Let me set your world on fire

I lie awake thinking about what Jake said. Why didnt he tell me about what Ella had said. i wish he would just tell me whats bothering him instead of trying to do it all on his own. Who does Ella think she is anyway? Shes not as hot and perfect as she thinks she is. Not everyone wants her. Atleast not my Jakey anymore. I think...... And with that thought i fall into a dreamless sleep.

I woke up to the sounds of a videogame. I guess Ashley and Andy are up... I stretch as my hand hits something. I look up to see Jakes phone. As if tempting me it rings. I reach to grab it but Jake out of no where snatches it before i can reach it. I could have sworn he as just asleep...
"Hello? No. I dont care what you have to say. Shut the fuck up. Stop calling and texting me. Leave me alone. Bye" Jake mumbles sleepily. He hands me his phone and rolls over and falls back asleep instantly.

I slowly climb out of the bunk and go into the lounge. I see Andy and Ashley playing a random videogame. I spot Jinxx sitting on the counter waiting for something in the toaster. I walk over to him.
"Hey Jinxx" I smile.
"Hey CC. Whats up?" Jinxx asks returning my smile.
"Nothing. But i was wondering if i could talk to you about something for a second" I say looking down.
"Ya sure CC. Whats on your mind?" Jinxx asks concern clearly heard in his voice.
"Well... Its Jake. Hes keeps everything to himself and it makes me worry about him. He can do it all himself. And I want him to be able to tell me anything and everything. Then he got a call this morning and i was going to answer it for him since he was sleeping but he snatched the phone before i could get it. And i dont kno. I feel like hes hiding something from me" I say as i sniffle.
"Well have you tried to talk to him? Maybe its not what you think. Plus hes under a lot of stress with Ella telling him that hes her baby daddy. Which is a total lie. Just try talking to him about it" Jinxx says. I was going to reply but then his phone went off and he smiled and walked toward to bunks. So im guessing Sammi called him.
"I think you should look through his phone. See if hes hiding something or not" I hear a deep voice say behind me.
"Ya. If you guys have such an open relationship i dont think he'll mind if you go through his phone" i hear Ashley agree with Andy. I look down at the phone in my hand and sigh. I mean they have a point right? I would let Jake go through my phone no problem or without any questions asked. I hesitantly unlock his phone and click on his messages. I see he has been texting Ella. He texts her in the middle of the night? And calls her? WHAT THE FUCK? I start to cry and throw his phone on the couch. Andy pauses the game and looks at me.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING CC?!?!" I hear Jake yell behind me. I turn around to face him. Anger rising in me by the second.
"I could ask you the same thing Jake. Your calling and texting Ella in the middle of the night. What the fuck do you think your doing? Crawling back to her behind my back are you?" I accuse him. my voice coated in anger, hurt and betrayal.
"That's not whats going on! Stop acting like you know everything CC!!! Cant you see that im just trying to protect you from getting hurt?" Jake hisses at me.
"YOU EAVESDROPPED ON MY CONVERSATION WITH JINXX?!?!?!?!?! AND REALLY? YOUR TRYING TO PROTECT ME FROM GETTING HURT WHEN YOUR THE ONE HURTING ME?!?!?!" I scream at him.
"THIS IS SO LIKE YOU CC!! TO JUST ASSUME THINGS AND THE ONLY ONE WHOS HURTING YOU IN YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU DONT TRUST ME" Jake screams at me. He throws a pillow at me. That was it. I snapped.
"GO FUCK YOURSELF JAKE! THATS NOT WHATS GOING ON! I DO TRUST YOU BUT CALLING HER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND NOT TELLING ME? THATS A LITTLE SUSPICIOUS DONT YOU THINK? OH WAIT OF COURSE YOU DONT BECAUSE YOU ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF YOU SELFFISH BASTARD!" I scream throwing pillows back at him. We just started having a pillow fight like a bunch of teenage girls when we heard the tour bus door open. Only to reveal the bitch herself, Ella.

At thats point i have had enough. I storm into the bunks and climb into mine closing the curtain and sobbing into my pillow. I hear Jake saying something to i cant make it out. I hear my curtain open and the bed dip under someones weight. I look up to see Andy. he closes the curtain and pulls me close. i sob into his chest. I dont know ho long i was sobbing until i heard the tour bus door open and slam shut. Then i hear foot steps leading into the bunks.
"Ashley, this isnt working. Hes not coming back. We both have to stop lieing to ourselves. Its your baby Ashley. Not Jakes" I hear Ella sob quietly.
"No! It cant be mine! We were careful and it only happened one time. Plus it would ruin everything with Andy. And i cant let that happen. I love him" I hear Ashley confess quietly. I look up to see Andy smiling. I move my head from his chest so he can go see Ashley.

I groan as i hear my phone go off. I move my hand around the bunk looking for it. Somehow it ended up inbetween my legs. I see that its Jake and ignore it.
"Really? Your going to ignore my call?" I hear Jake ask from the side of the curtain.
"Yes. Now go away I'm sleeping" i mumble.
"CC please we have to talk" Jake pleads with me. He pulls my curtain open.
"CC I really love that you sleep naked" Jake says as he winks at me. I pull the blanket over my body.
"What do you want Jake? I'm not in the mood to fight with you. I dont think my heart can take it." I say turning to face him.
"Baby, please. It's not what you think. I was trying to get her to not hurt you and to see who's baby it is since its not mine. Everyone knows it" Jake says as he climbs into my bunk.
"I know it's not yours. Its Ashley's according to her. But you were talking to her and not telling me Jake. What am i supposed to think?" I sigh looking into his eyes to see the sadness.
"I didnt want you to worry baby. Im sorry i really am. And after you came in here i yelled at her. and I'm sorry that it got out of... WAIT A MINUTE! Its Ashleys?!?!!?" Jake asks with his eyes wide. I'm guessing it sunk in.
"According to her" I smile.
He smiles back and kisses me. I kiss back happily. I feel his hand wander down my body to my crotch and I know what he wants

Notes

Nothing against Ella. Just makes a goos story and Andley cuz i ship that too

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