A Melodic Sound

I woke up to the sound of the ocean and a cool breeze on my face. I opened my eyes, to see Andy had left the doors to the beach open in our bedroom. I stood up and went to the bathroom. On the mirror I saw a note that said "Good Morning Mrs.Biersack." I giggled. As I walked back in the room, I looked at the bed and decided I should make it back.

As I was folding the blankets, something came over me. I had to sit down on the bed. "Oh no." I thought. I knew this feeling all to well. I should have seen it coming, but since I've been with Andy it has been so rare. They were starting again, the voices. But this wasn't supposed to happen. I just got married to the man of my dreams, my savior, and my best friend. "How could they be attacking me now?" I thought.

"He's only with you for the publicity, he doesn't really love you. Look at you, who could love you? You are fat, ugly, and worthless. You know this isn't going to last with him. He only wants you long enough to be sufficient. Once he realizes he doesn't need you anymore, he'll throw you out like the trash that you are."

"Stop It!" I screamed. I fell to the floor, in a crying heap. "I can't take this anymore!" I said to myself. "Mel? Are you ok?" Andy called from somewhere in the house. But I didn't respond. I just laid in my little ball of emotions and cried until I was having trouble breathing. I heard Andy walk in, but I didn't care. I stayed exactly where I was.

"Melody, sweetie? What's wrong? Did I do something wrong? Was it last night, were you not ready?" He asked frantic, begging for me to look him in the eyes. "No! I just can take this anymore! If this is how it's always gonna be then what's the point?" I screamed. "What are you talking about Melody? How what's always gonna be?" He asked searching my eyes for any sign of what was wrong.

"Every time.." I sobbed putting my head in my hands. I couldn't breath I was crying so hard. "Baby look you have to calm down. Tell me what it is so I can help you." Andy said worried. "The voices are back! They're telling me that you don't love me, that you'll throw me out as soon as it's a good time! I can't handle anything like that Andy! Not now, not after everything else that's happened!" I yelled.

"Melody you know that's not true! I love you! Can't you see that? Ask any of the guys, they'll tell you how much I talk about you when you aren't with us! I've given you my heart, my everything! What else do I have to do for you to see that I love you?" Andy asked.

"It's just...I love you. But I'm so young to be married Andy! You should see the hate I'm getting from people on twitter, and I haven't even done anything! I love you, I just don't know how to handle everything." I said looking down at my feet. "Hey look at me. We will tackle this together. I know it'll be hard but we can do it. You just have to know that I love you now and I always will." He said leaning in, placing a small kiss on my lips. "I'm sorry that I got so worked up over something so small." I said looking down at my hands. "It's ok, I deal with things like this, and would everyday if I had to...because I love you." He said smiling.

"I love you to." I said leaning into his warm chest.

Notes

Ok so...sorry to go happy to sad just like that.
I told you guys I was gonna start updating more often. :3
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