I opened the door to a girl. she had blue hair that came down just past her shoulders. her eyes where brown with green in them. she smiled and I could've sworn the birds stopped chirping. she was beautiful. I wish I looked like that.
" Hi I'm looking for a Bret von Dehl. Is he here?" she asked. I was given specific directions to say no. but she didn't look like the average fan girl. before I could say anything Bret was there.
" of course he is!" he said giving her a tight hug. she giggled. "Alex, this is my friend Rachael. she wrote that song." Bret said to me closing the door behind Rachael. I nodded fallowing them down to the recording room.
" you must be Rachael." my dad stood to shake her hand. she just stared at it. a few moments went by before me dad said " your supposed to shake it."
" I know how to shake a hand but I do not like to participate in your common human baffles." I laughed at her response. she smiled at me. " What is it that you wanted me to do?" she said in one long sigh. Bret held back a laugh.
my dad seemed tense " um I was going to have you sing one of your songs so I can get a rough idea of what the song is supposed to sound like." he said. she nodded and headed into to the sound booth with Bret who picked up a guitar and started strumming.
" this song is called crushed." she said before she started
" I hate myself for falling
hate myself for believing
wanted it so bad
but you left me in the dust
never even cared
so let the rain fall down
I'm gonna cry
I cant handle this tonight
I know it was nothing
but I still hate myself for wishing
pretend it never mattered
like I'm not crushed inside
gotta be ok
I will live some way
you where just a crush
so let the rain fall down
in gonna cry
I cant handle this tonight
I know it was nothing
but I still hate myself for wishing
I dreamed we could be
felt so happy
did you feel the same
I believed that you where what I was missing
this hurts like hell
but I know there's worse to come
so let the rain fall down
I'm gonna cry
I cant handle this tonight
I know it was nothing
but I still hate myself for wishing."
the song ended but I wish it hadn't. her voice was as beautiful as her face. I wish I was her. she had managed to turn a song that you would sing to put someone to sleep into something that you could relate to. today was Wednesday I choose her to be my woman crush Wednesday. I couldn't wait to start tour with her tomorrow. tomorrow. I still hadn't packed. I should do that.
my chain of thought was broken by a part of the conversation that my father was having with Rachael. " of course Alex can use some of my songs for her own. she just has to put a beat to them." Rachael was going to let me use some of her songs. dude I met her like fifteen minutes ago and shes already my friend, wcw, and favorite artist. I need to go pack. now.

Notes

holy crap its Wednesday! I didn't know that. but whatever happy thanksgiving. hope yall liked that its only long cause of the song. no worries . tomorrow ( in the story later in the real world) everything good is gonna start. and Jennifer will come in and become a huge role. and one last thing. spell check was made for me. ok so see ya later today I promise.... I think.