I fell asleep. He left me a message,

Hey babe,
I hope you don't mind that I was creepin' and watching you sleep. Only for like 15 minutes. I missed watching you sleep. Sorry you're married to creepy creeper. Anyway, I miss you and I love you. Can't wait to see you in Cali. Call me later when you get to the hotel tonight we need to talk. Love you.

Okay, when he ended it we have to talk my heart skipped a beat, that's never a good sign. I sighed, closed my laptop then got off the plane. Immediately I felt heat walking into the Florida airport.
Jace fanned himself, "Damn. Been here five minutes here and I'm already sweating."
Cameron went to a vending machine and bought a couple bottles of soda,"And a diet soda for the lady cause she believes that for some dumb reason she needs to lose weight when she's already skinny enough. But whatever."
I twisted the bottle open and took a sip, "I model so I have to maintain a certain a certain weight. I have to be 110 or under. It's not a fault that's how I work. I promise I'll eat something tonight."
Samm sighed and wrapped an arm around my shoulder as we walked to the hotel, "We just worry about you. I'm glad about your new modeling career but just be careful."
I sighed and lite a cigarette, "I know I know." I took a long drag. "If Andy found out I was smoking he'd probably have my ass. Well he didn't stop either so we're even I suppose."
we got to the hotel and checked in.
"So how many rooms did they give us?" Chad asks.
"They gave us three," I answer.
"I'll bunk with Chad then,"Jace said.
"And I'll bunk with Cam. You can have a room to yourself. You know for your lady privacy. " Samm said blowing a raspberry.

I sat alone in my hotel room. I turned on the tv so it wouldn't be dead quiet. I just remembered Andy wanted me to call him. I picked up my phone and dialed his number in. He sounded happy when I called.

Hey babe.

"Hey Andy. What did you want to talk about?"

Me and the guys are going on a tour.

"And? With who? Kinda have me in the dark a bit."

With Stitching Wounds! When you get to California that's when we're hooking up withy you guys!

I nearly screamed. I was so happy I was crying, "That's so awesome! I can't wait! I miss you so much."

I know! I miss you too. Skype me I want to show you the album cover.

"Alright. Bye. Love you."

Love you too bye.

I hung up and called him on Skype. "Alright. I called you now show me the Album cover!"
He held up a cd with that picture on it. It was a picture of me and Andy kissing but it was just our lips. They edited it to look like our lip rings were locked together."We're calling it 'Without You.' Do you like it?" I was crying but I was smiling. It was seriously heart warming. I nodded and wiped my eyes, "I'm glad. I wrote a lot of it about you. It's being released next week."
"It's awesome. Can't wait to pick up a copy."
Andy kissed the camera and smiled, "I gotta go babe. Me and the guys have to go promote the album. I love you. Stay strong. Bye."
"Bye I love you too. White rabbit." I hung up. I call him white rabbit just to tease him for being with Juliet. He sent me a snap chat with him sticking up his middle finger making a kissie face. I smiled and put my phone down on the night stand then heard a knock at the door. I opened it and it was Austin with a white teddy bear.
"How much does a polar bear weigh? Enough to break the ice. Ha. This is for you." He handed me the bear. He smiled real shy and scratched the back of his head.
"Aw thanks Austin. What's up?"
"Just wondering if I could hang out with you? The guys are asleep and I'm bored."
Andy's voice told me no but I need some company of a friend so I let him in.
He walked in and sat on my bed. "How'd you like Australia and Asia?"
"It was so tiring. 87 shows man."
He tossed me a candy bar, "Sometimes getting your sugar up helps. Of course sleep does too."
I sat next to Austin on the bed, "It's been really lonely too. Sure I have my band mates but I miss Andy so much. I'm scared. Scared he's going to find another girl. "
Austin cringed his nose when I mentioned Andy but then looked down at me with sympathetic smile, "I don't see why anyone would cheat on their wife. It's pointless." He cupped my cheek and stared into my eyes, "Especially when the wife is as beautiful as you are. It would be such a waste." He pulled me into a kiss.
I immediately slapped Austin away, "Austin! What the fuck?! Why the hell would you?! I don't like you like that nor will I ever! I'm happily married to Andrew! Not you!"
Austin rubbed the cheek I hit, "I thought I could ease you into it but I suppose this is going to be a forced affair." He growled.
I gulped in fear, "Wha-what do you mean?"
He pinned me down on the bed. I tried to scream but he shoved his lips against mine. I didn't kiss back and he slapped me for it. I let out a small yelp. "Get that goddamn collar off your neck. Right now. You're NOT Andy's anymore. You're mine."
I was shaking and crying. "Austin. P-please. D-don't to this. I-if you don't I-I promise n-not to tell anyone. I swear." I begged and pleaded. I don't want this again.
Austin laughed and shook his head, "No no no sweet heart. You're mine now take off the fucking collar and your clothes." He pushed me off the bed. "Slowly." I pulled off my clothes as slow as possible. "Now the collar."
I reached for it then shook my head, "I-I can't I just can't."
Austin got up and slapped me, so hard I think he busted my lip, "Fine then. I'll take it off for you." He ripped it off my neck then threw it to the side. "While you're with me I don't want to see that dumb fucking collar. Now on the bed." I climbed onto the bed. Austin striped down. Then had his way with me. I've never been in more pain in my life. This is how it was like when my "father" did this to me. But I had a sick feeling this wasn't going to be the last.

When he he was done he got up and dressed himself. "Go clean yourself up slut. I'll be back tomorrow night. And if you tell anyone about this I will kill you and make it look like a bloody accident. You hear me?"
"y-yes sir," I whimpered then he was gone. I tried to shower but they don't make water hot enough. I couldn't scrub hard enough. This was happening again. And there's nothing I can do about it. He's stronger and bigger than I will ever be. I put on Andy's old t-shirt and some shorts. I put the collar back on. I poked my head out the window and lite a cigarette. I needed a good smoke to calm down. "I'm so sorry Andy." I whispered into the hot breeze.

Notes

Sorry but you know me there has to be drama. And I'm setting. Up for something big.