The Unbreakable Broken

i watched bret come through the door. he seemed rather mad.he slamed the door before explodeing." how could she do that! he just got out of a long term realationship! and all of a sudden he comes in all hunky dory and she gives him everything!! and me. ive been there from the begining! all i ever got was a comforting hug! so tell me alex why is your species so stupid!"
"people in genral are stupid." he looked at me like i had said the most stupid thing in the world. but its true. he and had been stupid enough to wait. andy was stupid enough to do it after juliet. Rachael was stupid enough to give it away. and obviously jennifer was stupid enough not to knock."people trust everyone at first. its nature. then they either loose all trust or gain more. Rachael, from what ive seen, only trusts three people with her life. you, jennifer, and andy. if it where ypu there or even jennifer she would have given you it. but you wernt. he was. she was just stupid because she would do anything for you three."
it all came to him right then in there. " so what your saying is its my fault that this happened." ok maybe it didnt hit him.
i yried to come up with an explanation. an example. thats when i looked down and saw my wrists and it hit me."i cut. its stupid because its not doing anything for me. just hurts me. but i do it because i miss lilly. now it doesnt brinv her back. but it makes me feel better. like im saving her. so in a better way, Rachael is me, andy is lilly and these cuts are like sex." cuts are like sex... wow.
the light came back to his eyes. really that worked? guess its the opposites that work with him.
"well then next time you cut ill be lilly not andy." i think rage made this boy an idiot. but oh well i get what hes saying. i was happy i could help him in sone way close to how he helped me.

Notes

hi! been a long time..... had writers bloxk! ok and if my two viewers out there could comment that they still read this that would be great... oh and... tell me the diffrence between there their and they're that would be great....... sorry im semi stupid. any way i missed all you guys comment what you think if your new old or....... idk.... a panda... yeah a panda any way night guys tomarrow there will be more of jennifer and clee and all the outcasts. btw, tell me if you think jenny should be alone or not.