Alive Again (Sequal to Everything Will Be Okay) **Complete**

Annabell P.O.V

Taking my blade to my wrist is always my first option, And Andy hasn't came around in a week or two now. I need him. I need to feel something. When he was here I felt love. But now all I can feel pain as the emptiness of loneliness surrounds me.

We can just say I've learned from the best.

I’m always careful not to go to deep. I would. But it would be useless. My time isn't up here and I need to first complete whatever set out for me.

“Its only temporary” I say quietly to myself between sobs.

I insert my self with shiny metal and watch the blood pour from my wrist. Even if Andy was watching he couldn't say shit about this. I am the biggest hypocrite. Telling Andy not to cave into his urges. Because now I know what its like to wake up in the night crying because you miss your lover more than you could scream.

I guess the roles have been switched.

The worse part is that I know I helped with my fate. There were other options. We could have ran away with each other, We could have been rebels. Just like in our school project. It seems years away now. We could have done anything but this. We could still be alive now, We could be together. Its terrible to love somebody or something that death can get ahold of and rip away from you.

I feel cold run up my back, And my music player suddenly plays full blast making me jump out of my skin. I know that its Andy though. Who else has there dead boyfriend haunting after them but also, Keeping them sane? Nobody.

“Darling” He says coming forth to me “Don't take this out on yourself, There is nothing you could have done to stop this” He says “The futures always just a few heartbeats away from disaster”.


“I died a little Andy” I say quietly.
“What do you mean?” He says grazing my neck.

“That day I died just a little, when you were in the middle or your sentence and I knew where it was going” I breath “I just didn’t want to hear the ending”.

“But you agreed to the ending” He states “In fact, You loved the ending. You just didn’t know that there was a plot twist”

“Don’t you miss my absence Andy?” I say.

“Absence and death are the same only that in death there is no suffering, like you who is suffering now, You will soon be in peace with me”.

He brushes my hair behind my ear so he can see my deep dark brown eyes. Then lifts up my wrist so he can see my some fading and some new scars. Kissing them repeatedly “I wish I could take the pain away Baby, But you have to experience this on your own”. He looks up at me and kisses me. He lingers up my face while touching my sides with his soft fingers.

“You're not all alone Annabell, You will never be alone”

“But I feel so alone” I say.

“Lay down Annabell” He smiles a sad smiled.

I lay down and he cradles me in his arms like a child making me feel safe. He kisses my my cheek and ear and lips. Everywhere he can get his lips on He sings quietly “Those times in life we learn to try, with one intention, Of learning how and when we'll die, but we can't listen”
“I wish to God I'd known that I, I didn't stand a chance
Of looking back and knowing why, or pain of circumstance”

“You're not alone
We'll brave this storm”

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