"Well?" He was waiting for me to talk. "I can sit here alllllll night Amarie." I sighed. "Fine. You wanna hear the other story? The darker one?" He waited for me to go on. "It started in sixth grade. I got picked on all the time. Soon enough, my mind just...broke. I would get stuck in my head for hours, making me want to kill myself. In eighth grade, I attempted suicide four times." "But WHY!? I mean, what were you going to do tonight? Cut yourself until you bled out?" I nodded. No point in hiding the truth. He looked shocked. "Again, WHY!?"
"Because."
"Not the answer I was looking for." I sighed again.
"Because I figured if this was how people felt, why even bother living? What would be the point, if nobody cared about me? Sometimes, I still feel that way. You witnessed the aftermath today. I'm guessing you are going to hide every sharp object here so I can't do it again huh?" He nodded, but then, kissed me.
"I'm glad you failed those attempts. If you had succeeded on one, I never would have met you. Please, don't ever hurt yourself. If you died, I would die on the inside with you." I started to cry, and I grabbed him, shoving my face into his shoulder.
"Nobody has ever said that to me before!" I cried harder, and he started to pet my hair, trying to calm me.
"That's because nobody has ever loved you like I do." I looked at him, and he smiled at me.
"You really love me? Your not lying?" His smile turned to shock. He started to hug me tighter.
"Of course I do. Do not tell me you believe those fan girls. They are just stupid girls who think they love me, when I know, only you love me. What really matters is not only what I say, but also what I feel." He wiped the fresh tears from my eyes. "Now please, stop crying."
"I love you, too,' I said. He smiled, and kissed me.
"Awww. How sweet Ash."
"Jake!" He was pissed. I tried to hold him here, so he wouldn't kill his friend.
"Ha ha! I got the whole thing recorded. Voice record, mind you." Now I was pissed.
"Kill him," I whispered, then let him go.
"Gladly." He ran out of the room.
"Whoa man! I was kidding! Let me go! Please have some mercy!"
"I expected something like this from CC, but not you, Jake." I smiled, and soon the blood loss made me tired, so I gave into the peacefulness of sleep without a fight.