The Unbreakable Broken

I kept running until I felt my legs give out. My sister's arms wrapped around me " he said he changed. That he cared about me. I'm so stupid. And I did this to myself is the worst part. Its Wayne all over again but this time I didn't see it coming. It hurts. I never wanna hear Him again. He promised. He threw his past away for me." I was blubbering into her shirt. All she did was shhh and say it was going to be ok. But it wasn't. My scares didn't even heal. My body still hurts. I heard footsteps going in the opposite direction. Andy. He must have fallowed and heard me say what I did. Good. I never want to see him again. Or Alex. Or Jennifer for that reason. Lilly let me go and bret took her place.
"Im so sorry baby girl. You deserve so much better. I know what happened. Hannah told me. Wayne sucks. He shouldn't model who you get with in this world. Austin from what I've heard is a better guy to base your love life after."he was right and I understood. I needed someone who cared even though I might hurt them I think this life sucks. If I end It now I wonder how many would care. I need to forget the bad things that happened
“then make me. Make me forget anything happened here. Give me a reason I should think differently. Make me remember the good. Give me something to make it all better." He looked at me in the eyes and kissed me. The kiss said it all. I'd wait a million years for you. I love you. I hate what you've done to yourself. I won't let this happen again. I need you. "Touch me like Andy did bret. Make me feel alive. I need to feel your body." I wasn't one to beg usually but this was different. He was different.
“no. I'm not like that. We will not fuck up like that. Come on Jennifer and Alex are probably worried sick." He was sweet then he said there back stabbing names.
"I never want to see them again. I quit the band. I quit the tour. I'm done with them" all Bret did was nodd and help me pack. Hannah quit with me and clee left completely when she heard jc and Hannah where together. Camryn stuck with Jennifer. We had broken up the tour the same way we started it. Love. I came for Andy. Bret came for me. Alex came for bret and now its a jumbled mess. We are never seeing each other again

Notes

Last chapter next is the epilogue. Kinda excited